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I'm waking up thinking about being skint and clearly do not enjoy but but im not moving as energetically as I would like.

I should be compounding daily but then I'd feel restless or depressed when logically the day is there to be seized.

If i hate being broke why am i not changing it?

Empress rv, 4 of cups rv

Bottom deck: Queen of Wands

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An action I should take everyday

9 of pentacles

Bottom deck: 8 of swords

I think I need to resist the need to worry and manage negativity whilst I build up independently

1. How to not be affected by other's manipulation?

10 of pentacles rev, knight of wands rev, 10 of swords rev

Bottom deck: 9 of cups

I've been done dirty quite a few times and I'm headed towards a path filled with potential narcissists or just ruthless people

Intepretation : be content in yourself and come back to your own personal fulfilment, so you are less susceptible to external games

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: follow up

'Can i become the sort of guy thats not affected by games?'

(slightly different - more on possibility than instruction)

ace of cups, king of swords, 3 of pentacles

bottom deck: moon

1. How to not be affected by other's manipulation?

10 of pentacles rev, knight of wands rev, 10 of swords rev

Bottom deck: 9 of cups

I've been done dirty quite a few times and I'm headed towards a path filled with potential narcissists or just ruthless people

Intepretation : be content in yourself and come back to your own personal fulfilment, so you are less susceptible to external games

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Edit : follow up 'Can i become the sort of guy thats not affected by games?' (slightly different - more on possibility than instruction)

ace of cups, king of swords, 3 of pentacles

bottom deck: moon

I dont know what the fuck is going on - im still thinking of someone who i shouldnt be thinking about.

1. Why can't i shake this person off?

7 of pentacles (bottom deck ace of swords)

2. How to forget this person and move on?

2 of cups, 5 of cups, 7 of swords, hermit

Bottom deck 8 of wands

ace of swords might have to do with missing closure.

I feel like the spread for no 2 feels like the process of moving on is already on the works - im not in the same city and hope to move even further away and maybe the 8 of wands reflects that further physical distance

i need to shake memories of this past person off - she's not even all that, she was just really good at sex and had some sort of calming effect. She was a Capricorn.

whats something i can rely on to refocus fully on what matters

I've left my old city and basically want to build my own thing from scratch and play a long compounding game.

I want to start putting things out in June after a kind of intense year. Books, designs, mockups etc.

Lots of ideas but im really private.

Advice

moodboard - logo/sketch - creator

Hexagram and Tarot pull

I want to create a clothing brand for the long term and I'm closing in on branding.

What do you pick up from any of these images?

I'm defining things around branding for clothing and I'm curious around themes or topics that would catch this person's interests

what guesses would you make about the sort of music, books or media that this person consumes

what would their perfect bubble/universe look like?

I want to potentially land into something unexpected without having to take acid or something

edit: for example I really like the idea of a 12th in leo and to design around that, so that the women I'm designing for really feel themselves and almost get a physical reaction off wearing the clothes

I have a strong interest in creativity and I really enjoy my own personal space and freedom. I feel allergic to drama. I would like to achieve creative dreams and ground them but do these charts show an overemphasis on wanting escape?

edit: I'm reading what some of these placements entail. am i in for some serious grind and sacrifice

i'm a bit bored with introspection, healing and kind of want to have fun now.

i've moved away from family and free from drama - cut out 90% of people i know, de-activated or abandoned all socials.

I plan to just lay low and build quietly and then just f off to either Berlin or LA