How can I stop being so burnt out?
I (25F) feel so lonely, but I’m exhausted. Almost every person that I’ve been with has been someone I’ve met online and almost every one was a situationship. Dating apps feel like a blackhole of doom scrolling until you find 3-5 halfway decent people and out of those people you might go on a date with one and the one person that you go on a date with is the worst person ever. I was tired of feeling this way so I deleted all dating apps at the end of last year. I rarely go out though and although I’m trying to go out more it’s not like when I do guys are lining up. Even if they were I’m just so burnt out. I kind of feel like I subconsciously self sabotage, too. I’ve put in so much work from eating healthier to therapy to getting a better job to dressing better and none of it seems to make a difference. I don’t even know how to get out of this funk or where I’m supposed to go to meet people. I feel like I’m ready to share my life with another person but it feels a little hopeless. I just don’t know what to do.