Left SCJ few minutes ago after 4 years
Hi,
I have been in SCJ since 2022, I joined regular center, coming from a different religion background (got to know about Christianity from my father as he converted) I didn't have much idea of Bible. So for me the Bible study was best way to keep up with my Life of faith and make some believer friends, or that's what I thought. I was in college back then, I was so dedicated I literally skipped one semester for this, neither did I go home, I stayed in my Dorm entire day, working for God(at least that's what I thought back then). Those days were normal, I didn't find any inconsistencies in the doctrine and the reason is the way SCJ operates in Korea is very different in overseas. In fact that's the whole point, the believers overseas have no idea what's happening in Korea, or what is the current status, none of the Korean workers would say anything about what's going on, the accusations, legal battles etc. We were just told there is heavy persecution in Korea and we must pray.
If I share my SCJ bg, over the 4years, I worked as cell leader, regional leader, center leaf, gave BB feedback to bb teachers, team leader and at the end I was assigned in evangelism dept. I was in one Tribe, but recently LMH gave orders to divide all regions among the 12 tribes, so even if I go to anywhere in the world, if that state or country falls under the jurisdiction of Let's say Peter Tribe, I have to shift to Peter tribe, for my own good.
Recently when the tribe change happened, I noticed lot of inconsistencies with time, but I didn't think much of it, again cuz I have a full time job, after coming from work, you won't think much of anything, rather just continue the usual habit of doing all things, join meetings, educations, plan for activities, so you literally don't have time to breathe or think through anything, too exhausted.
Recently with LMH's arrest, I was shocked with the allegations, forcing people to join Political parties, I thought this is kind of unusual accusation, to which we were told, its fabricated and govt is making this up to destroy SCJ, I simply believed. The thing that struck me was in the meeting one day, we were told LMH gave the word before getting arrested, "Let's prepare well for the end". So even I genuinely thought, its the time of end, considering he is being detained for no good reason. And In his absence now, Matthew 24 and 25 are heavily used in sermons, meetings to show us what we must do now to prepare ourselves.
In one meeting, Matthew 24:45-51, was specially used
^("45) “Who then is the faithful and wise servant, whom the master has put in charge of the servants in his household to give them their food at the proper time? ^(46) It will be good for that servant whose master finds him doing so when he returns. ^(47) Truly I tell you, he will put him in charge of all his possessions. ^(48) But suppose that servant is wicked and says to himself, ‘My master is staying away a long time,’ ^(49) and he then begins to beat his fellow servants and to eat and drink with drunkards. ^(50) The master of that servant will come on a day when he does not expect him and at an hour he is not aware of. ^(51) He will cut him to pieces and assign him a place with the hypocrites, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth."
and we were told that even if LMH is detained, he is getting all the reports of SCJ and HWPL and he is reviewing all the workers, whether they are evangelizing or not, so we must work hard to evangelize. and then twisted it saying according to the Bible verse, while the master i.e., LMH is away we must work until he returns as when he returns he will check who did the work and who did not.
I was in utter shock, because in center, we were taught this is talking about Jesus, who is the master and wise and faithful servant is LMH, but now when LMH is detained, they are saying he is the master, so you just replaced Jesus because you were detained.
This was like Strike 1 to me.
Then I contacted my previous tribe friends, they were genuine good ones, I asked them about how they took the new of his detention, they said, they were not told from church side. And I was shocked, how come this is not told to you, its like biggest news of anyone in SCJ, your pastor is detained on false charges and you do not know? They were not told until 2 weeks, no one knows the reason. This was strike 2.
Then slowly in the service and meetings, we were told, how LMH asked just like how Judas Iscariot betrayed Jesus, would we be able to take the level of betrayal ? So then we were told some, head instructor in Korea, is the one who started all this political accusation and he betrayed him. So I was very frustrated as there is no clear conversation to what exactly happened, with time, they just give us bits and fragments of what's happened in Korea, there is no clear answer. This was strike 3.
