u/AdStrong2896

Just wondering bc its a pretty big part of Asiancinema but rarely seen it talked about on here

Absolute masterpieces:

(#1) Vinland Saga

(#2) One Piece

(#3) HxH

(#4) Death Note

(#5) Parasyte

Really cool and entertaining:

(#6) My Heron academia

(#7) Black clover

Could've done without them:

(#8) JJK

(#9) Demon Slayer

(#10) Bleach

(#11) One punch man

Evil foids

Literally idk what this is. A cry for attention one last time.

Im truly not depressed but last months Ive been heavily considering not existing no more and every time i set a time period to make it to, to see if my life has changed or not. Never changes.

I feel I have nothing to live for and no reason to be on this planet. My youth has been stolen, never get invited Anywhere and just overall very lonely. Im not a sad person, just logical about things. My life won't ever change and I think this is officially ut.

My looks level and charisma makes me not be able to live the quality of life I desire so goodbye incase things happen

When I was younger I was always described as a polite person who doesn't disturb but also as one who never really cared for rules.

I don't really know what it is but ever since I was young I've had such a hard time following "man made" rules and laws. If I was courious about something I was gonna do it or find out about it. No matter what it was. Im still like this.

I guess I have to like ultra censor alot of what im writing right now so just know that it's a very light version of reality.

When I was still really young. An age u prob couldn't guess. I started fr breaking rules. I used to get into places and take stuff if you know what I mean. Never re-sold a single thing. It was all basically for a little rush or just courosity. It got so bad that I could be walking home from somewhere and just think "this is taking way to long" and I just got into a place, got a bike and drive it like 200m and just left it. This was a daily thing.

I got more and more courious for how long or deep I could take things. I got into places and just chilled there. Did nothing.

This was mostly when I was very young. As I got older it for into way darker and darker stuff. Stuff I wouldnt speak ab on here and prob couldn't. Never like ogranisted crime or nothing. All on my own for courosity.

Im just scared I will one day take something too far and do something I'll regret for the rest of my life.

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#2 Vietnamese Butcher

#3 Funky Town

#4 No mercy in mexico

#5 Ghost Rider

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Like animes with a darker theme and aesthetic. Im just looking for some recommendations because these are the type of animes im more drawn to. So far Ive seen death note and monster and they really fit that vibe in my opinion.

Feel free to drop some recommendations

I'm writing this to kind of confirm to myself that my feelings are not real. Or to Kinda confess how I've been thinking and feeling I guess.

Recently I've just been searching for something to confirm that my feelings are wrong and that I'm just Imagining it all.

I've genuinely not been feeling anything but fear and paranoia for the majority of my life. I fade in and out of periods like these but they always come back and I've experienced this for as long as I can remember.

Okay to explain what I mean and not just best around the bush. I truly feel like no one else on this earth is real. Ik it prob sounds weird but truly I mean this.

I spend all of my time alone except when I have school and in school I basically talk to no one. But when I do talk to someone I just find myself staring at their hands, eyes or whatever and they seem so robotic like they're only here for me. It's the same when I speak to my own family, they don't feel like real people whatsoever so I almost never speak to them. I hide away in my room. The amount of paranoia this creates is wild. I feel like these people don't have any genuine feeling or thought. They are just here for me.

Throughout my life I've been kinda weak on the empathy side of things yk. I've always felt Kinda distant from everyone. Never related to anyone or their feelings. Might just be a regular weirdo. Sometimes I'm incredibly rude because I feel people's feelings aren't even true so why would I care to put on a performance for them.

The same feeling of people not being real I feel on the internet almost like the dead internet theory. I only post stuff and do stuff on the internet for some kind of shock or feeling or to confirm that the people I'm interacting with are real. My post history is a mess. I have no filter and I've never cared if anyone tries to tell me that what I'm doing is wrong. I don't take anyone seriously. It's not a main character disorder or anything, it's more like I can't be bossed around by invisible walls (weird way to put it).

Everyone and most things feel like written characters and not genuine real people. It was all created for me to entertain me.

I literally just wanna go outside and do things I probably can't bring up just to abuse the fact that I'm on this earth and have the power to do crazy things (ultra censored so I'm not really expressing myself well). I just wanna feel free.

Probably no one is gonna understand. Mostly wrote this for myself. Idk why.

I'm writing this to kind of confirm to myself that my feelings are not real. Or to Kinda confess how I've been thinking and feeling I guess.

Recently I've just been searching for something to confirm that my feelings are wrong and that I'm just Imagining it all.

I've genuinely not been feeling anything but fear and paranoia for the majority of my life. I fade in and out of periods like these but they always come back and I've experienced this for as long as I can remember.

Okay to explain what I mean and not just best around the bush. I truly feel like no one else on this earth is real. Ik it prob sounds weird but truly I mean this.

I spend all of my time alone except when I have school and in school I basically talk to no one. But when I do talk to someone I just find myself staring at their hands, eyes or whatever and they seem so robotic like they're only here for me. It's the same when I speak to my own family, they don't feel like real people whatsoever so I almost never speak to them. I hide away in my room. The amount of paranoia this creates is wild.

I feel like these people don't have any genuine feeling or thought. They are just here for me.

Throughout my life I've been kinda weak on the empathy side of things yk. I've always felt Kinda distant from everyone. Never related to anyone or their feelings. Might just be a regular weirdo. Sometimes I'm incredibly rude because I feel people's feelings aren't even true so why would I care to put on a performance for them.

The same feeling of people not being real I feel on the internet almost like the dead internet theory. I only post stuff and do stuff on the internet for some kind of shock or feeling or to confirm that the people I'm interacting with are real. My post history is a mess. I have no filter and I've never cared if anyone tries to tell me that what I'm doing is wrong. I don't take anyone seriously. It's not a main character disorder or anything, it's more like I can't be bossed around by invisible walls (weird way to put it).

Everyone and most things feel like written characters and not genuine real people. It was all created for me to entertain me.

I literally just wanna go outside and do things I probably can't bring up just to abuse the fact that I'm on this earth and have the power to do crazy things (ultra censored so I'm not really expressing myself well). I just wanna feel free.

Probably no one is gonna understand. Mostly wrote this for myself. Idk why.

\#1 Surgical procedures for horrific injuries

\#2 People in horrific crashes or other incidents without arms legs etc (still alive)

\#3 Bottom of the iceberg gore

\#4 Scat (just so fkn disgusting)

#1 Jeffrey Epstein case (Crazy that its normolized to joke ab. Idk how to spell)

#2 Peter Scully

#3 Anything with 764 or similar stuff

#4 anything with El Payaso

#5 Matthew Falder

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Claude Ai made it's own way to solve it but idk if that proved anything.

I will begin my dihmaxing journey.

I will buy a penile extensor device for length and I will inject hyaluronic acid fillers for the thickness.

Obviously thickness is the most important. My ultimate goals in length at least is about 8 inches.

Just wanted to share 😁

I will update

I've come to the conclusion that im just mentally weak and I don't stick to any diet. I try all the time and I tell myself and others that its easy and if I really wanted to I could loose weight but honestly its all me coping. The biggest wake up call is when I see pics of myself from a long time ago trying to loose weight and realise that im still in the same place.

So I've decided to buy reta and see where it takes me. Imma have a hard time hiding it from my parents tho, they gonna think its heroin or something (:

My tounge never rests where it should giving me a bad hyoid.

I believe this is do to my jaw being narrow so my tounge basically doesn't even fit up there naturally.

Will neck curls and China tucks still work for my hyoid or am I just wasting time?