Body shamed me and asked me that “I should eat less”. Stalking. Verbal abuse. Sexual abuse. Gaslighting. Cheating. Told me how he likes others women bodies more than mine. Strangled me for not wearing clothes he likes. Blamed his cheating on me. Made sure I cried on my birthdays. Told me he was compromising not being with his type of women for being with me.
How to predict when both luminaries are in rahu-ketu nodal nakshatras?
Most of the time they’re mirroring people, trying to act “human”. They try to fill their cup with your love,care,empathy while constantly draining you. When you expect genuine bonding it feels there’s not much in them that you can’t bond with, so eerie. They copy people’s tone,vocabulary,ideas, emotions,personalities and even believe that its their own just to regulate themselves, just to find some sort of stability. They go around fooling themselves that they are fine while all they’re doing is riding on someone’s else back who’s losing their sanity just so the borderline doesn’t lose theirs. The creepiest part? When you see the mask slip! What’s creepier? When they see the mask slipped and you saw it, their eyes actually go all crazy and they hate the fact that you saw the mask slip and therefore you should be punished for it! Why? In their mind YOU made the mask slip! You pushed them, you are the enemy and that’s why no amount of logic or love or emotional support from you will save you from their abuse.
Career is also downhill, will I have a good career? Any insights will help, Thank you.
I look different and distorted in every picture and look nothing like I do in mirror. I can never get a true idea of what I look like. I get compliments that I look pretty but it’s honestly impossible for me to believe it, its like nothing can convince me that I look good . Do any of you guys go through this?
Did you reach that point where you couldn’t handle their chaos? Did you ever gave them back what they gave to you? How did it look like and what did you do? If so how did you feel after that moment and how were you treated?