u/why_do_i_have_dog

just trying to fill out my pokédex. by trade i mean trade and then trade back. I have Nintendo Online.

I encountered 2 Dragonairs and like 4 Dratinis and can’t catch one. I want one really badly just because but I can’t seem to catch them and it’s driving me crazy

I have three good friends at home. At school, I have one friend I don’t see too often, but that’s partially my fault. Otherwise I just go back to my dorm, go on my phone, and do some work. I’ve always been bad at making friends. I may be autistic, who knows. When I was in eighth grade my friend situation was so bad, I quite literally had no friends to the point where nobody outside of my family checked on me when COVID started.

I just don’t really know how to make friends. My friend at school had other friends and I fucked up at a party by getting a little too drunk and a little too physically close to someone I thought was cool and wanted to be friends with, but she thought I was hitting on her. A lot of people got a bad first impression of me.

I’m almost 20, and I’ve never had a boyfriend, have only had one kiss when I was drunk at a mixer with a sorority I wanted to join and embarrassed myself.

Ironically while I have fucked up a few times when I’m drunk I’m a lot more social. Otherwise I generally just wallflower or just don’t go out.

I just never feel like anyone likes me or is interested in being my friend when I interact with them.