I have no structure in my workout, i dont knkw how to go bout it. I am just going and using machine whichever is available. Also I have no idea bout what diet to maintain. I am 20, 5.9-10 height and bout 50kg.
I love this women so much, so so much i can't explain it but still i dont want a relationship with her. And it's driving me nuts.
I just don't understand what I want, what i need. I know i love her to death but what does it mean? What do i want to do with this love?
I have no clue even if i do, those wont be received by them as the same because they aren't aro.
Fuck my life. It would have been so easy if i were not aro, i would wanted a relationship with her and all that comes along with it maybe i would have been rejected but atleast i would have had some clarity but right now I got zero fucking clue.
Been struggling with depression and passive suicidal ideation for many years now. I just can't live this like, i feel like killing myself every fucking day. It's inhumane, opening up bout it doesn't work. I don't know what to do, i am lost completely.
Need to connect
Because of the inherent difference btw the level of platonic intimacy you are capable of compared to the other person, or to not give wrong impression or any other reason?
I have a friend, we are getting along quite well. They went through a break up recently and kind of recovering from it. Now we talk completely platonically bout mnay things for hours and I am kind of having a hard time to decide whats the line here, where do I stop being too much yk like Iast night they were unresponsive and it gives me reason to think they might be having some thoughts they not sharing and I wanna ask but am I supposed to? I feel like I am doing too much as a friend ofc not from my eyes but from their as they aren't aromatic .
Students with no philosophy background (not major in philo) can appear ryt? And they are eligible in collages like Jnu, du etc?
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I am not against spreading of awareness of incidents which needs to be addressed. But I am against making them form of consumption rather than information. In most cases spreading awareness isnt the main focus, it's getting money out of it. And people watching them aren't watching out of empathy but to have false sense of justice or just straight pleasure.
I feel like this is an anomaly in this genre, i found many things in this show which is done very differently than others I have seen.
It doesn't treat romantic moments dramatically, which i found to be good because those scenes with dramatic effects every time something significant happens between two characters becomes tiring and clique.
It's character relationships beyond romantic aspects is exceptional good, especially having two very incredible platonic friends of opposite sex which i don't encounter easily. I like how effectively they showed the different friends each person has in the main group, I find it amusing they exist outside of this main bubble.
At this point i dont even give shit if it fully embraces it's romantic elements, i would be happy to enjoy this series as a sol where they get through their high school lives. And i won't even necessary label it as a romantic anime or romcom, atleast not right now.
Although I have some concern over which direction the last episode took the show (ep10), i feel like they made a jump. They should have given more time in individually developing the main cast then clustering them together. Ohh well I will see it in the next ep what happens.
I like music, i listen to a lot of music actually and always open for a new song or an album. I am fond of storytelling in films, books, anime, manga etc. I am reading several books atm, have this bad habit of staring books and not finishing them.
I also like philosophy, delving into meta ethics as of late thinking of reading some intro texts, would love to convers if anyone wants too.
I also play chess, not that great bout 900elo.
I would also love to just talk about daily stuff, discuss anything mundene which happened to you or anything interesting. I just want to hear someone's thoughts.
If anything here sounds interesting hmu, not with a hi, pls give it more substance.
The book I purchased on genetics dont have it, I am having a hard time finding stuff about them online.