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This post might be tmi, and i just want to say i have severe anxiety, and tokophobia so please refrain from being rude or mean in the comments but my anxiety gets the best of me sometimes and blocks out all the facts.

On july 3, i had a sexual encounter where before my partner started touching me i sanitized his hands with hand sanitizer, and wet non alcoholic wipes multiple times before letting him touch me. He then proceeded to touch me through an underwear barrier nothing ever went inside of me everything was external contact so just stimulation, but then he wiped his precum with a scrunched up tissue and to calm my anxiety down he sanitized his hands 3 times, wiped them multiple times, and proceeded to touch me without a barrier, after this situation i did get semen on my hands, i wiped it off with a towel and sanitized my hands and proceeded to clean myself with multiple tissues but im scared somehow while i was cleaning myself some sperm got in.

i did have an encounter in may that was similar to this ( through a barrier, wiped hands, and only stimulation.) and got my period after in june which was pretty heavy, with clots and saw my uterine lining shedding, but my mind starts convincing me that it’s a cryptic preg, or implantion bleeding.

Now it’s july 5, and i’m supposed to get my period my last period was june 6, and it came 4 days early in june. what im worried about is why i have no pms symp, aside a bit of sore, heavy boobs and that’s my cause i’ve just been poking them too much, and i usually always get acne breakouts on my upper chest but now there’s nothing which is starting to worry me on how late my period is gonna be if im barely getting any symp right now. the thought literally annihilates my insides cause it would literally ruin my life. i know i should’ve been smarter and knowing my anxiety i shouldn’t engage in sexual actions, but i would really appreciate someone to help and educate me on why this is unlikely.

This post might be tmi, and i just want to say i have severe anxiety, and tokophobia so please refrain from being rude or mean in the comments i know you need piv sex to get pregnant, but my anxiety gets the best of me sometimes and blocks out all the facts.

On july 3, i had a sexual encounter where before my partner started touching me i sanitized his hands with hand sanitizer, and wet non alcoholic wipes multiple times before letting him touch me. He then proceeded to touch me through an underwear barrier nothing ever went inside of me everything was external contact so just stimulation, but then he wiped his precum with a scrunched up tissue and to calm my anxiety down he sanitized his hands 3 times, wiped them multiple times, and proceeded to touch me without a barrier, after this situation i did get semen on my hands, i wiped it off with a towel and sanitized my hands and proceeded to clean myself with multiple tissues but im scared somehow while i was cleaning myself some sperm got in.

i did have an encounter in may that was similar to this ( through a barrier, wiped hands, and only stimulation.) and got my period after in june which was pretty heavy, with clots and saw my uterine lining shedding, but my mind starts convincing me that it’s a cryptic pregnancy, or implantion bleeding.

Now it’s july 5, and i’m supposed to get my period my last period was june 6, and it came 4 days early in june. what im worried about is why i have no pms symp, aside a bit of sore, heavy boobs and that’s my cause i’ve just been poking them too much, and i usually always get acne breakouts on my upper chest but now there’s nothing which is starting to worry me on how late my period is gonna be if im barely getting any symp right now. the thought of being pregnant literally annihilates my insides cause it would literally ruin my life. i know i should’ve been smarter and knowing my anxiety i shouldn’t engage in sexual actions, but i would really appreciate someone to help and educate me on why this is unlikely.

This post might be tmi, and i just want to say i have severe anxiety, and tokophobia so please refrain from being rude or mean in the comments i know you need piv sex to get pregnant, but my anxiety gets the best of me sometimes and blocks out all the facts.

On july 3, i had a sexual encounter where before my partner started touching me i sanitized his hands with hand sanitizer, and wet non alcoholic wipes multiple times before letting him touch me. He then proceeded to touch me through an underwear barrier nothing ever went inside of me everything was external contact so just stimulation, but then he wiped his precum with a scrunched up tissue and to calm my anxiety down he sanitized his hands 3 times, wiped them multiple times, and proceeded to touch me without a barrier, after this situation i did get semen on my hands, i wiped it off with a towel and sanitized my hands and proceeded to clean myself with multiple tissues but im scared somehow while i was cleaning myself some sperm got in.

i did have an encounter in may that was similar to this ( through a barrier, wiped hands, and only stimulation.) and got my period after in june which was pretty heavy, with clots and saw my uterine lining shedding, but my mind starts convincing me that it’s a cryptic pregnancy, or implantion bleeding.

