u/stitchesinadream

I really want to see God of Annihilation Zayne in the home feature, but never come across videos or even photos with him. If you have any, pls share I'm so desperate lmfao.

I know his third myth is rerunning in the next month or two but probably won't be able to get both cards.

I've noticed that fiction is so so helpful for healing, especially with similar triggering things. Film and nonfiction are great too, but a bit more difficult. It offers a sort of shield, like I'm looking things up to understand a character in a story and not to uncover my own traumas. Very very insightful and healing. Very easy to find on accident, with other traumatic events.

I tend to gravitate to characters with medical trauma, but it's never really close to VCUG. I think that slowly orbiting this topic in fiction, gradually getting closer to the real experience, could be helpful.

But I don't know of anything that seems to fit. Thought I'd ask in case anyone else is the same way.

maybe this was obvious idk but the way Zayne fucks mc is so... Doctor Zayne. She's intimidated to go all the way, and tired post-orgasm.

so the position he puts her in eliminates a lot of strain. Holding her legs together like that opens the pelvic floor so it's a lot easier to take without a painful stretch. And sitting on his lap requiring no effort on her part.

why it took 10 watches to notice idk but I can't stop thinking about them 😭😭😭😭 he's like, you don't need to pull back halfway. I can accommodate you 🫣

I know I'm an angst enjoyer, and my fics are largely hurt/comfort. But rereading some that I thought were too much fluff and comfort... it's actually so much more hurt? lmfao.

like I have so much fun writing these but reading them is chest pain. I think I cried 3 times within the first chapter??

How does everyone else feel when reading their old stuff?

This is such a stupid question, but just to be sure, it seems the wish pool for empyreon tickets is always the same (minus the updates with added cards that stay in).

The only difference with empyreon events is that during heart's compass, you can choose 3 cards for the 5 stars, like with multibanners.

So it's only worth waiting for the event if your preferred 3 cards are already decided on. (and maybe waiting for the next promise event, to collect for pulling 50 times).

Is this right? And do you have any predictions for the next event, since apparently I was wrong thinking it would run in April (only started playing in October but we've had 2 since then)?