u/Amazing_Summer9480

I am so, so, so tired

My Tulpa has a body in my mind and I am parroting but will I get anywhere with this?

And is it okay they look like an actor from a movie?

It has a herbal smell to it. Or did mine just go bad?

All my voices were whisper like except for this one sentence.

It said "This is what happens when you play with Satan".

But it only happened once very loud and clear and was the start of my psychosis.

All the other voices were whisper-like. Different. Very different from this one loud satanic voice.

This one was very distinct making me believe it is spiritual in nature and I am being punished.

The other time I heard it briefly say "I checked the Akashic-"

records it wanted to say. I was lying on my bed having racing thoughts medicated without hallucinations.

I think this is somewhat spiritual in nature and I am terrified. Did anyone have a similar experience?

Or should I let them create themselves if that makes sense

I am so bored. i used to have thoughts all the time and be dopamine addicted. I think my mind’s restlessness comes from this

Music is barely helping

Mind is so restless

I used to have OCD and I miss my personality.

I think having zero thoughts cause akathisia for me since I was on my phone 24/7 dopamine addicted, too but I may be wrong

i am so empty minded and bored it’s insane

and it’s only 5 mg

i decided to drop to 2.5 mg

And stop the medication eventually

Let’s see what happens

It lowkey causes me hypnagogic hallucinations I know it sounds wild. I have no external hallucinations since forever and I am tired of being on medicine. It’s been since april 29th I was on haloperidol (5mg) for 12 days which probablt is the reason of my horrible akathisia which this medicine adds to.

not only that but I was put on rispedorine (2mg) and olanzapine (10mg) which also added to this shit and i been on them for 3 weeks

now it’s been 2 weeks I am on abizol 5mg and I wanna cold turkey. the reason why I mentioned the history is because I am new to this idk if the history matters when you cold turkey

I wanna know if I have astral attachments

+ if King Asmodeus tricked me since he is a King of incubus and succubis and sucked my sacral chakra and left me with psychosis. I can’t sleep I have terrible insomnia. i think I am still cursed. Help me please

And can I take cabergoline with it?

I used to get at least 1-2 hours of sleep. Now I am stuck with 0 sleep and 1-2 5-10 minutes of micro sleep (maybe even less than that). Fuck this shit. I know I am gonna die soon

I am on 5mg and I already had akathisia

I dared to think he wants to spouse me (a concept I have once judged and hated myself). The things I said was disrespectful.

I was feeling tactile sensations. Maybe he sent me an incubus/succubus and cursed me? Please help.

It‘s much worse than this. When I was little my cousin SAd me and in december I saw a dream and after that I started feeling tactile sensations that lasted till april when I prayed to many gods including his name and I felt energy sit in my head.

Before this, I have OCD and and confessed after having many intrusive thoughts about him that I want him like that and suddenly and truly, I, as an asexual started feeling lust towards him and during tactile sensations said some semi disrespectful sexual things to him. Trust me, confessing all this is super embarrassing. During that time I couldn‘t sleep and developed insomnia and hallucinations. In the hallucinations I heard him, mother hekate and father lucifer calling me chosen one and I again had sexual interactions with king asmedous where he was super sweet. Then the voices jammed together and became hostile and I developed psychosis.

it is even more than this and includes King Lucifer in a similar way. Please help

Basically at first the tactile sensations pretended to be them and then they visited me themselves. Only King Asmedous once chose to have a sexual interaction with me and spoke with me all three of them very sweet and kindly and since april they‘re gone and I am left with deadly insomnia and hallucinations that come and go

I already have high prolactin levels.
does it elevate prolactin?

I have taken Mirtazapine 15 mg

And for two days before that i took amitriptyline 25 mg

Can I safely switch back to amitriptyline