u/raybaruu

Every time someone obviously rage baits me I take it seriously I don’t realize it’s rage bait until they say it
Every time someone says a sarcastic joke I think they’re being for real
It makes me feel dumb idk why I’m like this I take everything way too serious and I don’t want to be annoying

I've been feeling a bit emotional lately
I have a friend who I consider a really close friend and a month ago I told him how last year in my bday a girl I consider one of my best friends kept sending me reels all day and didn't even wish me a happy birthday and that that made me feel sad, and he said that she was so mean for that and that he wouldn't do that, and that he'd be the first of my friends to wish me a happy birthday. Yesterday, I told him through text, "Tomorrow is my birthday no way" and he just said "Huh really?"
Today this morning he kept sending me reels and messages, and it wasn't until I said, "Why aren't you wishing me a happy birthday?" that he finally said, "NO F\*CKING WAY IM SO SORRY" and then he started sending me a bunch of messages saying "Happy Birthday" then I said “I told you yesterday and you just said huh really” and he laughed it off and I just said “I didn’t laugh” and then he kept sending reels and I just sent “😢” after an hour he deleted all those texts and reels even the ones that said “Happy birthday” and his apology, he hasn’t texted since that (and he probably won’t because every time he upsets me he deletes all his texts and waits till I text first)
I still feel really sad, but I think I'm overreacting
I told him yesterday and on the 20th that today was my birthday, he even said, "Yes, I remember, I have it written down"….

I've already read the rules and I don't think I'm breaking any, yet I still can't post

I've been feeling a bit emotional lately
I have a friend who I consider a really close friend and a month ago I told him how last year in my bday a girl I consider one of my best friends kept sending me reels all day and didn't even wish me a happy birthday and that that made me feel sad, and he said that she was so mean for that and that he wouldn't do that, and that he'd be the first of my friends to wish me a happy birthday. Yesterday, I told him through text, "Tomorrow is my birthday no way" and he just said "Huh really?"
Today this morning he kept sending me reels and messages, and it wasn't until I said, "Why aren't you wishing me a happy birthday?" that he finally said, "NO FUCKING WAY IM SO SORRY" and then he started sending me a bunch of messages saying "Happy Birthday" I still felt really sad, but I think I'm overreacting
I told him yesterday and on the 20th that today was my birthday, he even said, "Yes, I remember, I have it written down"….

Before I say anything, I don’t hate fat people it’s their lives, their bodies, and their choices. I don’t feel disgusted by them, make fun of them, compare my body to them and I don’t encourage fat phobia AT ALL. This is just to me. I know being fat isn't anything bad, it’s just that people made me feel so shitty about it :/

Since 2024 I’ve been really into eating better and working out at home, but as I got more into that, I started getting into disorder communities.
I grew up as a fat kid, and it really fucked up my confidence. I just remember hearing comments that were like, "You can’t get in because you’re fat," “This shirt will make you look skinnier”, and "You need to start exercising so you’ll fit into those jeans."

Now I can’t stop focusing on calories; I’m always planning my meals, and I do exercise every day with no break because I’ll feel like I’ll gain weight.
Every time I see what anyone else is eating, my only thought is "Pfft, so many calories in their meal, and they probs don’t know it." The other day a friend sent me a pic of the breakfast his mom made, and it was so cute, but the only thing I could focus on was "A whole avocado?" Bread? Does he know the calories?" Of course I never say anything I ALWAYS keep that to myself because I don’t want to ruin anyone’s meal because of my dumb mean thoughts.
When my brother says he wants a snack, I’ll make him the most sugary and caloric snack because I know he’ll eat it, and I don’t know why I enjoy doing it.
I don’t want to stop with this bs because I want to get really skinny and I already lost weight, but I just want to get skinnier… but I don’t like not being able to just enjoy food anymore, I miss not thinking about cals and exercise all the time

Desde el kinder me han enseñado mucho inglés incluso en la primaria me daban todas las materias que me daban en español, pero completamente en inglés. Estos últimos años he sentido que mi inglés se está diluyendo un poco y no quiero que eso suceda ¿cómo puedo reforzarlo?

