u/roshwtf

if anyone is studying at mica ahmedabad and willing to answer certain questions i’ve got, please comment/dm. would really appreciate your help🙏🏻

i’m returning back to uni in a few days & i was speaking to my friend, asking her about her room number, her roommate & all those things. she said she’s in the same room as her previous roommate as they both wanted to be together. okay, cool. i predicted it. found out my ex roommate (we used to be really close, till i found out she was bitching behind me the whole time) is now roommates with another mutual friend of mine, who i also cut off since she too was in that same back bitching circle.

i’m not upset w them being together in the same room, but it made me realise..i’ve nobody..i have no friends i don’t have that “one friend” ykwim? my ex roommate was that “one friend” till i found out what she had been doing behind my back, and it hurts cus i have like no real friends in uni, and then i realised this is almost how it’s been my entire life. i find someone who i consider true, but the whole time they’re just bitching abt me, & i assume it’s because i’m blunt & can come off mean sometimes, but yeah i wouldn’t call myself a bad friend..i’ve always been loyal, not talked bad about them or exposed their secrets or anything, been there for them, gotten them gifts, stood up for them in public, what not???? i’ve done all this for my ex roommate too, but looking back, i think she always disliked me because she thought i was better than her, never did i compare us in any way, i always said we are different but in beautiful ways, like 2 puzzle pieces, but shed always be passive & say things like “i’m gonna stand behind u since everyone looks at you anyways” and many such weird things..which seemed like jealousy but never directly..eveyrtime i shared good news about my bf there was this weird face she used to make..like she was forcing to look happy but wasn’t really happy hearing what i said at all & what not

i’m trying to keep myself strong, and tell myself, while everyone is trying to stick to their old roommates because they feel it’s safer, i’m gonna be out there and accept whoever comes to my plate because i wanna learn how to deal with people and stay with people, but i still can’t stop feeling hurt over the fact that i have no friend to call my own.

i’m just grateful i have an amazing loving boyfriend. maybe i’m not meant to find good friends this life time. maybe i’m the problem. idk

i fucking hate the luteal phase, my hormones fluctuate sm to the point my skin breaks out like crazy & all i feel is ugly. i cry over such stupid reasons. i literally was crying because i found out snakes can swim and i fucking hate snakes😭luteal phase is such a torture ong like get it over please just gimme my period atp don’t make me sob over silly reasons PLEASE🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

I SAID I GET HORMONAL ACNE AND YK WHAT THAT DUDE SAID? HE SAID "DRINK MORE WATER" FUCKER IS IT RLLY THAT SIMPLE

My work right now is heavy on data collection, analysis & auditing. Chatgpt can only take in so much. I was wondering if there are any free ai tools that get the job done well? (This data will be heavily used for marketing & sales. Unfortunately there was no data recorded in the past so now I have to do this work.) I have no prior experience or exposure to data analysis.

for me it’s the way he comforts me when i’m crying. i miss that so so much. i was crying today after work to him & i wish he was there irl to comfort me. he makes me feel so warm, supported & seen😿i’m glad this long distance is only 2 months long😭😭

i’m in guwahati for about a month. i commute to work with rapido bike (it’s been like 2 days) & today the guy asked for more money than what the app showed, he wasn’t agressive or demanding, just asked softly & when i said no he didn’t say anything, but just wanted to know how common it is for drivers to demand extra money & how safe it avtually is.