



Whenever I open Instagram, Reddit, YouTube... honestly, almost any social media platform, the amount of hate I see towards Indians is overwhelming.
I've reached the point where I'm genuinely scared to type "India" into a search bar because I don't know what the comments are going to look like. Sometimes I'm even afraid to watch creators from other countries because, in the back of my mind, I keep wondering, "Do they hate people like me too?"
I find it harder and harder to enjoy Korean content, Chinese content or Western media because my mind immediately goes to all the hateful comments I've seen online. There are so many videos calling Indians uncivilized, dirty, saying we're "invading" other countries or that they're glad they weren't born here. After seeing that over and over again, it starts affecting how you see yourself.
It honestly breaks my heart because one of my biggest dreams has always been to travel the world, experience different cultures and maybe even settle abroad one day. I wanted to meet people from different backgrounds, learn new languages and experience life somewhere completely different.
Now... that dream feels so much smaller.
Instead of feeling excited about travelling, I feel anxious. It feels like I'd already have to prove that I'm "one of the good ones" before people even got to know me. I hate feeling that way. I don't want to walk into every interaction wondering whether someone has already judged me because of my nationality or the colour of my skin.
I've genuinely found myself asking God, "Why was I born Indian? Why couldn't I have been born somewhere else? Why couldn't I have been born with fair skin?" I know those thoughts aren't fair to myself, but they're thoughts that come from constantly feeling unwanted online.
There are 190 plus countries yet I happen to be born as an Indian. I could have been born elsewhere.
I don't want to spend my life fighting racism.
I don't want to feel like I have to justify my existence or prove my worth because of where I was born. None of us chooses our nationality, our ethnicity or the colour of our skin.
I just wish people were kinder.
I wish people could be curious about one another instead of immediately jumping to stereotypes. I wish we could appreciate different cultures without putting others down. And I wish more people understood that behind every nationality, every passport and every stereotype is just another human being trying to live their life.
That's the world I hope we can build someday.
but This won't change in my lifetime , I will have to live as a dirty , inferior , ugly , poor Indian for the rest of my life
I want a bluetooth keyboard case with trackpad which is either hinge style (like the iPad pro magic keyboard case) or detachable (like a surface pro keyboard) for my 13.2" Onn 2026 pro tablet. This means the Onn keyboard case is ruled out immediately.
I think the dexnor for surface pro 11 might be a good choice or a 3rd party Bluetooth detachable keyboard for surface with a magnetic strip attached to the bottom of the tablet. I'm worried the surface pro might be a bit smaller than the Onn tho.
Would Huawei mate pad or one plus pad keyboards work? I think those are only other 13.2 inch tablets if I'm not wrong?
What are my best options?
Birth time is actually not entirely accurate. Could be anywhere between 12pm and 12:30pm.
I feel like I am being rejected by every woman I pursue and my current financial situation is bad because I left my high paying job to do a PhD. I am in an isolated college town with not many Indians and women around.