u/Alrdudewhattheflip

I wrote this email after getting out of rehab. She blocked me afterward and had security waiting for me at her work the next time I showed up. I still don’t understand why.

Dear Kenzie, (name change for privacy)

I kind of thought things would be different, repaired.
I never was who you wanted me to be. You kept dating in front of my face just to spite me. “We were never together” was always your excuse. That, and of course, I wasn’t sober. Guess you didn’t like when all I could think about on a bender was professing my love.

You could get away with so much, but when I flirted with other girls, just flirt, you would get pissed. Acted like I was “too aggressive,” that I was “making them uncomfortable.” But we both knew you were talking about yourself.

You said, “The only way we can repair our relationship is if you get help”.

Now where are you? Keeping me at arm’s length, as if you weren’t the last loving face I saw before essentially being locked up.

I made all of my apologies, and now I only get coffee with you. Not even allowed at your place anymore. “That wouldn’t be best,” you kept saying.

Spent all this fucking time, countless days in therapy and group therapy, admitting everything about me was wrong and having to listen to people bitch about the same things.

Maybe it was just being led on. Being in your life drove me to drink, to swallow just to forget. How does that feel? To literally and figuratively drive me to rehab?
I can forgive you, though, if you can too.

One of the therapists said not to depend on getting you back for my sobriety, but I did it all for you.
I know you said not to come to your work anymore because of that one time, and yeah, I can admit that that was kind of wrong, but you barely answer my calls.

I need to see you.

I need you to understand.

I’ll make you understand.

Yours truly,
Jimmy (again name change)

I think tan lines are kind of sexy so I was thinking of wearing a thong and maybe even a bathing suit top but I don’t go in for super long (like 8 min) so idk if it would show up well enough to get the desired look and how I’d place it back the same way for the next session. Any tips or suggestions?

I’ll admit I’m a little biased because I relate to him, but I still think he was better than Mordo (no shade), even in the earlier episodes. Not saying he didn’t do annoying or shitty things, but them constantly picking on him definitely made him act out sometimes.

Like in the Death Punch episode, he just wanted to be player two 😔 lol. Definitely didn’t need to terrorize the rest of the house though.

And in the very controversial Time episode, I also think he was in the right. Besides literally killing him, Mordo was being jealous and annoying too, and even after all that, he still took forever to kiss Margret. She kissed him first, and then he ruined it with his stank breath.

They only made the movie to make Rigby finally do something worse than Mordicia (completely kidding).

Oh! And he stole his bed… how vile!!

I still love Mordo and the rest of em though ❤️

The rewatchability is insane. I don’t think I’ll ever rewatch the second season. I liked it, but it was a one and done for me. The characters in season 1 are likable and relatable, but still flawed. I think in season 2, that’s what all the characters really lacked. I feel like if Ashley had that and still did the same actions, people wouldn’t hate her as much. Danny is way more destructive in his own life, but he’s played by Steven Yeun, national treasure lol.

The soundtrack in the first season was also way better. I don’t know if I can think of an impactful moment in season 2 where I can picture the music and the scene together.

It also felt a bit more personal like the writers lived it. In season 1, the writers made the characters’ inner issues more complex instead of direct. In season 2, it was obvious what each character’s insecurities and problems were.

They also did another annoying himbo partner, but again, less likable.

I’m very curious if they will make a third season and what the writers will learn from the feedback to make something on par with the first.