u/seongdamra

how do I pick up hockey?

how do I pick up a sport I’ve never tried before? (as not too much of an athletic person) I wanted to pick up volleyball, at school I’ve always sucked at it, but it seems fun when not everybody is yelling at each other and being really competitive. I wanted to join volleyball club in my town but there’s only people my age who know how to play and I’d just embarrass myself or worse, get assigned to some kids group…
I wanted to try other sports too but I don’t even know how to start and don’t have places to join here.
for a team sport I’d have to find a team but first I’d need to learn how to play the game

i want two games and both are megadb or one is pixeldrain and one is gofile

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i might be getting little too paranoid lately but I have my reasons
Yesterday I got a text from my cousin I kind of lost touch with lately
she asked if i called her at night
confused to why would she ask that I looked to my call log
since it wasn’t showing on the app or anything like it usually does
there it was….
cancelled call on 3:16 am
I remember falling asleep before 11 pm because I get up to work really early
I don’t know how it could happen, I mean I’ve never sleepwalked or „sleep-done” anything I don’t even sleeptalk
I live with my grandma but she doesn’t even know my password
Im trying to not overthink it but can’t really find a valid explanation to it
second thing happened tonight
an hour ago
I went to bathroom and kitchen, washing my face, quickly doing dishes, making some night snack because I was still hungry
when I came back to my room it was silent because my yt video has stopped due to issues with wifi connection
i sat down to my desk
laptop was on
i turned on a video game
when i heard some strange noise outside
nearby my balcony since it was really loud
some ruffling as if someone searching through some plastic trash bag very aggressively
or just maybe digging through something?
i can’t really tell what it was
i just sat there listening thinking maybe itll stop soon
but it didn’t
the sound
a pause
another moment of the same sound
then stop again
i remembered my window is open
fortunately it was open only partly
i shut it quickly and pulled the curtains back to cover the window
but for sure i could be seen closing it
the sound stopped
not because i closed the window but just in general
the sound before was really loud and the windows aren’t too thick i usually hear people talking outside even with windows closed
so i should be still able to hear the sound if it wouldn’t stop
thank God the windows wasn’t fully open because I tend to do that do get fresh air into the house
It would be very easy to just slip in especially since my window goes out into the balcony which is very low since i live at the lowest floor of building….
Im kinda scared to go to sleep now
also since yesterday I decided to lock door to my room for nighttime
i also started looking into the wardrobe in case someone would be hiding there😭
what do yall think about it? am i overreacting?

i’ve always been a fan of watching streams roleplay on minecraft and making their own community
lately it got more popular again so maybe ill finally give it a shot as well
anyone interested?

I noticed a lot of people hating really bad on the band for no reason, so I wonder; why is that?
I think they have some really good songs and things that count them into dsbm
Is it because they’re too „popular” for the toxic part of metal community?

I don’t really know where to look for it or how to make it work, what’s emulators and do i have to use it to run the game?

I noticed that meanwhile the universe keeps testing me, while I’m fighting to stay alive, rethinking a lot of things that have left a mark on my psyche the people who did me wrong are living their happily ever after
While I’m working my ass off to pay rent they’re traveling, while I’m traumatised to open up to other people after what they did to me they’re in new happy relationships and have a lot of friends meanwhile I’m slowly isolating myself
anyone knows why it happens? why is the world so unfair

I feel like Im too cringe for people I try to connect with, or just too specific with my humour and interests
I want to meet some friends who aren’t scared of being judged and won’t judge me
Very welcomed will be people who like roleplaying, anime, manga, video games ect.
;3

some people downloaded but it wasn’t working for them so I wonder if anyone tried and it works for them

my mom noticed something is wrong with me, always been actually
she said that im always miserable no matter what
and that she’s confused why
she said „you have a place to sleep at, you don’t go to work, you have what to eat, money when you need to buy something, you do nothing all day and still are miserable”
i don’t think that’s all you need to be happy to be honest, that’s just basic human needs to exist
like there’s a lot of other issues i have to face and she just ignores it or uses the „other people have it worse” argument
she wouldn’t get it if i told her what’s on my mind lately, she doesn’t get anything

I can’t live with myself, it’s all a constant cycle of ana them bed then mia then all over again
lately not matter if i eat before or not i still end up binging
I’m so disgusting I can’t even look at myself in the mirror anymore
my tummy hurts so bad from binging and i feel so guilty
but i can’t stop it
it’s either i don’t eat anything for a whole day or binge more than 1400 kcals daily
I don’t even wang to know how much weight i gained lately

looking for long term roleplay partner, also someone with many ideas for the plot ;3