Now it’s july 5, and i’m supposed to get my period my last period was june 6, and it came 4 days early in june. what im worried about is why i have no pms symp, aside a bit of sore, heavy boobs and that’s my cause i’ve just been poking them too much, and i usually always get acne breakouts on my upper chest but now there’s nothing which is starting to worry me on how late my period is gonna be if im barely getting any symp right now. the thought of being pregnant literally annihilates my insides cause it would literally ruin my life. i know i should’ve been smarter and knowing my anxiety i shouldn’t engage in sexual actions, but i would really appreciate someone to help and educate me on why this is unlikely.

i’d appreciate if everyone isn’t so mean to me when i post this, i haven’t ever had sex in my life i had my period may 11th, it was a heavy 2 day of blood and 3 days of mild brownish spotting which is my usual flow i still had anxiety that i was pregnant although my situation is insanely low risk if it wasn’t impossible so id constantly be poking and feeling my boobs cause i read random sore boobs can indicate pregnancy

then recently i seen my partner and i gave him a blowj ( may 21st ) where i didn’t necessarily touch him with my hand but i did put my finger just to adjust his penis (he didn’t cum) then later after a bit i had touched myself through my underwear and asked my partner to hand me wipes so i wiped around 2 times i cant say i was incredibly thorough but my hands were completely dry cause i also didnt really touch him. the wipes were kind of dry too, and then we did the same thing at night but he had touched himself just to wipe himself off (again no cum only pre) then he wanted to touch me so i wiped both his hands 3 times EACH and very very roughly and it was through my underwear this was all clitoral stimulation only nothing went inside me. but i was supposedly to my app in my fertile window

the next day my boobs started hurting a lot and getting very tender and sore i had assumed it was also cause my partner played with them very roughly so it irritated them, and i thought maybe its a period symptom but it was too early for it to be a period symptom cause i usually experience my period symptoms 2-3 day before my period

fast forward to today: last night i had pleasured myself and when i went to wipe myself there was just wetness on the tissue, then when i went and had a bowel movement after the bowel movement i wiped and saw blood all over the toilet bowl and the tissue i had assumed its coming from my anus because i had a very hard stool recently and it left me with some kind of pain anytime i wanted to poop id feel a sharp pain lingering in the back, so i wasn’t insanely worried until now when i thoroughly wiped before i went to the bathroom to check if there was anything and there was nothing not even discharge really, i go and pee and i wipe and i see blood again there was no blood in the pee it was only near my vagina i’m now insanely panicking and have no idea where it is and what’s it’s from and scared that it’s a sign of early pregnancy i can’t even get myself to ask my parents to go to the hospital because im scared they’ll find something out the thought is eating me alive and making me panic a lot im still very young and this can ruin my future

i’d appreciate if everyone isn’t so mean to me when i post this, i haven’t ever had sex in my life i had my period may 11th, it was a heavy 2 day of blood and 3 days of mild brownish spotting which is my usual flow i still had anxiety that i was pregnant although my situation is insanely low risk if it wasn’t impossible so id constantly be poking and feeling my boobs cause i read random sore boobs can indicate pregnancy

then recently i seen my partner and i gave him a blowj ( may 25th ) where i didn’t necessarily touch him with my hand but i did put my finger just to adjust his penis (he didn’t cum) then later after a bit i had touched myself through my underwear and asked my partner to hand me wipes so i wiped around 2 times i cant say i was incredibly thorough but my hands were completely dry cause i also didnt really touch him. the wipes were kind of dry too, and then we did the same thing at night but he had touched himself just to wipe himself off (again no cum only pre) then he wanted to touch me so i wiped both his hands 3 times EACH and very very roughly and it was through my underwear this was all clitoral stimulation only nothing went inside me. but i was supposedly to my app in my fertile window

