u/teodoraxoo

cisto me zanima da saznam malo vise o ovom brendu, pa ako neko mozda moze da da svoje misljenje itd., bila bih vam zahvalna

so, I'm NOT looking to buy a car, but I'm in driving school and am driving a SEAT car while in it, and I'm curious about the car brand & on learning more about these cars.

I can see how the car I'm driving is, i don't know the exact model, but yeah, I'm content with it.

so I was wondering what you all think about these cars and if you've got anything to tell me about them cause I'm curious! if you could provide me with some details and your opinions etc., id really appreciate that

so for one, I (22f) have never found myself beautiful, completely opposite.

i don't think I'm good looking.

I have had low self esteem for ages and I don't believe anyone finds me pretty, it's hard for me to believe anyone could find me average, either.

on Instagram, I post stories of myself let's say once a month, sometimes once in a couple of months. not that often. I have no pictures on my feed, I only have story highlights with those pictures of myself, so, there are pics of me on my profile, its just that they're on the highlight.

I do not edit any of those pictures, i do not even wear make up on them, but i still feel like I'm "catfishing" people that don't know me in real life by posting those pictures, because they are not how I truly look like. absolutely not.

in those pictures, one could argue that im decent.

they're mostly mirror pics of myself, sometimes a selfie, and its mostly the layout format where you can post four pictures of yourself in one story, so its not like its a huge picture of me all over the screen, but rather 4 tiny ones.

I also don't put filters on them, but there's legitimately no need because the pictures themselves don't show what I truly look like, they're taken by ME in poses that I had taken them with, they're in the lightning that doesn't allow you to see my flaws....its not who I truly am, they turn out okay, but I, I do not look that way.

I am much, much uglier the way I am. the way I am in real life. these are all just mirror pics, mostly those, that don't showcase anything.

they don't show my texture, my many flaws, etc.

and although I don't necessarily edit them, or filter them, as I said, there's no need for that when they don't even showcase my flaws.

I have people that I know online that I had never met in real life, but would LOVE to meet them.

regarding my looks, they only know my looks from those pictures that they had seen me post, and that's it. they don't know my "true form" and I feel like I'm just so fake cause they're just pics that don't show how ugly i look, and how ugly they might think I really am if they see me in real life.

there's a friend of mine that I only know through texts, on Instagram, we're legitimately in the same city and could have many opportunities to meet in real life but I'm avoiding that because of the way I look, and because I feel like anyone who meets me irl for the first time, after only seeing those pictures, will just think to themselves about how ugly I actually am irl and how it was all very, very fake.

for guys who might text me because of those pics, I feel fake as well.

that's why I dread anyone texting me and wanting to go out, cause I dread the moment they see me irl and the realization and reaction. it's just crazy.

what's the best option for me? is it to just delete every single highlight that I have and not have anything on my page for anyone to ever see, in case to avoid these thoughts? but again, its weird NOT to show yourself to anyone if you're talking to them, so.

genuinely confused on what to do, how to deal with this

we all know Jaafar did an incredible job at portraying Michael, and the resemblance was incredible throughtout the movie, but what's that one scene where you thought to yourself "this is Michael coming out of him"?

first of all, I want to say that I do not compare my struggles to those of my friends.

I would like to put them first, no matter the scale of their problems.

I haven't been doing so well myself and the reason im mentioning this is because I fear that that might affect the way I deal with my friends' issues and the way I help them- I fear that it might make me less useful. less sharp in the way I help them throughout their struggles.

I want my focus to be on them, and I want to help them through tough times, especially this one friend who's lost her loved one today, and one in December. her grandparents. my soul is aching for her.

i want to do it without my own struggles getting in the way. so how do I do that?

I am not comparing any struggles, I want to be there for everyone who needs my help and am just seeking advice on how to be as mentally capable as possible in order to handle other people's struggles with life when I myself am trying to find the energy for my own life?

again, i am in no way trying to compare the struggles

so, because of external factors, I can't sleep when I want to. I never sleep early, I always sleep after hours, but in the past few weeks, its a bit worse than that- it gets to 3-4am, and i get up just as I always do, I don't sleep in, nor can I. so its less than the recommended dose, and less than I need, I guess.

I'm not one to ever take naps, I never do that, so that's not an option.

I'm not exactly exhausted because of lack of good, healthy amount of sleep, its not like I only sleep 2-3 hours, but yeah. I get tired sometimes and im afraid it might affect my performance in certain things, now that im supposed to prepare for exams in uni and am working on getting my driver's license, and stuff like that. I don't feel that my focus is any less, I think, but I wonder how to handle the whole not being able to sleep when you WANT to thing, cause its frustrating.

as I said, because of certain external factors around me I can't sleep when I want to, so I have to just wait out until I can. at those times, I stare at a screen with no one to talk to cause people are sleeping, and I usually don't wanna bother anyone, frustrated about all of this many other life things, as well.

sometimes I get really tired around 9pm after a day of lots of physical activity + the not so recommended dose of sleeping, and I have to wait for hours and hours, fighting the exhaustion off, until I am finally able to go to sleep.

its so frustrating and I don't know if its gonna affect me and my performance? im also severely anemic so this doesn't help my lack of energy & everything else.

any advice on at least how to make up for it in daily life since I can't really make it up with sleep cause oh well, I cant

so, in the past couple of weeks, pigeons have not stopped coming to my balcony, they just wouldn't leave at all. no matter how many times we try to keep them away, they keep coming back.

now, I just saw that one of them has laid an egg on our balcony & started making a nest for it.

the mother pigeon (i suppose its the mother) will now be there at ALL times.

I don't want to move the egg or relocate it cause i feel really bad, I don't want the parents to abandon the baby, which is what usually happens when you move the egg, and of course I don't want to throw it away cause its a little baby pigeon egg and I'd feel bad for it and the parent pigeons, don't wanna hurt them, but im afraid my father might just do that.

I am also VERY VERY scared of the pigeon-carried diseases and I don't know what to do. please help, any help would be greatly appreciated

my looks make me feel so bad, it's honestly quite insane, I don't quite know what to do and how to go through life day by day without constantly being ashamed of the way I look, how do I just....enjoy life WHILE being and looking the way that I am?