MARPE jitters - install next week
Hey all,
I guess looking for a bit of encouragement. My MARPE install is *finally* next week. I’ve had to do 6+ months of appointments to prepare due to some put off dental work and periodontal issues, as well as insurance calls to get it covered. Been working at this for the better part of a year.
But it‘s all becoming extremely real and I won’t lie, I’m nervous. I feel like I’m crazy for taking on a journey that might ultimately change my face (for the worse). I’ve consulted with an airway ortho and sleep apnea surgeon, and if someone else had my anatomy (32 immw/17 piriform) I would 100% advise them to do this from afar.
But it’s kind of crazy. I’m in my 30’s. I’ve had my face my whole life, and I’m about to go on a two year journey to change it. I’m improved on BiPAP but I’m still quite sleep-sick. I’m actually up early from a massive apnea right now. On the odd days I get a truly good night of sleep I feel SO much better.
Can someone just tell me I’m not crazy for this. It’s so easy to give advice, and I like to think I’ve helped many people on these UARS forums and elsewhere. But it’s a bit intimidating when it’s your own face and life, unfortunately.