the next day my boobs started hurting a lot and getting very tender and sore i had assumed it was also cause my partner played with them very roughly so it irritated them, and i thought maybe its a period symptom but it was too early for it to be a period symptom cause i usually experience my period symptoms 2-3 day before my period

fast forward to today: last night i had pleasured myself and when i went to wipe myself there was just wetness on the tissue, then when i went and had a bowel movement after the bowel movement i wiped and saw blood all over the toilet bowl and the tissue i had assumed its coming from my anus because i had a very hard stool recently and it left me with some kind of pain anytime i wanted to poop id feel a sharp pain lingering in the back, so i wasn’t insanely worried until now when i thoroughly wiped before i went to the bathroom to check if there was anything and there was nothing not even discharge really, i go and pee and i wipe and i see blood again there was no blood in the pee it was only near my vagina i’m now insanely panicking and have no idea where it is and what’s it’s from and scared that it’s a sign of early pregnancy i can’t even get myself to ask my parents to go to the hospital because im scared they’ll find something out the thought is eating me alive and making me panic a lot im still very young and this can ruin my future

EDIT: i live in a very conservative state and household so running up to the supermarket and getting a test isnt as easy as it sounds unfortunately, i dont think birth control is even available here. the blood i saw today wasn’t a little bit it streaked my underwear after, and its light red-pinkish

i’ve been feeling like wetness is coming out of my vagina but when i go check there’s nothing, i don’t know if this is hypersensitivity or the anxiety ive been having i usually get this feeling before my period, but i ended my period like 6 days ago? and i was experiencing major anxiety about my period cause i went through a pregnancy scare when my situation wasn’t realistic at all to get pregnant, because nothing went inside of me nor any fresh semen was near my vagina but i just had anxiety about it and was thinking about when my period is coming everyday, eventually i got it and now im kind of stressing about my next period so can me feeling this sensation be cause of the anxiety? and has anyone ever experienced this? i dont feel like something is gushing out im just super hyper aware of that area that i feel wetness although theres nothing

i have been having such intense anxiety about my period not coming, i’ve been crying everyday and the second i wake up i immediately think of my period.

i have never had intercourse in my life, i only had sexual contact where its not a realistic situation to get pregnant, but i was touching my partner and no ejaculation happened only pre and before he touched me i made sure to wipe his hands multiple times with wipes + under his nails and according to him he never even touched anything, i also wiped mine so i let him touch me he never put anything inside of me not even his finger only stimulation occurred.

the part ive been so insanely anxious about is my period. i was supposed to get it on may 7th and on may 6 i had experienced every single symptom i usually experience while on my period i even get these pimples on my shoulder and upper chest every cycle that usually indicate to me my period is coming. i also felt blood gushing out of me + cramps but when i went and checked there was nothing not even discharge it was such a weird feeling, so i had prepared myself that it may come may 7, but also nothing and ever since then my symptoms have been lessening more and more im only currently experiencing sore boobs and sometimes i might experience very faint cramps.
im so scared on why this is happening and the thought of pregnancy annihilates my insides i cant even imagine thinking of buying a pregnancy test cause its all so scary to me and this could lead to my life being ruined (literally) can someone please tell me why this might be happening? and why i felt it coming but there was nothing? i’d really appreciated it

i have been having such intense anxiety about my period not coming, i’ve been crying everyday and the second i wake up i immediately think of my period.

i have never had intercourse in my life, i only had sexual contact where its not a realistic situation to get pregnant, but i was touching my partner and no ejaculation happened only pre and before he touched me i made sure to wipe his hands multiple times with wipes + under his nails and according to him he never even touched anything, i also wiped mine so i let him touch me he never put anything inside of me not even his finger only stimulation occurred.

