u/panchibanuudtifiru

looking to join an online coaching for 2027 uceed mainly. taking a partial drop. how is kaphal studios???

i prepared mostly for jee mains btech and barch this year (12th) and i will probably go to an architecture college. but i want to take a partial drop and prepare for uceed aswell. (i might also give nid, nift and jee paper 2 again but my main goal is uceed) so i can probably only do online coaching and want to know which would be the best option. im ready to work super hard and need serious advice on this. i never prepared for design exams seriously these two years and focused on btech but that didnt work out and now ive decided this is for me so i really want to do my best and get an iit. pls suggest the perfect coaching for me. (online)

basically ive been feeling unloved lately. we’re currently 7 almost 8 months into our relationship (we were very close friends for 3 years before we started dating) and i feel the spark might be dying already, from his side atleast. it all first started like 5 months in when i noticed alot of what our calls contained was not us talking anymore, i mean it was there still but most of it was him singing randomly for fun and him saying ‘youre so annoying bro’ ‘omg bro stop’ as a joke which was not that bad ig. then he felt distant, not picking up calls ever, not calling all the time like we used to, never being free but we actually talked it out irl(he said he might have been too focused in his tournament going on. it was a very fun day! then he felt distant again. we talked again. turns out there was family stuff going on, he said for a moment he needed space, then backed off said its fine he doesnt. i asked him multiple times and he confirmed he didnt mean it. anyways the distance continued to grow more (we were still talking a lot but what i mean by the distance growing is in comparison to how it was at the start, like we were on call literally 24/7 we were even sleeping together on call) but it wasnt all that bad. untiiiil the day i found out he might’ve cheated a week into our relationship 😬 but it turned out to be not true so its fine buuuuut then that lead to our almost breakup talk! he said his mental health might cause problems for the relationship in future, i kept saying it wont be and we dont know for sure and that we shouldnt break up because of something that hasn’t even happened yet. we went to sleep after talking about this for hours bc we werent thinking straight, he called like a few hours later while i was sleeping that we’ll see what happens in the future, that we’re fine now and we dont have to worry about it rn and that his mental health isnt that bad. anywayyyys he had his birthday, i made him a super cute box with gifts and letters and drawings. we had a fun day! he loved the letter and everything, the surprise me and his friends gave him. he didnt want to celebrate his birthday and was feeling off for some days, but i think after his birthday his spark returned, hes been doing good these days!!(touch wood) he started hanging out with his friends a lot more and focusing on an esport competitively. also our relationship’s spark came back tho that stayed only a while😭. i mean its lowkey still there but its very on and off, atleast i feel that way. at first i used to be waiting at my phone the entire day for him to reply or to call me, but now ive lost hope. i expect him to just be busy with his game and friends. im on delivered for hours and he doesn’t call me back either. a very annoying thing he does is he ignores all my messages and just sends a big hello or just calls. soooo many of my texts have gone unseen this way, they’re not necessarily anything important but does that mean he can just ignore them? also pretty silly but he never replies to my reels. on call he once said oh yeah i watched them i just didnt reply. also another thing, this might be wrong but i think he calls me more whwn hes with his friends, what could that even mean? anyways there’s probably a lot more that im forgetting but this is a gist of how ive been feeling. i feel he feela uninterested and bored when hes with me. im wondering how i should have this conversation? im veryyyy bad with confrontation, i forget anything ever happened when im actually trying to communicate and just end up feeling stupid. really need advice on how to solve this, i really love him a lot. its scary to think he doesnt anymore.

basically i just feel unloved and idk how to start the conversation or what to say or how to.

this is just me ranting about my bf. hes been acting so weird and distant these days. yesterday we were at his house for a little bit, like half an hour and we were doin stuff in his room okay, the door was locked but ig his mom suspected something and called out to us, he left suddenly and went to his mom, absolutely understandable. then he came back, i came out and he told me to stay in the living room and then disappeared, then he came back and said some vague stuff like his mom figured it out and OBVIOUSLY I WAS LIKE WHAT THE HELL DO U MEAN?? and like i wanna know more but he said nothing much happened dw. then his mom kind of?? gave us a talk that shes very modern but if she denies something we should listen, mind u idk whats going on or what exactly they talked about. she was supposed to drop me home so she did and it was fine ig, but obviously i was still like what the hell happened???? and then at the time he was sleepy and hes too tired to explain and then the next day, ie today omfg. all the guy did was play valorant, the whole day. i called him when i woke up, then when he woke up and responded but this guy didnt call back once. im so fucking annoyed the day has ended he finally replied at 10:30pm, didn’t call back obviously. he played val all day but couldn’t just simple reply to my messages? forgot i was feeling weird about the situation yesterday and didnt even think to explain? i sent him many messages(like casually, normal messages not being like omg where r u) and one was where i was saying i wanted to post a story of us, which he completely just ignored bc he probably doesnt want to and thinks its easier to just ignore my message or something. and now hes gone to sleeo again bc his power went out and his ohone doesnt have battery, but i think hes lying bc why tf is he online on discord? that happens when his pc is on. im the only ine who sends him reels he never replies, said once that ohhh i watched them all i just didnt reply expecting idfk what for me to say to that. he suddenly remembers to call me when he’s with his friends??? like small calls, idk ig to show off something fake to his friends? im so fucking annoyed why did he even go through all that trouble to date me if he was going to be like this?
IM SOOOOO ANNOYEF SOMEBODY CALM ME DOOOWNN BRO

ive got 74.4 in boards, can increase with improvement exams in july, nata score for first attempt was 95 w no prep and currently im taking a crash course for second attempt so im sure i can increase it by a lot, jee main paper 2 percentile was 90. spas are out definitely, i was considering sir jj college in mumbai but im not from that state and heard some negative stuff about it, also considering manipal but heard bad stuff about that as well. whats my best choice rn? i will probably end up going to msap manipal.