My friends and I don't get along with a certain group of dudes at school because they're very rude and constantly make fun of us even though we've never been assholes w them. One day in class, one of those dudes started saying very misogynistic things as if they were facts, and one of my friends suggested, "If he made us feel uncomfortable, we should make him feel uncomfortable too" But another friend started talking about the guy's appearance, just making fun of him for being fat. My friend who made the suggestion told her, "But it's about making him uncomfortable because of how he thinks, not because of his appearance" and my friend said, "Yeah, but I know that's a weakness of his, and that's why I'm saying it." And my friend said “that makes it worse!”
From that day on, she continued making fun of these dudes appearances instead of judging their actions. She always makes fun of their weight and skin color, and I don't like it. It makes me uncomfortable, and all I can do is laugh awkwardly because she practically yells "Oh, these fatties!" in their faces. I really don't like that. Besides, there's nothing wrong with being fat or not being white, but she says it as if it were! I’m not white either, her comments could affect an innocent person that doesn’t have anything to do with this

I thought my friend was pissed at me for no reason, but now he told me he’s pissed at everything because the hot weather is making him really pissed (40 degrees, btw), and I didn’t get mad at that because when the weather is too hot, I get pissy too!
But now every time we chat, he’s sarcastic and nonchalant, and I even said a small joke referencing something we know, and he just answered, "Who cares?"
Today I said "Don’t act Misteryous" and he just said, "Yes” then I said “You’re really nonchalant rn” and he just said “always” and I feel like he doesn’t want to talk at all
I don't know if I'm being dramatic and should be more patient and understanding, but this makes me sad

I’m jealous, and I hate admitting it… I feel poor, even though technically I’m not. I see the lifestyles my friends have, and they all live better financially than I do. I hate only being able to spend 15 dollars a week on myself
I don’t get new clothes, no trips on vacation, no concerts, no new shoes when I need them or anything like that I even feel guilty when asking for something I need like meds
I would go look for a job, but I'm still studying… I’m so tired

The other day when I was with my friends, they randomly said, "We need to go out, let's go to your house." I was confused and I didn't want them to come over, but for me it was hard to say “no” directly. I said they couldn't because they might say really rude things (because that’s how they talk), and I'd get in trouble with my mom if she heard my friends talking like that. They said, "Okay, we'll talk different" I said, "But I'm really lazy today and I want to be alone" They said, "Then we'll be in your room, quiet, while you lie on the bed" I said no, and they said, "Then we'll go on Sunday" I said no again, and they said, "Then we'll go on Monday" I kept making excuses and they kept coming up with solutions until I said, "You're not coming to my house," and they said, "We're going to" and they kept insisting and insisting, and I kept saying no, no, no, and no, and they said, "But we have to go so your mom can get to know us better," but I kept telling them no. Later, when I got home (alone), I got a little annoyed thinking about everything since it wasn't the first time they'd done something like this. One day I told them I was going out with some other friends that day, and they were already inviting themselves to the plan, even though I hadn't even asked them, "Do you want to come?"

They've already invited me to their house, but I never want them to come to mine, not because I live in a filthy place, I just don't want them here.

I watched this movie for the first time because I saw the artwork, and I thought it was gorgeous (still think it is). I knew it wasn’t going to be a romance or cute movie at all and that it may be uncomfortable.
At first everything was okay. It was breaking my heart how much was going on, but the movie kept going and going, and I started to feel weird. I started to feel weird about her being naked most of the time after getting raped and it even made me feel more weird when I realized it was made by a man
A friend also watched this movie, and he said that he liked that she fixed everything with sex instead of having that “self improvement will make you happier” storyline, and I don’t know how to feel about that either.
I’ll definitely watch this movie again because I genuinely don’t know what to think about it… What do you guys think about this movie?

I hate it
Sometimes I act so pissy thinking it’s funny but I piss my friends and I’m so scared that they stop talking to me because of me being so annoying
I promise myself to start acting more nonchalant and less annoying but I always end up acting annoying
I’m so annoying I don’t want to have friends anymore I’ll end up ruining everything I’m so scared of them hating me in secret