the part ive been so insanely anxious about is my period. i was supposed to get it on may 7th and on may 6 i had experienced every single symptom i usually experience while on my period i even get these pimples on my shoulder and upper chest every cycle that usually indicate to me my period is coming. i also felt blood gushing out of me + cramps but when i went and checked there was nothing not even discharge it was such a weird feeling, so i had prepared myself that it may come may 7, but also nothing and ever since then my symptoms have been lessening more and more im only currently experiencing sore boobs and sometimes i might experience very faint cramps.
im so scared on why this is happening and the thought of pregnancy annihilates my insides i cant even imagine thinking of buying a pregnancy test cause its all so scary to me and this could lead to my life being ruined (literally) can someone please tell me why this might be happening? and why i felt it coming but there was nothing? i’d really appreciated it

i have been having such intense anxiety about my period not coming, i’ve been crying everyday and the second i wake up i immediately think of my period.

i have never had intercourse in my life, i only had sexual contact where its not a realistic situation to get pregnant, but i was touching my partner and no ejaculation happened only pre and before he touched me i made sure to wipe his hands multiple times with wipes + under his nails and according to him he never even touched anything, i also wiped mine so i let him touch me he never put anything inside of me not even his finger only stimulation occurred.

the part ive been so insanely anxious about is my period. i was supposed to get it on may 7th and on may 6 i had experienced every single symptom i usually experience while on my period i even get these pimples on my shoulder and upper chest every cycle that usually indicate to me my period is coming. i also felt blood gushing out of me + cramps but when i went and checked there was nothing not even discharge it was such a weird feeling, so i had prepared myself that it may come may 7, but also nothing and ever since then my symptoms have been lessening more and more im only currently experiencing sore boobs and sometimes i might experience very faint cramps.
im so scared on why this is happening and the thought of pregnancy annihilates my insides literally i cant even imagine thinking of buying a pregnancy test cause its all so scary to me and this could lead to my life being ruined (literally) can someone please tell me why this might be happening? and why i felt it coming but there was nothing? i’d really appreciated it

i have been having such intense anxiety about my period not coming, i’ve been crying everyday and the second i wake up i immediately think of my period.

i have never had intercourse in my life, i only had sexual contact where its not a realistic situation to get pregnant, but i was touching my partner and no ejaculation happened only pre and before he touched me i made sure to wipe his hands multiple times with wipes + under his nails and according to him he never even touched anything, i also wiped mine so i let him touch me he never put anything inside of me not even his finger only stimulation occurred.

the part ive been so insanely anxious about is my period. i was supposed to get it on may 7th and on may 6 i had experienced every single symptom i usually experience while on my period i even get these pimples on my shoulder and upper chest every cycle that usually indicate to me my period is coming. i also felt blood gushing out of me + cramps but when i went and checked there was nothing not even discharge it was such a weird feeling, so i had prepared myself that it may come may 7, but also nothing and ever since then my symptoms have been lessening more and more im only currently experiencing sore boobs and sometimes i might experience very faint cramps.
im so scared on why this is happening and the thought of pregnancy annihilates my insides literally i cant even imagine thinking of buying a pregnancy test cause its all so scary to me and this could lead to my life being ruined (literally) can someone please tell me why this might be happening? and why i felt it coming but there was nothing? i’d really appreciated it

i can’t stop thinking about how allah hates me and is going to punish me for a sin i have committed, im not a perfect muslim by any means but i do pray no matter what sin i commit or how low i feel i never leave my prayers, and i recently have committed a sin that i feel very disappointed by and i regret it with all my heart and feel so insanely ashamed that i did it i cant classify it as a major sin but it’s something that can lead to it. ever since i did that sin i have been in constant anxiety and stress that allah will punish me with the consequences of that sin, and the consequences of the sin i committed would be horrible to me in every way possible i would lose everyone and anything i cared about so the thought of that been having me in constant panic if ever revealed. i have been repenting to allah with sincerity i have been doing as best as i can i left an aspect of that sin away and im trying to better myself but i can’t help but think allah is going to punish me and he hates me although ive been crying to him everyday begging for forgiveness and for sitrah i have learned my lesson and learned that i should never commit a sin like that again, truly i have but i just want some reassurance that allah doesn’t hate me and won’t punish me while im actively trying to get better and repenting

