u/lifting_shops

So I have fas, I don't have any physical health issues from it, I only deal with the brain part of fas. I am 18F, quite functional in society aside from not understanding things extremely often. I have been reading about fas and searched up the life expectancy and it was 34. This has scared me immensely even though I do not suffer from any physical health issues related to fas. Will I be ok? I need harsh truth

Uncle fixed the power button (he's awesome, i just gotta know if this is a real issue to take to him to fix) since my pc was turning on and off by itself, and now the fans are sounding concerning (making a repetitive squeaking noise with each rotation, they are all going about 1000+ rpm) and everything in the pc is reading as 100 Celsius but im not sure if its just a misread or it is actually reaching boiling point....help....

TRIGGER WARNING: BREIF MENTION OF SUICIDE!!!!! So for context I'm 18F, I have Generalized anxiety disorder, ptsd, reactive attachment disorder, fetal alcohol syndrome, adhd and pmdd. I saw a reel that says it gets worse with age but it's already so bad, there's days where I hate my boyfriend whom I live with, there's days where I hate my friends and days where i just feel like i cant get any worse, sometimes it feels like it spreads into other weeks and just overall already affects my mental health and physical health immensely. There has to be a way out, I thought I would be able to get better, I genuinely need to get better, I cant keep doing this, I'm so scared and so tired, it's like I'm constantly exhausted and now im scared that the future I thought was going to be happy and amazing will actual just turn into me being someone else. My pmdd turns me into someone else, this mean cynical depressed asshole that I hate, I hate her so much, she ruins my life. I just want to be happy, im so so so tired of this, I don't want my life to be worse than it already is. I'm scared I will cease to exist when I'm older (as in my 30s or 40s) or ruin my long term relationship. I don't deserve this, I've already gone through too much, I thought I was stronger but I'm terrified of the future now. Is there a cure?????? I just need to know things will be ok for me

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I genuinely think that they need to do another study on chs because with the growth of pens and people smoking 90% thc pens daily, chs is absolutely rising. It was rare because everyone was smoking at most 50% and only plant. I have developed chs just from smoking pens since December. I am so fucking lucky I caught it early but I still ended up in the er 3 times since December because of it. Please please please do not use pens daily. You WILL develop chs eventually if you don't stop. With weed becoming legal, chs will become extremely common especially with literal teenage kids trying to hide the fact they smoke by using pens. Smoking pens will make you develop chs in months while plant users often take years for it to develop. I HATE PENS

So I started smoking weed vapes literally almost everyday. It started in December, just 2 hits a night, then I started doing it while my bf was at work, then while he was at home, then in the morning and now every waking moment. today I only took 2 hits but it's like if I don't hit it for a certain amount of time, all the anxiety that I've been running from hits me all at once. I've been sweaty and dissosiated all day and if it's not that then I randomly feel as if im about to die. I already had awful anxiety and ptsd beforehand so it feels like quitting weed is gonna be 10x worse than the normal person. Does anyone have any advice or literally anything to help with the feeling of "oh my god I'm about to die" . I should mention I also attend counselling but I want to know from other people with severe anxiety that have issues with this. Tysm in advance

I finished the show a while ago, and it honestly felt really similar to when I lost someone. It's like I see all these lives and events and this whole world that's so realistic, and then it just ended. It wouldn't have been bojack if it didn't end, though.

So I am about to graduate and I had a good group of friends throughout high school consisting of 4 girls and 5 guys and the guys use to be so cool and saw me and the rest of the girls as equals but as we got closer and closer to the common dating age, they all turned weird and sexist. My old friend K uses women for we*d and s*x, my old friend R ended up being friends with me only because he wanted me and threw a fit when i got with someone and J made a joke sexualizing one of the other girls who already deals with that so much. It's making me more and more depressed because I love being friends with guys, but as I get older it fades and they turn into people I don't know. Is this what being a woman is like?