u/short-n-mayhem

My boyfriend just finished watching something, something I’ve always told him to watch. But then, after he did so, he kept on talking about this one character. He loved her so much, so I started to feel weird.

Though it’s not that much of a big deal with me when my boyfriend is attracted to others because even when he is, he still runs back to me the way I am when I’m attracted to some actor or character.

But it’s just that, the way he’s attracted to this character is different.

He legit said “She’s really cute right” I love \_” “ I REALLY LOVE HER…🥹.” I didn’t like it. Never in our years of relationship has he ever said that about another character or actress, like no. Nor have I. It feels so weird for me, and the fact that he says he loves me the same way he says it just makes me feel worse.

We still texted, but I wasn’t as energetic as usual, but he still catered to the needs he knew I had. He asked me if I was okay, because he noticed that there was a slight change in my manner of speaking after I felt weird about it. So I don’t know if it’s wrong to feel like this, even when I know that he loves me so much.

And the fact that the character was the polar opposite of me sickens me so much..

\*\*TL;DR;\*\* : My boyfriend kept saying the he loved this live-action character which made me feel a little weird.

This was like months ago, while we were practicing for our dance. The girls and boys had their own lineups, where I was waiting to be partnered up with my boyfriend. We were having fun, laughing, because it was supposed to be the night of our lives.

I made a joke about being a little bit taller than my boyfriend, considering that I was gonna wear heels. But then, as my friend was laughing, she blurted out “You look more like a man though” while doing so. My other friend who was laughing with us made an “OMG why did you say it” kind of face while laughing too.

I didn’t know how to take those kind of “jokes.” When all my life it’s been hardwired to me that I am ugly. That I looked so ugly without makeup. That year was when I felt most like me. Most confident, most happy. But after that joke, things changed. I was so sad that night. Those words couldn’t escape my mind, and I don’t think it ever will. She was one of the people who would compliment you out of spite, but knowing the fact that she found a way to say that hurt so much for me.

I cried so much that night, I was scared to tell my boyfriend what it was because he noticed the slight change in my manner. I was so bad at hiding my feelings to someone who I wanted comfort from most. I couldn’t tell him what it was. Because if I did, who knows if that’s all he’d think whenever he sees me.

It’s still so painful thinking about it. The girl who said that to me asked me if I was okay, asked me who I was mentioning in my dump account’s posts, but I didn’t want her to further feel like she was wrong when I know to myself that she was right. It just hurt so much.

This was like months ago, while we were practicing for our dance. The girls and boys had their own lineups, where I was waiting to be partnered up with my boyfriend. We were having fun, laughing, because it was supposed to be the night of our lives.

I made a joke about being a little bit taller than my boyfriend, considering that I was gonna wear heels. But then, as my friend was laughing, she blurted out “You look more like a man though” while doing so. My other friend who was laughing with us made an “OMG why did you say it” kind of face while laughing too.

I didn’t know how to take those kind of “jokes.” When all my life it’s been hardwired to me that I am ugly. That I looked so ugly without makeup. That year was when I felt most like me. Most confident, most happy. But after that joke, things changed. I was so sad that night. Those words couldn’t escape my mind, and I don’t think it ever will. She was one of the people who would compliment you out of spite, but knowing the fact that she found a way to say that hurt so much for me.

I cried so much that night, I was scared to tell my boyfriend what it was because he noticed the slight change in my manner. I was so bad at hiding my feelings to someone who I wanted comfort from most. I couldn’t tell him what it was. Because if I did, who knows if that’s all he’d think whenever he sees me.

It’s still so painful thinking about it. The girl who said that to me asked me if I was okay, asked me who I was mentioning in my dump account’s posts, but I didn’t want her to further feel like she was wrong when I know to myself that she was right. It just hurt so much.

My boyfriend (19M) just finished watching something, something I’ve (18F) always told him to watch. But then, after he did so, he kept on talking about this one character. He loved her so much, so I started to feel weird.

Though it’s not that much of a big deal with me when my boyfriend is attracted to others because even when he is, he still runs back to me the way I am when I’m attracted to some actor or character.

But it’s just that, the way he’s attracted to this character is different.

He legit said “She’s really cute right” I love _” “ I REALLY LOVE HER…🥹.” I didn’t like it. Never in our years of relationship has he ever said that about another character or actress, like no. Nor have I. It feels so weird for me, and the fact that he says he loves me the same way he says it just makes me feel worse.

We still texted, but I wasn’t as energetic as usual, but he still catered to the needs he knew I had. He asked me if I was okay, because he noticed that there was a slight change in my manner of speaking after I felt weird about it. So I don’t know if it’s wrong to feel like this, even when I know that he loves me so much.

And the fact that the character slightly resembles his ex gf makes me feel SICKER

My boyfriend (19M) just finished watching something, something I’ve (18F) always told him to watch. But then, after he did so, he kept on talking about this one character. He loved her so much, so I started to feel weird.

Though it’s not that much of a big deal with me when my boyfriend is attracted to others because even when he is, he still runs back to me the way I am when I’m attracted to some actor or character.

But it’s just that, the way he’s attracted to this character is different.

He legit said “She’s really cute right” I love _” “ I REALLY LOVE HER…🥹.” I didn’t like it. Never in our years of relationship has he ever said that about another character or actress, like no. Nor have I. It feels so weird for me, and the fact that he says he loves me the same way he says it just makes me feel worse.

We still texted, but I wasn’t as energetic as usual, but he still catered to the needs he knew I had. He asked me if I was okay, because he noticed that there was a slight change in my manner of speaking after I felt weird about it. So I don’t know if it’s wrong to feel like this, even when I know that he loves me so much.

And the fact that the actress slightly resembled his ex gf makes me feel SICKER

My boyfriend just finished watching something, something I’ve always told him to watch. But then, after he did so, he kept on talking about this one character. He loved her so much, girl I started to feel weird.

Though it’s not that much of a big deal with me when my boyfriend is attracted to others because even when he is, he still runs back to me the way I am when I’m attracted to some actor or character.

But it’s just that, the way he’s attracted to this character is different.

He legit said “Ang cute cute nya no” “I love _” “ I REALLY LOVE HER…🥹.” I really didn’t like it. Never in our years of relationship has he ever said that about another character or actress, like no. Nor have I. It feels so weird for me, and the fact that he says he loves me the same way he says it just makes me feel worse. I hate it.. PLS HELP ME 😭✌️

And the fact that the character slightly resembles his ex gf makes me feel SICKER

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