u/nigmusmaximus

I need 8 graduate credit hours for my stipend but this semester my university doesn’t offer any grad courses other than “Intro” to QChem and Advanced Organic Synthesis. I literally have to take QChem because if I don’t I won’t be eligible for a stipend.

I hate quantum chemistry. I “cheated” my way through it in undergrad (was a joke bc we had a zoom class, all hw and tests were open book and group work, and the prof gave us “Jedi master”, and “Jedi Knight”, etc. as grades). I never even learned spherical coordinates in calc iii bc I stopped showing up to classes due to depression. Now I’m forced to take this hellspawn of a class my first semester of grad school. I don’t even know how to do calculus if the variables aren’t written X, Y, Z like in math class.

But the worst part isn’t that I don’t know it. It’s that I’m mentally blocking myself from learning it. I don’t want to learn it. It’s not relevant to an organic chemist to normalize wavefunctions or use rigid rotor. Computational Chem is the only part of the class I’m excited about. I’m spiraling and it’s only my second day I’m afraid I made a terrible mistake and my life will be useless if I dropout of grad school

Is this just a shit the bed and now I have to face the consequences and lay in it

Sorry I’m not even in NWI rn but I feel for my family that’s up there

What are the best edibles in terms of 1. Effect and 2. Bang for your buck? Idk if this matters or not but I’m in Carbondale so idk if they got the same shit down here they would up north

I’m fat, ugly, and have no hobbies other than gaming, scrolling, and substance use. I feel too fat to talk to ladies or make friends and tn I couldn’t even go out to PK’s (literally stood in the place for 1 min and left) or something bc my social anxiety was acting up.

I don’t do anything. Everyone else outside looks so happy and I feel like I’m subhuman. Actually you know what I give up. I’ll stay a loner

It was good! Obv it’d be more fun if I had a friend group with me but just going out and being a wallflower for about 1.25 hr was fine. Really like the music. Maybe that’s bc I’m only 23 tho lol, they say 25+ is when it starts to get quite awkward. Lowkey they were carding and patting down so idk what the ID-ing complaints were about, but maybe bc it was foam day they were more strict.??

I’ll be sure to check out the other places like Buckwater, the Cellar, PK’s, and other stuff. Thanks for all the feedback.

For reference I’m 23 M never been to a club before. I do know it’s “foam night” and the club itself don’t open until 10, so I’m expecting it to be sleazier than usual. Main things Im asking about are

1. if it’s a good and safe club, as I see extreme reviews on both ends on google
2. Is there a dress code or entry fee? I’ve heard people have been kicked out for dress code stuff.
3. What should I do

(at the club)

1. if I’m alone and don’t have any friends down here yet? A few days ago I moved

down

1. from Chicago for grad school at SIU so I don’t know anyone yet.

I’m not expecting to “get game” or anything tn, nor am I getting overly drunk for safety reasons. I’m able to walk or bike there so no worries abt transport or parking. All replies are appreciated thanks for making a newbie less nervous 😊

With all the OTF Vonni and Stephon Mack stuff I think he might be cooked now. They really want this mf bad asl

ATT doesn’t say anything. My internet is down (West Lake County)

Like I saw one saying weed is now “goynip”, whatever that means, and others talking about it makes you lazy, increases estrogen, or is used to control people and make them complicit. Does anyone know why this is happening? This isn’t like organizational accounts or something these are regular people on camera saying ts

Apologies if this is unrelated

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