u/mmavacado

moii!! oon aikavarmasti ftm ja oon miettinyt että jos ikinä transioidunkaan, se ei todellakaan tapahdu transpolin kautta :D ikä ja terveys itellä siinä varmaan menisi. jos ootte hormoneilla imagon kautta, haluisin kysellä vaan infoa esim. paljon rahaa hoitoihin menee? lääkkeet, verikokeet, reseptit yms. ja kuinka kauan reseptin saamissa kesti, ja onko ongelmia saada testot apteekista :)

....is that its YOUR own body. the single body you have to endure for your entire lifetime, yet getting surgeries, hrt can take FOREVER and is costly. this is the only body i get during this lifetime let me customize it so it actually fits who i am 🥹🙏 no i dont want to go through a lot of useless appointments just to get on hrt explaining to someone why i want my body to fit who i am which can take years brotherrrr let me just be at home in my own body already 😭😭

debated at first on buying a 2-in-1, decided that i might as well buy a laptop and a tablet separately if i find a decent laptop for a decent prize 🙏

Country

finland, preferably the web store verkkokauppa

Budget

around 500€ (~560USD)

Are you open to refurbs/used options?

maybe!

Screen size

any

Weight limit

don't care

Purpose

basically my anti-procastination device for trying to start creative projects such as making music, perhaps simple programming? also making youtube videos!!!

Form factor

standard! but im also welcome to suggestions for 2-in-1 laptops

Intended usage

the ones i listed in purpose, along with light gaming, such as maybe gta 5, sims 4... at low settings can be fine

Desired battery life

ehh.. as long as it doesnt die immediately, maybe over 6 hours?

Please list, in order of most important to least important, the priority between Size, Weight, Performance, Battery life

performance, battery life, size, weight

Info/Requirements

id like 512gb storage if possible for gaming and projects!! ram i think 16gb is pretty much a requirement in the present day! thanks yall in advance:)

hello!! i just got a binder from a friend as a gift (the one they gave me was too small for them, its M size) and i cant really tell if its too small for me, or if its just because this is my first time binding

breathing feels mostly okay in it? cant tell if its placebo that makes it feel harder but otherwise it does seem to fit okay? is there any ways to... make sure? 🥲

hello!! im someone who thinks they might be ftm. lately, my chest has been giving me dysphoria and ive experienced gender euphoria from dressing more masculine and trying out boxers. i feel more comfortable being seen as a man, and being addressed by feminine terms has been giving more dysphoria as well.

i just want to ask, how could i become more 'sure' of my identity? as in, if i were to transition, would it surely be the right choice for me?

as an autistic person, my gender identity has never really been cisgender, but right now it feels like i might seriously just be some form of transmasc, and its honestly what i think i want to be to present myself as.. me and to have this feeble human body fit as 'mine'

just feeling a bit sad and existential and all at the same time. i need cuteness

edit: thank you for all the pictures!!! :3 theyre so adorable i might explode

!!! im making a youtube video where ill be talking a little bit about rejection sensitive dysphoria and would like to include some responses from the internet to include in it!! im asking if you guys would like to yap a little about your experiences with rejection sensitive dysphoria here, so i could include them in my youtube video (with the usernames censored of course!!!)

thank you evilautism gang i love you all 😈

does anyone else love daydreaming about doing things instead of actually doing them. ive daydreamed about making a fan visual novel around a character i love. for at least over a week straight. have i done actual progress on making it real? no.

this is the curse of having great imagination... (including the fact that im posting this rn at 11pm because i cant sleep because boohoo existential dread time)