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i want to cry. it’s not like i even have a crush or anything. maybe i do. i just want to talk with you. i don’t even want to say i like you because now i realize it’s empty. you won’t miss me when i’m gone. and that’s fine. why should you? you definitely had more fun with him. i’m boring. i’m gay. you don’t get me. i don’t get you. i don’t think i even want to. boys are weird. i’m glad to be me. i know this won’t matter later. i know we prob won’t even text. i’m gonna cry. i’m going to miss you.

i want to cry. it’s not like i even have a crush or anything. maybe i do. i just want to talk with you. i don’t even want to say i like you because now i realize it’s empty. you won’t miss me when i’m gone. and that’s fine. why should you? you definitely had more fun with him. i’m boring. i’m gay. you don’t get me. i don’t get you. i don’t think i even want to. boys are weird. i’m glad to be me. i know this won’t matter later. i know we prob won’t even text. i’m gonna cry. i’m going to miss you.

i want to cry. it’s not like i even have a crush or anything. maybe i do. i just want to talk with you. i don’t even want to say i like you because now i realize it’s empty. you won’t miss me when i’m gone. and that’s fine. why should you? you definitely had more fun with him. i’m boring. i’m gay. you don’t get me. i don’t get you. i don’t think i even want to. boys are weird. i’m glad to be me. i know this won’t matter later. i know we prob won’t even text. i’m gonna cry. i’m going to miss you.

is it an abbreviation or does it mean something else that I am unaware of?

I clawed my walls last night;
I couldn’t sleep

And now, in the scratches,
I still see you

I clawed my walls last night;
I couldn’t sleep

And now, in the scratches,
I still see you

I clawed my walls last night;
I couldn’t sleep

And now, in the scratches,
I still see you

I clawed my walls last night;
I couldn’t sleep

And now, in the scratches,
I still see you

I clawed my walls last night;
I couldn’t sleep

And now, in the scratches,
I still see you

I clawed my walls last night;
I couldn’t sleep

And now, in the scratches,
I still see you

there is a video of hayden on a treadmill that has been trending on tiktok and I’m just wondering the context honestly

longing for the freedom that can only come with summer
it’s not the winter of my life
no, not until I find another
on and off again, every weekend
and I hate it
always waiting

you should sleepover
there’s a bed in the basement
but mine
might be better if you want
but
only better
if you want

the night’s getting colder
maybe- actually you should head home
but only if you want
you could still sleepover

I’d grab the sheets from the back room
fuck, I’d even make your bed
just for you
to get in a second later

but I’m not gonna tell you that
so I lead you to the door instead
just for you
to walk out a second later

of course this is all in my head
I didn’t even ask you to sleepover yet
“hey, you should sleepover” I said
“yes”

“there’s a bed in the basement”
“but what about yours? isn’t it big enough?”
enough
enough
enough
enough
enough

my heart rushing up the stairs
my smile
I’m actually scared
of myself
I’m not prepared

“can I use your toothbrush?”
you dared to ask
I couldn’t help but blush
I’m scared
I’m actually scared

you should sleepover
there’s a bed in the basement
but mine
might be better if you want
but
only better
if you want

the night’s getting colder
maybe- actually you should head home
but only if you want
you could still sleepover

I’d grab the sheets from the back room
fuck, I’d even make your bed
just for you
to get in a second later

but I’m not gonna tell you that
so I lead you to the door instead
just for you
to walk out a second later

of course this is all in my head
I didn’t even ask you to sleepover yet
“hey, you should sleepover” I said
“yes”

“there’s a bed in the basement”
“but what about yours? isn’t it big enough?”
enough
enough
enough
enough
enough

my heart rushing up the stairs
my smile
I’m actually scared
of myself
I’m not prepared

“can I use your toothbrush?”
you dared to ask
I couldn’t help but blush
I’m scared
I’m actually scared

you should sleepover
there’s a bed in the basement
but mine
might be better if you want
but
only better
if you want

the night’s getting colder
maybe- actually you should head home
but only if you want
you could still sleepover

I’d grab the sheets from the back room
fuck, I’d even make your bed
just for you
to get in a second later

but I’m not gonna tell you that
so I lead you to the door instead
just for you
to walk out a second later

of course this is all in my head
I didn’t even ask you to sleepover yet
“hey, you should sleepover” I said
“yes”

“there’s a bed in the basement”
“but what about yours? isn’t it big enough?”
enough
enough
enough
enough
enough

my heart rushing up the stairs
my smile
I’m actually scared
of myself
I’m not prepared

“can I use your toothbrush?”
you dared to ask
I couldn’t help but blush
I’m scared
I’m actually scared

you should sleepover
there’s a bed in the basement
but mine
might be better if you want
but
only better
if you want

the night’s getting colder
maybe- actually you should head home
but only if you want
you could still sleepover

I’d grab the sheets from the back room
fuck, I’d even make your bed
just for you
to get in a second later

but I’m not gonna tell you that
so I lead you to the door instead
just for you
to walk out a second later

of course this is all in my head
I didn’t even ask you to sleepover yet
“hey, you should sleepover” I said
“yes”

“there’s a bed in the basement”
“but what about yours? isn’t it big enough?”
enough
enough
enough
enough
enough

my heart rushing up the stairs
my smile
I’m actually scared
of myself
I’m not prepared

“can I use your toothbrush?”
you dared to ask
I couldn’t help but blush
I’m scared
I’m actually scared

you should sleepover
there’s a bed in the basement
but mine
might be better if you want
but
only better
if you want

the night’s getting colder
maybe- actually you should head home
but only if you want
you could still sleepover

I’d grab the sheets from the back room
fuck, I’d even make your bed
just for you
to get in a second later

but I’m not gonna tell you that
so I lead you to the door instead
just for you
to walk out a second later

of course this is all in my head
I didn’t even ask you to sleepover yet
“hey, you should sleepover” I said
“yes”

“there’s a bed in the basement”
“but what about yours? isn’t it big enough?”
enough
enough
enough
enough
enough

my heart rushing up the stairs
my smile
I’m actually scared
of myself
I’m not prepared

“can I use your toothbrush?”
you dared to ask
I couldn’t help but blush
I’m scared
I’m actually scared