my period is late 2 days i experienced cramps 2 days ago and had a feeling like blood was coming out but when id go to check nothing was there, i haven’t had any noticeable discharge, or blood and the feeling of cramping has decreased since so im getting scared i wont get my period im currently experiencing insanely sore boobs with a breakout on my shoulder and back that i always get when i know my period is about to come. i’m just so stressed and have been crying everyday and confused on why i felt like my period was coming out but not even discharge was on the tissue can someone please educate and tell me? i’ve tried putting this on the period subreddit but no one would answer. i did not engage in intercourse but i did touch my partner no cum tho only pre and then he touched me and according to him he didn’t touch anything but i still wiped his hand with wipes around 3 times but im nervous some cross contamination happened with the wipes and it was only clitoral stimulation.

my period is late 2 days i experienced cramps 2 days ago and had a feeling like blood was coming out but when id go to check nothing was there, i haven’t had any noticeable discharge, or blood and the feeling of cramping has decreased since so im getting scared i wont get my period im currently experiencing insanely sore boobs with a breakout on my shoulder and back that i always get when i know my period is about to come. i’m just so stressed and have been crying everyday and confused on why i felt like my period was coming out but not even discharge was on the tissue can someone please educate and tell me? i’ve tried putting this on the period subreddit but no one would answer. i did not engage in intercourse but i did touch my partner no cum tho only pre and then he touched me and according to him he didn’t touch anything but i still wiped his hand with wipes around 3 times but im nervous some cross contamination happened with the wipes and it was only clitoral stimulation.

I have sinned a sin a month ago and repented sincerely for it and the consequences for this sin if ever revealed would not be good to me and insanely harmful, but i unfortunately did the sin again but i felt an immense amount of guilt for what i did and i’ve been asking allah for forgiveness ever since and doing as best as i can by reading, listening to quran, and praying all my prayers and also making dua sincerely and repenting but im scared that cause i did it again that allah will punish me by revealing this sin or causing something to harm me is this possible? i feel so scared everyday and cannot sleep i feel so stupid.

i have had all my period symptoms so far but my period hasn’t shown up yet i’m supposed to get it may 6th-7th but i’ve been constantly feeling like something is coming out of me and i go to the bathroom to check if i got it, and nothing not even discharge just slight wetness what can this be? and does this indicate my period is coming soon? ive been stressed out these days and i just want my period to come did anyone ever experience this?

i have had all my period symptoms so far but my period hasn’t shown up yet i’m supposed to get it may 6th-7th but i’ve been constantly feeling like something is coming out of me and i go to the bathroom to check if i got it, and nothing not even discharge just slight wetness what can this be? and does this indicate my period is coming soon? ive been stressed out these days and i just want my period to come

My march period was in march 10 and ended march 14, and my April period was April 8 and ended April 12. My flo app says it’s supposed to come on may 3rd but i haven’t experienced any symptoms of my period and i’m getting scared. Can someone please tell me when am i supposed to get it? i haven’t ever really tracked my period except these past 2 months, But all i know is my period is relatively short and never is late more than 3-5 days i’m assuming.

i recently have sinned and i promised allah i won’t ever do this sin again if he relives me of a certain worry i had, i even said if i ever do it again then may something bad happen to me. I unfortunately did the sin again with extreme regret i’ve been asking allah for forgiveness, and forgiveness of using his name and promising so lightly i feel such regret from what i’ve done and been asking allah for forgiveness ever since. will allah punish me for this and not forgive me?

i got my period on april 8th and ended april 12, the first 2 days were heavy then the third day i bled through the night aswell but when i woke up and changed the pad the rest of the day it was minimal bleeding and then it ended as brownish blood which is common for me. my periods usually follow this cycle of not being heavy and short, but im scared its implantation bleeding. i have never had sex but i had sexual contact that in march month where a guy stimulated my clit through my underwear though his hands were wiped thoroughly after him ejaculating, but i had the same situation recently in the end of april where the same thing happened he didn’t touch his penis according to him before touching me and he didn’t cum only pre cum and we wiped insanely thoroughly before he touched me but i’m still scared because my period is supposed to be in a day and i haven’t had any of my usual period symptoms yet