After which I felt something is wrong, and I started googling things up which we were not allowed to, but I did, to know what's the news saying about detention. You won't believe, I got to know more information about the detention from the news online, than my own SCJ church members. But I kept silent, until recently I have been exhausted and drained out with all works that I have to do in SCJ, to the point, I don't feel like coming out of bed, and this I have felt since June 2025, back then I contacted my team leader, sharing I want to step down, be a normal saint as I am not keeping well, but they did not, reason being, there are no workers to take care of what you are doing, so just hold on sometime until we find replacement, so I was okay. Then instead of making me normal saint, they made me a regional leader, big position, bigger responsibility, I was least interested, I was not asked, I was told to be and added in the groups. Then I thought, may be this is God's way of training me, as in SCJ we are always told, we have to train ourselves to be soldiers in God's kingdom and especially to become 144000 priest who will be responsible to lead nations. I continued doing my work. But physically, mentally I am completely drained, this continued, none listened.
Even after tribe change I thought I can rest, but no, I was assigned responsibilities, and because I was smarter(honestly not bragging, I always remember, we have to be humble in Christ) than others I was assigned more and suddenly I was responsible for everything and everyone. Imagine already being drained out for the same reason, and now more is given to you. There were nights I was extremely exhausted to the point, I didn't want to wakeup the next day.
With the insane amount of demanding sealing test, memorizing the Bible verses and as you go higher in position, you have to be more strict with memorizing and reciting it, that too, if there is exam on Sunday, you should get the verses by at-least by Tuesday right, there were days when we received the announcement on Friday night, how do you expect to memorize 5-6 Revelation verses overnight ? So there is no grace in memorizing, just doing it for the sake of test.
With all these and secrecy of hiding things of Korea, I was done with these people, I just blocked them all, deleted telegram and Whatsapp, deactivated Instagram for now, as I know how we operate, I know how much we try to reach out to the people who try to leave SCJ, get to know the reason, patch up etc. So I didn't feel like explaining anything to them, just blocked them all, deleted accounts.
I am grateful and thankful to the reddit community here, for sharing such in depth analysis and "TRUTH" here, I never knew about the history and beginning of SCJ, we were never told about LMH being part of Olive tree movement, we were never taught proper reality session, though it was planned and promised, last time i got to know about reality was when I was in center, but that was just based on Revelation chapters, so bits and fragments, There has to be more reality right ?
Currently its SCJ year 43, so you basically have a history of 43 years and before that too, none was ever told, I got to know through the reddit community and ex members, esp Mr. Shin's youtube video, as how the doctrine changes every time. yes regarding this, when I joined SCJ in 2022, we were told this is the last year, so we must work hard. again the same story repeated in 2023, we were told this is the last year, and every year on Dec 31st I used to wait to get the final word, but nothing happened and this made me question. If LMH has seen everything, how come he cannot say when the end will come, if we already have 144000 people, who are sealed and stuff, great tribulation happened in 2019 in COVID, so technically the multitude came out that time itself, so when exactly is the end coming then. If we question this, we were told, we are unable to understand God's heart, who has been patiently waiting for 6000 years for completion of this work. We are being impatient by just spending 4years in SCJ, which I thought was true, I am being impatient. But Now I am done with this drama.
I would request all of you, to remember me in prayers as I need it most to heal from 4 years of SCJ, I went so deep into the waters that I am unable to see the Bible through a normal lens, every teaching about the chapters of Revelation comes to my mind, every verse I see, I think it in SCJ way, I think I would need lot of time to recover and wash myself off.
Please keep posting guys, your posts and stories, give lot of encouragement to me.
I am waiting for the bail hearing today of LMH, initially I thought I will wait till the hearing then delete the telegram, but these people started calling me to join meetings and meet people in gathering, so I gave up, just deleted all, I want peace now.