u/xxxobird

Hey, idk if it’s allowed here but I just wanted to vent a bit. I'm starting to get so much envy rn. Especially when it comes to the body mods community! I work in childcare work, more because I got stuck in this direction. And with how difficult it is in the job market rn, it feels like l'm going to continue to be stuck and never get any of the mods I want.
I'd be so heavily pierced and tattooed, with this beautiful idea of getting my scleras done.
There's this idea of being so myself when I envision myself with all this work done. To be dramatic.

It feels like idk?? Crushing soul wise l'm not going to be able to do that.

It's a small little vent but does anyone else who lurk here feel the same way?? xx