u/wavystrawberrypunch

Titties are beautiful.

Early 20s woman here and I’ve finally accepted I’m bisexual.

I’ve been attracted to women all my life and had my first boyfriend in my teens. I think because I’ve never gotten much attention from women in that way (other than girls commenting on your post with heart eyes and stuff but you know that’s regular girl stuff) that I think I’ve just settled with men.

But I alwaysss think about women. Even when I’m in a relationship with a man. And at this point, I only have sexual experiences with men (only two bit still) and I don’t know how to go about it with a girl.

The thing is not to pat my own back, but I’m attractive. But I think woman are scared to of course, approach women (I AM TOO) so I get why I’ve never gotten much of attention from them besides the “you’re so beautiful” “wow you’re gorgeous” “you’re so pretty” comments.

Also I am VERY awkward like socially awkward. Like could barely hold a conversation awkward lol!!

I thought about just going on a dating app and hopefully find someone who’s doesn’t have experience with a girl as well but wants to try it like I do. But I don’t want my pictures on a dating app.

I thought about just searching for a one night stand but again I’m awkward and don’t know how to go about it or where to search. I also don’t want to make any women uncomfortable and have them feel like I’m just sexualizing them. I wish I could come across someone who was just as curious as me to explore another woman sexually for the first time. I want to connect. I would make her laugh. We would enjoy eachothers time, gain consent, communicate our likes and dislikes allll before we even get started. I just don’t know how to go about it. Ugh. :(

This is a really dumb question and NO I’m not a hidden man lol. I just wonder why I feel so bad after master baiting. Like I know it’s normal for us women to do it as well but maybe I secretly do feel like it’s still taboo for us which is why I can’t fully enjoy the experience after.

I just had the best multiple orgasms that I’ve had in a while with my (off brand) rose toy. And after, you would think I would be relaxed and happy but I just feel bad. Guilty even.

Sometimes I even cry after because I just feel so bad. And I know I shouldn’t. Cuz I’m not breaking a law, I’m not doing anything crazy I’m simply enjoying my personal time and I shouldn’t feel guilty for that but I do.

Does anyone else feel like that or is it just me? If so how did you overcome it or relax yourself enough to feel like it’s okay?

I don’t want to speak for everyone but I know I have done this before, stopping to letting others on the side go. Or won’t speed up to let the car merging on the highway get in front of me even tho we’re almost parallel to each other.

But as I’ve gotten older and more experienced with driving, I realize being that being a “nice” person on the road will literally CAUSE YOU A WRECK! There’s rules of the road for a reason and more and more I see it all the time people wanting to be that nice driver to get a “✋” from the other driver.

While you’re sitting here trying to play Hero of The Road, there’s another driver behind you who wasn’t prepared for you to make that sudden stop for someone else or any other unexpected movement.

Now this is NOT to say don’t be safe on the road because of course be EXTRA safe and if you’re a new driver, pay close attention to everyone around you and move accordingly and if you do move at your own pace (which is fine too), do it SAFELY.

Safe driving folks.

I’m extremely socially anxious and awkward as hell and it makes it hard for me to connect with people. I was wondering are there like groups or events for people who are just as awkward? Maybe there’s games there or just a get-together who knows!

Also the app meet-up does me no justice so that is a no go :(

So the first step is… idk

I’m hoping someone can help me. I just glitched and was sooo stupid at the register trying to order food and got irritated with myself cuz why am I sooo stupid

You know the game in ads where the lady and her young daughter (and sometimes an additional new born baby) are freezing in an abandoned house and to help you can either warm them up a fire place or like put a piece of wood on a window or something?

Yeah, I don’t know. Call me soft but I always feel like these are lowkey traumatizing to viewers. Or the one where the dude is cheating on her with another hot woman because she’s smelly or something. Or the dude hits her and throws her and her baby out of the house. I don’t know but I just don’t like it.

Games are supposed to be fun, not reminding us of possible realistic issues that many people would go through. Specifically women that it’s targeted to.

This stutter really makes life difficult and sometimes I’m positive about it and other days it really gets to me. I started a new job and I was working by myself today and I was just literally stupid.

Couldn’t speak well on the phone, not knowing where certain things were or how to do SIMPLE things, and it heightened my anxiety which heightened my stutter. All the former workers there were looking at me like I was incompetent it’s sooo embarrassing.

I’m not gonna describe myself physically, but let’s just say I work around people who would just assume I’m stupid and I’m not doing much to prove them wrong. I just can’t stand this type of life like why couldn’t my brain just function like a normal human and NOT have a damn stutter or being nervous and anxious about things. I have to go back tomorrow and I almost don’t want to that’s how bad I’m embarrassed. Idk guys. Then it doesn’t help that I have no one to come home to and cry on lol life is lonely and hard being a lonely wreck with a stutter.

EDIT: It’s the next day and I just returned from work and I had a GREAT day😭 had a lil hiccups here and there but I got thru them. Thank you guys for your sweet comments I’m virtually hugging you all and am manifesting a billion dollars for all of you🙏🙏

I am extremely corny lol I LOVE pickup lines they’re so clever 😭 (even tho I’m shy so I don’t use them on people) my favorite one that I would hope to use on someone is “No pen or paper yet you still draw my attention”