u/Admirable-Main-4816

▲ 44 r/autism

Autism and depression

Hey guys

I am suffering with severe depression and moderate autism. My therapist has told me to gradually re introduce things into my life again, like basic self care, but even the slightest activities overwhelm me , make me cry, and severely stress me out.

I have no idea how to manage this and im looking to see how others manage it

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u/Admirable-Main-4816 — 3 days ago

Questions for those with bipolar

Hey guys.

I was wondering if those with bipolar show mania differently?

I have all the typical signs and even psychosis but I dont get the pressured speech or excessive talking. I still speak in quiet normal monotone no matter what the situation is.

Is anyone else this way?

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u/Admirable-Main-4816 — 3 days ago

what age was your first depressive episode ?

mine was 14, i grew up in a highly volatile and dangerous home and my brain broke. i was severely depressed for two years. didnt leave my room, left school and was very suicidal. ever since then i fall into regular depressions.

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u/Admirable-Main-4816 — 4 days ago
▲ 218 r/bipolar

Bipolar is disabiling

I have one manic episode a year, I have mostly depression with psychosis most the time.

I have spent the last 9 months in psychosis after a bad manic episode left me in debilitating depression.

How are people functional with bipolar?

I also have bad cptsd and I cant function

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u/Admirable-Main-4816 — 5 days ago

How to handle all the medical calls and appointments

Seems every day lately im getting calls to manage my mental illnesses

How do people cope with all the appointments and calls

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u/Admirable-Main-4816 — 6 days ago

Craziest thing you have done due to mania?

Ill go first. About a year ago I quit a great job cause I thought monty don was speaking to me ( a celebrity gardener) and he was telling me to pack all my stuff, throw it in my car and move 400 miles away to start my magical business up.

I threw away 5,000, lost a job, nearly lost my house and nearly lost my partner. I also got a tattoo.

After that I crashed hard into depression and ended up in a psychiatric ward cause I thought the world was gonna end and it was my fault and people were gonna kill me.

A rough ride but thats how I was diagnosed and put on meds.

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u/Admirable-Main-4816 — 7 days ago

How did your voices start ?

I have bipolar with psychotic features and ive heard voices since 2020

My voices started as whispers and now they say short sentences.

Does anyone else's voice have this same progression ?

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u/Admirable-Main-4816 — 9 days ago

mostly out of my first 'proper' psychotic episode

i have been living in psychosis for 9 months maybe even 12 if we include the build up, it started off with paranoia and an obsession with protecting myself from radio waves and boats watching me (im coastal) it escalated and i ended up thinking the army was after me and trying to control my mind so i put tinfoil up on all my windows, i lived with foil on my windows for months and i didnt leave my house once, i heard voices telling me to walk into the sea which i did and thats how i ended up in hospital.

its taken a year to find the right medical help and meds but im mostly out of it now, i still cant shake the fear that i have a chip in my head and thats how they are calling me all these horrible things.

i think im getting better in that regard but im suffering badly with lack of motivation, depression, exhaustion.

i just needed to get this off my chest, thanks for any who read it

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u/Admirable-Main-4816 — 11 days ago

Get overwhelmed at the slightest tasks

Hey guys, I have autism and I get overwhelmed at the slightest tasks, especially brushing my teeth.

When I get overwhelmed I have psycogenic seizures and I've been having a lot of them lately.

I spend 14 hours a day minimum in bed.

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u/Admirable-Main-4816 — 15 days ago

I have for the past 8 months had foil up on all my windows to stop people spying on me and to try and stop the voices from the chip in my head.

But the past month I have took it all down. I see this as a small victory and largely down to a massive increase in antipsychotics.

Ive also had a decrease in voices but cant shake the belief that I have a chip in my head as part of some experiment.

But im getting there with meds.

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u/Admirable-Main-4816 — 22 days ago

Just wondering what others experiences are ?

Ive just been diagnosed schizophrenia and I've been on olanzapine 15mg for 3 months and its drastically reduced my psychosis but I still have voices.

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u/Admirable-Main-4816 — 24 days ago

I was wrongly diagnosed as bpd for 5 years before I was diagnosed as bipolar and hospitalised twice.

I really hate the health system and psychiatrists who missed this for years.

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u/Admirable-Main-4816 — 25 days ago