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Just came in. Glued to me now.

Do you see the phi spiral? As a synesthete these patterns bring me ease of mind.

This little piece of old flower has been rising but it doesn't look lively, after a watering it's just been moving up, it's definitely growing all together because there's new roots.

Circular black spot, looks like a lava rock was sort of lodged there, after watering it raised a little above above soil line but it's not squishy and the spot is completely dry. What could it be? It's 10 org 80 inorg soil mix, and I didn't water it too early on...

Immediately digesting the plant I was blasted into a visual and bodily space that feels like the come down of lysergic acid diethylamide, immediate but not instant euphoria- this is merely (and obviously lol) a microdose, some would say nano dose, but this little bugger is strong. My balance feels wrong but I'm balanced, light on my feet and I feel taller, im not familiar with heavy doses or even moderate doses of this phenylethylamine, my mental space feels only witty but no visuals just yet I will edit body to add when more time passes.

Note: I added lime juice to this as well and chewed some raw material with pickle juice. Very bitter but worth the toil.

Edit: I am back from doing dishes, im tripping pretty nicely, no strong visuals, bouncing and dancing fractals with eyes closed, intense and heavy bodily high the most amazing feeling I've had on any substance besides LSD, anxiolytic effects almost like prescription anxiety meds... Everything feels comfortable, time is slower it felt like an hour but only 30 minutes have passed, intense euphoria very intense and I was pretty low today overall in the feelings dept. I will come back with a 1 hour update stay tuned... . 1 hour update: So everything is heavier, my mental space has changed, im now reflecting on my mistakes in the immediate past and seeing how everything I've done and experienced has culminated to now, im feeling deeply appreciative but I also want more personal change, and to change my material conditions and become a better person... Lots of thinking happening and I need to reconcile whatever I can immediately, im seeing visuals that match my mood and I'm experiencing anxiety about the immediate future, I know now that I must double down on my philosophical path, I need to stay away from meaningless entertainment, junk and coping mechanisms that just make me feel empty and depressed. I need to face stress, I need to be stressed with work not jobs but the kind of work that makes you smarter and sharper, the kind that changes you and those you impress upon, and I need to make sure I'm constantly putting reason and logic above everything, I will meet Dionysus in the daytime for the final time, he will have his appropriate place in my life, and I can't give up on myself and those i share my love with... Im gonna finish this post off with a quote. . "All is number." - Pythagoras.

What do I do about this black spot that just appeared over night 😭

I couldn't find any decent priced slim but deep pots, these pots are labeled for orchids on etsy got two for 11 something total minus shipping; after I water this guy imma get some akadama for top dressing im a little scared of these lava rocks to be so for real.

LW with pup, super blue in person, just got seeds from it too.

Can we pot below soil line? Can we cut the pup without sulphur?

There's only three because I found these in the remains of flesh not picked out by previous owner.

TBM go to the shelf at night, and the Devil's Root stays on all day. Gonna expand but trying to keep it all mobile.

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Just came in today, just potted.

Just got her today 🖤 :P