
feeling gross after gaining weight within a highly controlling abusive friendship
i wanted to take photos of my outfit the other day and was sad when i saw how my body looked :( gained at least 10 pounds while in that abusive friendship, probably more tbh. before meeting that person i was in the best shape of my life and it all went to shit. she made me gain weight on purpose by weaponizing my binge eating disorder and putting lots of food in front of me at all times. i have pcos so my exercise + diet regimen isn’t doing much to change things so im feeling very discouraged and disconnected from myself