six of cups reversed
eight of cups
queen of pentacles
nine of wands
seven of wands
the moon
what does this mean? im still figuring out tarot and the definitions are a litttle confusing for me, i do best with oracle bc its straightforward but im trying to improve on tarot. i just need a bit of help on this one!!
Hi I’m Jade! 23F and looking for a long term rp partner! I’m looking for dark romance in a fantasy setting, the setting preferably in modern times. Think Once Upon A Time or The Vampire Diaries type of thing. I’m also looking for someone who ia quite active and available but ofc constant responses arent required! I understand life gets in the way sometimes so dw, I wont harp on you as long as theres communication. I also prefer my rp partners to be women! I’m much more comfortable that way. I’m in CST timezone as well! I find it easier to rp with others with similar timezone as me but its not required!
Specifics: ROMANCE AHH! but also, lots of dark themes. I love a lot of chaotic push and pull, toxic dynamics, heartbreak and turmoil that gets fixed only to strip that security away from them all over again. I love delving into our ocs minds, their traumas and healing them from their pasts, hurting each other while deeply loving each other and hurting themselves from their actions. UGH beautiful.
I also love themes including mystical creatures, so vampires, werewolves, witches, ghosts, demons, angels etc. I have my own made up species that I’m going to use for my main oc!
I have one main oc, and then a plethora of side characters. If you’re someone who likes a big cast, I gotchu.
I rp on discord, I will make a server for us and I also tupperbox for my ocs as well!
PLEASE BE 18+ as my themes are very dark and disturbing. The more tragic, the more interesting so dont hold back on making ocs with horrific backstories because mine are insane 🤩🙌🏻
As for plots I dont have any specific ones, I like to make ones together with whoever I rp with because it just feels more collaborative and fun that way. I’m a huge plotter, I have deep deep lore and I love others who can offer the same type of effort that makes my jaw drop.
Comment or DM if you’re interested! Thank you for reading! :3
ive been worshipping multiple dieties for a few months now but because of my ocd i have a hard time knowing for sure if its them or if its just my mind playing games on me. id like a little help and maybe see if anyone could do a reading to see if these two specific dieties are in my space and in my life like i think they are. or if its someone else entirely!
id like confirmation for Lilith and Hekate if possible!! Thank you :)
so i know lilith is a goddess that has a lot to do with sex and lust. and recently, while ive not worshipped her for long, since i started it, ive been having constant sexual dreams. to the point where i wake up aroused and it lasts for multiple hours after.
what got me to come on here and ask this, was this last sexual dream i had two nights ago when the dream i had was so intense and so strong, i woke up in the middle of it. and when i was finally aware and conscious, i felt a strong presence in the room with me. i felt like someone was watching, observing, maybe even curiously. it was very odd. but i wasnt scared or creeped out. it was just simply the feeling of someone existing in the room in no type of negative way. it was a truly neutral feeling energy. could this have been lilith or maybe some other type of entity?
i practice witchcraft and i have wards and protection spells all over the place, so idk what type of thing could have gotten through that if not lilith or some other type of being thats powerful enough to bypass my protections. if it even was one. i dunno, thats why im here! thank you for reading and lmk what you think!
i saw somewhere that said the gods dont actually care about how we feel, about our problems etc. and that asking them to help us is stupid and we shouldnt do it.
is this true? i only just started in my hellenism journey 2 months ago, and im still learning. but i always give my deities offerings, thanks and gratitude, then i make a request or vent about something that happened, give life updates etc. (not every single time, just every so often) is this wrong? does it upset/annoy them? do they actually not care about what i have to say or what id like them to help me with?
i dont typically feel anxious for no reason, or panicky for no reason. im not worried about anything and my mind is fairly clear but oddly, when i finished my wards, i suddenly became very anxious and panicked. my heart is racing, my stomach burns, i feel extremely heavy and its throwing me off quite a bit. i was very specific in my wards and my mind was clear during them. i didnt allow for any type of loophole to be had. so im unsure why im feeling this way for no reason?
i currently have two wards up. a glamour ward and a money ward. whats another ward i should set up? what are the ones that everyone should have?
ive heard that too many wards can muddle things so im unsure on what the more crucial/important ones to have are so i can prioritize those, and have an appropriate amount of them.
theres a creator on tiktok who says the following. they were saying how you’re not a devotee unless you give offerings every day, pray every day, give libations every day and do devotional acts frequently for 3-5 years. and if you dont do these things for 3-5 years then you’re not a devotee or a hellenistic polytheist until the 3 year mark. they also said how you cant be a devotee to more than 3-5 gods, and if you have more than that then you’re not trustworthy and cant truly devote yourself to them all.
is this true? and if so, then what would beginners call themselves? i know being a devotee and a worshipper are two different things but this is regarding devotion specifically.
i did a spell a few days ago, and im wanting to do some glamour spells in the meantime while i wait for my other one to come to fruition. will it cancel out the spell i just did? will it mess with the timing? i dont know if i should wait for this current spells results and then do the glamor spells or just do them while i wait!
ive done many spells before, but this one was my first reconciliation spell. i want to share how it went and how i felt during it!! for context, she broke things off about three days ago, and i really want her back. so i casted this yesterday!
so it started very very slow. the white candle is for my friend, pink is me. at first, her candle burned a lot quicker than mine, the flame was tall, steady, burning a bit quickly but after maybe 10 minutes, mine started burning faster, and hers slowed down. they were burning verrry slow at first, i was worried maybe they werent burning at all, but they were. just really slow. i was sitting there, focusing my energy and repeating the words to it basically the full two hours.
