u/neur0_prisOn21

I really only listen to Jane Doe/When forever comes crashing and petitioning the empty sky.

What are the other albums that I should check out from them/ones i can avoid

I haven't read a book in full since i was like 15

I'm 21 now and i feel like i want to get back to reading.

What classic/personnal favorite would you reccomend ??

I don't have any preferences concerning the type of story ( thriller, fantasy, romance, historical novel etc)

I just want something fun and interesting

I Hope i'm not too vague and this helps a bit

Thanks to anyone who réponds ! 🫶

NEED ADVICE PLEASE

I have been with my gf for 3 years, we are long distance but we managed to see each other fairly often, like once every month/every two months for a week or two.

She has always struggled with depression, ED and Self Harm, as well as a bad relationship with substances. It used to be just weed and to be not "that bad".

But since last year she has started driking alcool every day, and since september her hard drug use has gotten complicated.

The first times she took hard drugs i warned her, sometimes not in the best way and it might have come off as mean from me. But i trusted her that she knew what she was doing and she seemed to do .

Since september and really since this new year, she takes 1 line of ketamine every day when she has some left for parties etc .She can't go to a rave without taking some ( in addition to other drugs sometimes)

I always told her that it made me uncomfortable and scared but she always said that it was her problem and that there is nothing to worry about .
But it really seems like she has no idea what she's doing

We had a fight today and i told her that i was worried, to which she said that she "doesn't care " and that still, there was nothing", i then said that it was hard for me and she said "find another gf then" "i'm not going to stop" "i don't care that it doesn't bring me anything good"

She later apologised but still said that she "doesnt know what you want me to say"

I said that i know she did not mean it and that i do care about her other problems just as much, this one just makes me very uncomfortble

but she still said that she doesn't plan on stopping

I have no idea what to do, because appart from that, everything is going fine in our relationship. I don't want it to end because of this but i feel like i have no choice, nut i also feel kind of toxic because maybe i'm making a big deal out of nothing and maybe she is managing herself ???

I'll send her one last message saying that i love her and i'm here for her, but this can"t go on much longer, if even after that she still says the same things

I fear i have no other choice than walking away and it tears me appart, she was my first love and it lasted so long

i'm so scared

Pls 👉👈

Got to see my LDR gf for 9 days, relapsed of 50 days right before seeing her. I got no urges when i was with her, but now i'm alone again and the urges are strong.

Hate this feeling of need but i remember how i felt nothing last time I relapsed, it keeps me from doing anything bad

Still so mad at myself for what i did Yesterday

But it truly made me réalise how useless it is, because of how i feel.

It's going to be long to get to 50 days again, but this time i won't stop there.

And Hopefully i'm putting this shit behind me for good

I'm so scared but I'm also determined

Pisses me off, but next one will be better i know it

Like i'm so mad at myself, but it' makes me more determined I know what will happen, I know for sure I doesn't bring me anything I'll take it a day at a time and never look back

J'ai l'impression d'être le seul boug de France à connaître, et regarder/lire cette série mdrrrr

I don't know if it's a flatline or just getting better, but i feel little to no urges. Don't really feel the need to masturbate too, but when i do it, it feels good and i don't feel like crap.

Going pretty good rn, i'm so happy

Currently very very obsessed with the band's music and i wonder if anybody ( not fluent in japanese) has ever met them. How did the interaction go considering there might be a language barrier ???

Felt stressed a lot and got very strong urges, as a way to "relief myself", but i'm not giving in 37 days of hard work for 10 minutes of """pleasure""".

And i know doing it won't change anything so why would i even do it yk ??

Don't know why i sometimes still feel like i'm missing something, when it's all meaningless crap

Going ok for now, I have very vivid mental images begging me to go back.

I really feel like i "want it", or that it's"just a peek"

But deep down, I know it brings me nothing, and it has not brought me anything good these past few years. And that I won't feel any better after.

I know i'll pass, i just wish there was a way for it to happen quicker 😭.

It takes time, i got this

I'm also looking for a therapist, i have a scheduled meeting right when my exams end in two weeks !!

If anybody is in the same situation as me and needs to talk, feel free to dm me .

Have a good day/night/afternoon everyone ;)

I shed a tear when asa hugs yuru. Both when reading the manga, and seing it animated. I just love them so much 😭😭

Pls tell me i'm not the only one lmao

(I know i probably sound dumb to people who are caught up, PLS don't spoil me )

idk why but, i feel like she's hiding something. I just don't trust her one bit
Idk if seal could like, seal the age of someone, maybe she's the former owner of it and has been hiding it from yuru and asa.

hyped to see what's to come but omg she creeps me out

10 days sober after a shitty april month

I'm studying for exams right now, but when i'm not distracted by studying, I tend to sometimes get urges, but they're always late at night, like 23/00h. Any tips on how to deal with urges at that time ?? I don't know if I want to take a walk at night so what do you suggest ??