butterscotch flavored yogurt topped with offbrand cinnamon toast crunch, some homemade brownie, a cookies & cream wafer, a torn up swiss roll, and a big glob of offbrand nutella.
so yummy. life is good <3
I found these for $1 a bag, so I got a few.. But now I just have them in my kitchen staring at me. I have no clue what to use them for! Does anyone have any ideas?
I already ordered it last night and am waiting for it to come in. I just realized I should’ve posted here and asked about it first! Hopefully I didn’t just waste nearly $14 😅
I was diagnosed with atypical anorexia years back, and have gone through so many cycles of recovering then relapsing again. The hardest part of staying in recovery is the fact that I’m objectively >! a bigger person!< . My >! LW !< was still >! an overweight bmi !< , and I’m nowhere near it atp. I entered recovery again a couple of months ago after struggling, and have been doing okay until the last few days. I’ve been struggling again, and just feeling crappy.
Well.. today I went into a store, and while I was walking back out to my car the people parked next to me had the windows open. And they were laughing like crazy. I didn’t think they were laughing at me at first, but I realized they were when I heard them yell >! “She’s a big back!” !< and some other crappy stuff. They were very obviously >! high !< but damn that hurt. I got into my car and they were still laughing and saying different things. I know some random strangers opinions on my appearance don’t matter. I’m married, I’m a mother.. I’m loved. But it was just a reminder as to what I look like. What other people see me as.
And it brought me back to when I was younger. I was the girl in school that people would ask out as a joke. You’d think that’s just something you see in the movies, but nope. It happened to me multiple times. I was an >! overweight emo kid !< and got bullied for my appearance constantly. And I’ve only >! gained more weight !< since then. I don’t think about those experiences very often. I have better things to focus on than jerks from when I was in highschool. But today reminded me of that, and it’s just making me feel crappy.
Just.. ugh. I was already not having a great day, and now I feel even worse. Fml.