her candle would burn behind mine. our flames would match each other and then hers would shrink, and then match mine and then shrink again. exactly how it burned as well it would melt to match my candles pace and then slow down. i was feeling as if this meant that she was unsure about her feelings, whatever they may be. catching up and then delaying as if she were debating something. or that the spell was working, and my energy was leading her, and she was following behind hesitantly.
it was like this for a while. and then very suddenly her candles wax started forming to mine. note: neither of them dripped wax the entire time until this moment— the wax built up between the two candles and i took this as the rift between us being healed and closed. it had completely melted into mine like a bridge sealing up the gap between the two candles signifying the spell was working. and after this they also began burning at the exact same pace which made me believe she was finally sure of herself and us being on the same page. her flame leaned towards mine, dancing with it and towards it. by then, the two candles were fully mixed together, surrounded by each other and there was no more wax to be melted so i extra affirmed the intention one last time and snuffed the flames.
i felt extremely good about it, extremely relieved and almost blissful. before i had done it, i was really nervous, anxious. but as the spell went on i calmed down, but i had felt a strong energetical shift towards a really positive place. ive been a little anxious on and off just because im nervous for the results but i dont doubt that the spell worked. i could feel the energy screaming at me and all the points i made felt extremely concrete and firm.
do you think this spell was a success?
this may be a bit silly, but i decided to invite aphrodite and apollo into my life this last week, and my altar for aphrodite is full of crystals, candles, jewelry, seashells, its really pretty. but all i have for apollos altar is a single glass, star shaped container and a gold, itty bitty tiny bear as an offering. i feel so bad for the amount of things i have for aphrodite versus apollo, he deserves more than i have on hand 😭😭😭
i was gifted this by my mother in law about 3 years ago. ive kept it tucked away ever since because i didnt know if it was okay to use, and then i forgot about it until i came upon it just a moment ago. if it is white sage how do i dispose/rid of it respectfully? im not from the culture it originates from and i dont want to participate in closes practices!!
i was gifted this from my mother in law about three years ago, ive just kept it tucked away since then because i wasnt sure what it was or if i could use it so i didnt touch it at all. i was cleaning off a shelf and found it again, is this white sage? and if it is, how do i dispose/get rid of it respectfully? im not from the culture it originates from and i do not want to participate in closed practices!!
this is an odd question, and its not meant in any sort if abelist way, but ive always felt like in a lot of ways, im leas mature than everyone else. while also simultaneously being more mature than everyone else. i do things that would be considered immature or childish like interests and ways of handling certain scenarios and in some other areas of life id be considered overly mature, like how i handle close relationships and conflicts. is there a correlation with autism or is just subjective to the person?
its not been very long, ive recently been going through something intense and deeply stressful the past month and a half, and very suddenly my old desire for dance and music has been restored just this week after the worst of my situation happened. i used to dance every single day for hours, i listen to music for hours a day but i had stopped dancing for about two years. now very suddenly, im not sure if this is just my mind trying to cope with the current grief im experiencing, but suddenly the only thing that sounds fun for me is dancing. ive always been a deeply creative person: writing, singing, dancing, art and music. and since this stressful event happened its all gone away. i dont feel like doing anything whatsoever, and i wonder if he’s trying to reach out by nudging me in a direction of my original creative passion. is it just my mind trying to cope with grief or is it apollo?
listen… this is probably a ridiculous question 😭😭
are manifestation spells possible without a journal? and yes i actually have like 5 empty journals. but!! i dont want them to be looked through by the person i live with. so i turn to doing them on my phone instead. is this effective at all? or is it more effective on pen and paper? im so sorry guys this is probably so stupid
i have a friend who is questioning our friendship. she doesnt know what she wants yet and i asked the cards “what is she thinking now, and what is she going to choose?” this is what i got
the sun
ten of cups reversed
ten of pentacles
the king of swords reversed.
my interpretation was: ten of cups reversed: theres obviously a conflict, a disharmony, and then the king of swords reversed means that she needs to think about those negative things shes currently worried about, and that she has a wrong perception. the other two cards, sun and ten of pentacles being that she will come to realize it, and will come to find that she does want to remain friends. the sun overall is a massively positive card regarding relationships and such from what i know. and i think ten of pentacles is too. but im just coming here to ask what you would interpret this as because i dont want to be clouded by my hopes and personal bias. if you need more context lmk.
i have a friend who is questioning our friendship. i did a reading on it just to see where she stands and what she might do. she doesnt know what she wants yet but im expecting a text eventually and im terrified. i really would like some help. im asking because i dont want to be biased with my current interpretation and i want some other opinions. i didnt use any specific spread, i usually do four cards. i asked “where does she stand and what will she choose?”
the sun
the ten of cups reversed
ten of pentacles
king of swords reversed
basically what i got from it. was that we are having some unsteady energy, disharmony. and that one of us, idk who, is being judgemental and isnt softening their perspective and is being too harsh. im inclined to believe that its her because i think i have handled this quite well. i think that ive been quite understanding and i havent once spoken to her with anything other than respect and love. but the sun and ten of pentalces leads me to believe that she will realize that she’s being harsh, and will come to find that she wants to remain friends. i really want this outcome. but again, i am asking here because i dont want to be clouded by my own bias.
i want to do a protection spell as well as a manifestation spell in one. i want to protect someone while manifesting something for them (both of us) at the same time. its a bit of a complicated situation but is this possible? or would it muddle the energy?
i was thinking of writing out the manifestation and protection mantra on a piece of paper with our names, rolling it towards myself and putting it in a jar with some things corresponding with my two intentions. would this be too much? would it work?
i have a friend that i deeply want to protect from harm. she recently had a big fight with her mother and i want to make sure her mom doesnt retaliate or do anything. what type of protection spell would work and what supplies is needed? i usually do candles, herbs and oils but i feel almost like i need something more powerful for it to be more effective.