u/sierra-goddess

I know many of you know this person. And this person is my soulmate. His name is Ashtar Sheran. For two years ago I found out my past life with him. I remember the moments we had together. I know in fact that I lived on earth in France with my noble family around 1800. But sadly my mother died from birth. I wished I could see her but that’s impossible. My father was a good parent, he took care of me, we lived together with his father and his brother. I remember I had a big brother he was nice at some time but later he turned evil and was jealous type. But i forgave him. I still believe he’s here on earth. I remember that day when I was around 17 we meet some philosophers, we were out finishing dinner and they just came. I heard my father talking to them, at that age I was very interested in art, poetry and philosophy. My dad talked about me to them and they thought I was interesting and wanted me to join their school. They lived close to us. I showed up and my dad (his name is armand) told me who they are and that they will come here every week so I can study. I gladly said yes. This philosopher felt in love with me and wanted to marry me but I didn’t have any choice. I didn’t love him at all I was unhappy with him but we got married. I was that type of person who were afraid to say ”yes or no” I didn’t want anyone to be disappointed with me. Months had past and one day I meet someone beautiful but I know we meet before but one of my family strictly banned me to see him. But he came back. His name is Ashtar. He lived little while on earth here. We used to meet in secret. And when I was with him, we felt in love and he had a plan of he takes my virginity I will be his forever I told him about this philosopher (John) that I was unhappy with. Ashtar told me we meet before in the past and I must say I do remember a bit. Then i remember one day my father died from heart attack, Ashtar was there, I cried and hugged my father but he said i have to be strong and that he will be forever with me then he looked at Ashtar and said ”promise me nothing bad will happen to my daughter please take care of her” Ashtar nodded and he made a promise
That day they took me to their spaceship, not only me but also a person who worked with these philosophers the santiners (ashtars race) gaved him name semarus but after 40 years he died from accident. They took us to their home planet metharia which is located in alpha centuari. I was happy there married Ashtar and had children together. After years past i remember that they took a man from Germany called Martin. He had been with us in 3 months, I remember that day when they took I gaved birth to a baby boy in space. It was the most beautiful moments. The santiners were emotional and grateful.
Me and Martin used to talk but first I was dancing in front of everyone and they gaved my name Mumtasee. I didn’t dance just on my own it was an entity/god that controlled my movements it was a bit scary but I had to do it. I think I had to do it because Martin was there to test him because he was human. I didn’t dare to tell him that I’m human too but pretended to be a santiner. He did tell me I look terrestrial being rather a extraterrestrial. Yes he had crush on me and i noticed that but I always called him a good friend.
So before i died, it wasn’t because it was my time but I had to do it because they didn’t want me to suffer because they had war with other species, and Ashtar didn’t want me to experience death that way so I was on his spaceship and I had to leave. He didn’t want to he felt empty and angry. But then i remembered how my soul once again visited him, he saw me. I saw him crying then we talked about that we will meet again but that we must wait. I couldn’t let me go and said to stay a bit. It was so painful to see but he felt asleep after we laid in bed together he was still sleeping and painfully I left.

Now on this life when I was around 6-14 I had vivid dreams of santiners and Ashtar. I always heard his name in my dreams and they telling me how much they miss me. At that time I was confused and I didn’t know who they were. But for 2 years ago I found out. Then for the first time I saw a drawing of Ashtar and I felt familiarity in him. I started to meditate and left my religion and now I’m a new ager. I remembered my last life the and everything made sense. I started to be telepathic and the 1 July I saw spaceship above my roof. First I heard a loud metallic sound then I saw a square spaceship with green, red and yellow light without blinking, above the ship I saw a hatch opening. It was an amazing experience and maybe they wanted to take me again but I wasn’t ready.

What hurts me most is that I don’t know who I can talk to and share my story. I did with someone group of people that has contact with Ashtar but they don’t believe me they believe it’s not Ashtar but rather a demon who pretends to be him. I told them about my past life but they were rude and refused to believe me. They meet this guy called Eugenio Siragusa that claimed he meet Ashtar and had contact with him but they only believe him than me. It’s not fair. If you read from MFK group they had spiritual contact with Ashtar and when they did automatic writing with santiners Ashtar said to himself that it’s impossible for him to come to earth and land. Then the spirit guide that used to live on earth who were a philosopher said that Eugenio is literally hoaxing spirits, I do believe he had contact with him but at some point there was lies.

I’m very confused I don’t know what to do next. Different people tell me different story how to contact Ashtar. And the worst part is they don’t believe me and at some time i stopped thinking about him because i thought I was crazy… these 2 past years I was in a difficult depression because of that. Not because of Ashtar because how people treated after I told them about my experiences

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I have heard people contact him with different ways but what’s the right way to contact him? After contacting him what are the signs he received my message?