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not sure where else to vent about this, people are probably gonna look at this post and call me dumb or silly but i need to express my feelings, sorry if i get things wrong...

i learned i have hyperthyroidism a couple weeks ago, i was given medicine to slow down my heart rate because it was constantly way too high compared to normal people and it has helped some (it's temporary until they decide if i need medicine or surgery.)

this has all given me a lot of anxiety since i'm young, apparently the thyroid controls a lot of things. because of this i have been experiencing bad stomach pain and especially nausea. for some reason, soda (specifically cold pepsi in a can) is the only thing that settles my stomach and makes me not feel nauseous anymore and i have no idea why. on one hand i'm happy there's something to help me but i also know it's not good for me. it raises my heart rate because of the caffeine, and i've gone through boxes of pepsi in 2 to 3 days. i really don't know what to do and all of this makes me anxious, it's like no matter what medicine i take the nausea won't stop and only pepsi has helped. has anyone else experienced similar?

WTF??? Is this real?

It is real. I can't believe it. Rest in Peace. I thought it was a joke.

So yes this is a weird question, but I got into a little debate with someone because they called Kenny abusive. I asked how is he abusive and they said that if you don't coddle Kenny in the scene where Sarita dies, he slaps Clem and threatens her. I have looked everywhere for this scene and cannot find it at all, the only things I have gotten are Kenny when he accidentally elbows Clem after beating up Arvo, or him just being angry in general.

I highly doubt this scene even exists because I have never sees anyone get it since season 2 was released, and I being trolled? lmao. (I know Kenny has yelled at Clem and gotten mad at her but I don't think he's ever intentionally laid a hand on her before.)

this isn't like the other posts here so this may not be allowed, but i'm looking for a video i found on instagram a few weeks ago and now i can't find it anywhere.

i think it had a dark background and had a white skinned woman in the center facing forward with i think freckles? (now that i think about it, it could have been a boy but they had a somewhat feminine face from what i remember) but i could be wrong. there was no audio in the video i saw but her eyes were watering and then after a few seconds she opens her mouth wide and screams i assume.

i want to find the original video and also where it came from but everything i search up shows unrelated memes or just completely different videos. i also saw it on tiktok but as a sticker/gif, and looking it up there has shown nothing similar.

i remember the quality on the video being pretty bad also, but i don't know if that's because it's old or the video itself is just low quality.

anytime that i add a new shirt or accessory to an outfit, the hair disappears in the game. re-selecting, rejoining the game, respawning, none of that has worked and i'm not sure how to solve this.

edit: ALSO i should have added that this has only been happening very recently to me and my friend, we never had this issue before maybe a couple weeks ago.

this is sort of a rant that's all over the place, but advice would be heavily appreciated. i'm 20f, this may be a weird thing to be anxious about but i need to get this off of my chest. i have a little brother who is 7, and as a woman myself i do not want him to grow up around toxic people and media and see women in a negative light, but i'm worried he might.

our mother is strict as most moms, she's always telling him what to do and having him do his homework and all that other stuff, her husband on the other hand is a lazy piece of shit. he constantly says cuss words and slurs around my brother, it's like he doesn't realize he's a child, but my brother loves him, so i don't want him to grow up thinking that the women around him are always super strict and "bitchy" and that the men are cool and don't tell him what to do, if that makes sense?

my brother has anger issues, i know he does and as his older sibling i'm not sure what to do about it because my family clearly doesn't care and doesn't know how to handle it. he's also obsessed with his tablet (i wish he never got one) and watches weird youtube videos and plays gruesome games but when i bring it up i get yelled at, and he doesn't listen to me at all. i'm really lost and i don't know what to do anymore, i love him so much but i'm worried, i want him to be raised correctly but i don't know what i can do, i want him to be happy and healthy and not grow up like i did. i'm sorry if this post makes no sense.