u/theguyinthegrayhoody

My step mom actually is sadistic and genuinely might get off on hurting me. She had my dad remove my door for slamming it one time and now my crazy step sis can come in whenever she wants so i don’t get any sleep and because of that im getting in trouble at school for falling asleep in class. So what’s my punishment for that? She wants to rehome my cat, the only thing in this world keeping me here, for falling asleep in class. I’m actually so upset. I’ll live in a tent with my cat before i let that bitch take her.

I put a TW just in case.

But i feel like i might be having my first ever normal/healthy relationship, it’s just so different from all the ones in past and im scared to mess it up. I’m just so anxious about messing it up but he’s so nice to me. I’ve never had an official boyfriend before and it’s just so new. We arnt dating dating yet but it looks like it could turn into that.

It all just makes me realize how bad some of my past relationships were and that i was taken advantage of by bad people. I always kinda knew that but just never really thought about it.

So I’m not sure if this is the right sub but it’s worth a shot, can lack of sleep make you sick? Like throwing up sick? Sorry if that is tmi but yeah. Also is shortness of breath a thing? I googled it but i feel like everything AI not and id just love a real person to say if they’ve experienced it lt not.

My stepmom is such a horrible person, and I’m so mad at my dad for marrying this women and forcing me into this life. My stepsister is a complete weirdo and too. My step mom found out im gay and has made it her personal mission to be the most homophobic weirdo ever and said probably the most hurtful thing I’ve ever been personally told in my life.

So my stepsister brother ( my moms husbands kid) touched me and that’s why i have to live with my dad a d his demon wife. And i told my dad about it and i didn’t know he told her cuz i asked him not to but…

So she is now trying to imply that i couldn’t have been touched without my permission because im gay and hes a man and i was probably asking for it…yeah wtf. I doubt she’d feel the same if her daughter was touched.

Also fun fact I’m currently 15 and my stepbrother is like 27. But ooo it’s all my fault i guess.

I know blended families work for some people but i feel like you shouldn’t be able to just remarry and start over and forget about the kid you already have. It’s way too common.

So I’ve been having a really rough week with my family, but i thought this was kinda funny in a kind of messed up way. So my parents are divorced and i live with my dad and step mom and sis and that’s a whole other story. Im not sure if the custody stuff was ever legal or if my mom and dad just kinda agreed id live with him,idk. But i have not seen or heard from my mom in over six months maybe more, haven’t live with her in over a year. We have no relationship in my opinion.

And today i get a text from her saying ( i edited out stuff that would be too identifying)

“hey (my name) i just want to be open and honest with you, im not trying to hurt your feelings or attack you but i was really hurt you didn’t contact me for Mother’s Day, i wasn’t going to say anything because i didn’t want to cause issues but it’s been really bothering me and ( step dads name) and i both agreed i should say something. I love you so so much and i know things are really complicated right now but im always going to be your mother and nothing will ever change that. Mimi( grandma) isn’t doing well so id like you to write her a poem and have it ready but sunday, we are all going to get together for brunch. This might be our last one with her so please let’s make it civil. (Step brother) will be there and I would just love it if the two of you wouldn’t make this uncomfortable for Mimi. (Half siblings names) miss you and I know things are hard right now and that you are struggling but I love you so much baby and i promise things are going to get better. Just give me some time okay? Love you so much
-mama ❤️”

Now that might sound sweet but here is the backstory. She gave me up for her new family. I have to live with my dad and his new family because she had a baby and had a toddler and her stepson is autistic and requires a lot of care and they just couldn’t handle me being there. Was i a bad kid? Nope, my stepson brother was being creepy to me and they chose him over me. So i have to live with my awful dad and his awful family because i don’t want to share a room with a creepy grown man, buttttt shes hurt i didn’t contact her for Mother’s Day. Again we have had zero contact for at least six months, not a text or email or anything.

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My stepbrother who touched me tried to get in contact with me today, he’s not supposed to talk to me. It just brought back so many bad memories and makes me feel so sick. I feel like i can physically feel him touching me, like a ghost. Why can’t he just leave me tf alone? It bothers me so much that he’s just living his life carefree and I’m miserable. Theres no justice, that’s a bs fairytale they tell you about. Good things happen to bad people all the time and i feel like they just get away with it.

Hi this might be a dumb question but I’ve never been on a plane before but I’m 15 and do i need my parents permission to travel? Like if I get a ticket myself do they care? I have an ID and I’m not trying to leave the country.

New to this sub but I’m kinda desperate, if anyone has any tips on how to get to sleep I’d love them. Anything besides drugs i have to get from a doctor because my dad wouldn’t let me, but over the counter or natural stuff would be so helpful.

Ok idk how to phrase this but to the guys who kinda struggled with their sexuality what was the point for you when you said, ok yeah im gay. And what age? Im gay and semi out but i think my family thinks it’s a phase…but yeahhh no.

My stepsister is really weird and creepy and we e been having a lot of issues, she pounds on my door and screams and stuff when she wants to hang out and I’d get in so much trouble if i didnt open the door. Anyways i got in trouble for slamming my door after getting mad and my dad took my door off and now she just comes in and won’t leave me alone. I can’t go to my moms cuz she doesn’t want me and i don’t have family i can stay with. Is there a way for me to legally get out, can I like sign myself up for foster care? I’m 15 and location: Massachusetts USA.

My stepsister is really weird and creepy and we e been having a lot of issues, she pounds on my door and screams and stuff when she wants to hang out and I’d get in so much trouble if i didnt open the door. Anyways i got in trouble for slamming my door after getting mad and my dad took my door off and now she just comes in and won’t leave me alone. I can’t go to my moms cuz she doesn’t want me and i don’t have family i can stay with. Is there a way for me to legally get out, can I like sign myself up for foster care? I’m 15 and i like in Massachusetts USA.