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678g of homemade chili made with beans + TVP - 405 cals || 27.5g of protein + 23g of fiber

21g of great value part-skim mozzarella - 60 cals || 4.5g of protein

If you measure each pie to be equal while cooking, each one will be 38 calories with 2.7g of protein + 1g of fiber! This recipe made me 25 mini pies.

My whole plate in these photos, with whipped cream included, was 110 calories with 5g of protein + 2g of fiber.

Ingredients:
427g of pumpkin puree (my can of pumpkin had two extra grams, you can be a couple of grams short if yours doesn’t.)
261g of 2% cottage cheese
245g of egg makers (or egg beaters)
103g of sucralose
12g of imitation vanilla extract
3g salt
2 1/4 tsp of cinnamon
1/2 tsp ginger
1/4 tsp nutmeg
1/8 tsp allspice

Instructions:
Preheat your oven to 350 F. Take all of your ingredients and throw them in the blender, then blend until completely smooth. Pour the pie-mixture into lined muffin tins (you can grease them instead if you don’t have muffin liners, but that’ll add extra fat / calories) and bake for about 25 minutes (or until a toothpick can come out clean). Let the mini pies chill for a while in the fridge after they’re done, then enjoy!

Looks like garbage, tastes surprisingly good

~413 c || 20.6 p || 5.2 f

tw // talking about ED’s

>!I have atypical anorexia and I’ve recently relapsed yet again. It’s hard for me to stay in recovery because unlike “regular” anorexics.. I actually am overweight / obese. Recovering feels impossible because of that. That feeling of being invalid affects me so much as well.. I’ve told people in my life I have anorexia and they thought I was joking, because no one would ever guess that by looking at me. I stayed in recovery for over a year after my second was born. But recently things have been hard. I’ve relapsed, but I’m thankfully not doing as horrible as I have before. What isn’t helping how I’m feeling though, is the fact that everyone around me is getting on WL drugs. My grandmother has been on one for months and has gotten so small you’d think she’s dying. She brags about how she got her doctor to prescribe it under the guise of needing it for her diabetes.. But she actually just wanted it to lose weight. My father is starting the same medicine soon. And I just feel so much worse about myself. I feel like the “fat” one in the family. Like I’m the ugly duckling. I keep finding myself tempted to try those meds myself. But I also know that, in the middle of a relapse, that would be a horrific idea and it would make me spiral further and further down a horrible destructive path. But god. I feel horrible. I look in the mirror and feel like I look like a pig.!<

Not really, but they make me feel a little bit happier. I’ve been trying to >!make sure I’m able to fit sweets into my day!< recently because things have been rough, and having sweets makes me feel a little bit of joy on crappy days.

God I love ice cream and Nutella.

I feel like no matter what makeup I wear, and no matter what “attractive” outfit I put on, I will always look horrible. “You can put lipstick on a pig to try and make it beautiful.. But it won’t work. You’re just putting lipstick on a pig. Lipstick isn’t going to make it not a pig.”

I haven’t drawn in a long time so forgive me for this art not being the best.

butterscotch flavored yogurt topped with offbrand cinnamon toast crunch, some homemade brownie, a cookies & cream wafer, a torn up swiss roll, and a big glob of offbrand nutella.

so yummy. life is good <3

I found these for $1 a bag, so I got a few.. But now I just have them in my kitchen staring at me. I have no clue what to use them for! Does anyone have any ideas?

I already ordered it last night and am waiting for it to come in. I just realized I should’ve posted here and asked about it first! Hopefully I didn’t just waste nearly $14 😅