u/ArcadeggS

I am just so confuzzled, or in r/memes, it won't even let me post bc of post karma????? pls help >m< (btw sorry if title is weird, this subreddit is weird about titles)

Hello, I run a Youtube channel, it has 279 subs. It is mostly VR related but also edited mostly on VR, which I tend to struggle with. Often times staying late up in the night just trying to get it to load. I'm 15. I don't have a phone and I don't have a computer, I've grown up with pretty strict parents. All I have as of right now is a Meta Quest 2, a Nintendo switch lite, and a TV. I edit entirely on VR, Which has been working for the past 3 months now, But I have noticed something consistent that keeps happening. Whenever it's really late in the night and I haven't posted anything, I'll hop on Adobe Express Free edition. Choose the video I want to edit. Have it load for a bit and then it crashes and all of it is gone and I have to redo the entire process again. This has really been annoying me. I haven't bothered to reach out For any editors Yet mostly because I don't have the money, And I'm confused as to how I'll send the videos. This is not a post to rant about Hiring editors, But to rather address the very buggy Meta Quest 2 menu/browser i have to deal with. It's just really been getting on my nerves as and it has kinda been making me angry because of how much it crashes. I was wondering if there were any solutions to this. And please if you're reading this, don't just skip past this. I actually genuinely need help. So please sit here and take a moment to help me.

The reason I mentioned this is because most of my shorts get 1K to even 2K views, Now it seems like I've hit rock bottom because no matter how funny or short it is, I always end up with 1 or 2 like(s) and at most 23 to 44 views, in pretty popular subjects as well such as VR and Animal Company/GTag. But the thing that absolutely confuses me the most is that the engagement rate is extremely high, not just for one video for all three, Which I find suspicious because my engagement rates are normally 54% to 48%, but now I don't know if it's just because it's low view counts but I'm getting like 81% to 90% engagement rate. Does this mean the short is dead or a slow burn viral potential? someone pls help >m<

i really hope im not shadowbanned

Convince me not. Wasting time editing shorts, not even hitting double digits even after 24 hours, 0 likes on both shorts, still stuck at 277 subs, i feel like a failure. I'm out of ideas, I waste time, just for it all to mean nothing

So i posted a short testing if a long time viewers "hack" would work. It did barely, but I'm 15, deep voice, my audience is used to it, but he however is 10, and during the first 30 mins of publishing. I've only gotten 19 views, idk if this is js bad luck or what

https://reddit.com/link/1txbm6l/video/fyov1uvkfe5h1/player

For some reason, whenever I go to see a PG 13 movie in movie theaters, I always feel dissatisfied whenever there's a death and they don't show it because it's PG 13. And plus on top of it all just sort of removes the shock factor. Like the shock factor is still there that like the fact that there was a death but like the fact that we don't get the after math of it is just kinda dissatisfying.

The reason why I feel like R rated movies should be a bit more appreciated is because number one, With the recent years that have been going by. There have been less and less R rated movies that have been coming out. Take for example when the saw series was still running, from 2004-2017, Was probably peak gore for the internet. It wasn't censored. It wasn't sugar coated. It was just pure unfiltered Gore. And then you have Marvel. Which don't get me wrong. It's a good company. I just wish that there were more PG 13 movies back in the 2004 era like there was when saw still existed. Sorry if this sounds a bit edgy or weird but I just feel like removing the gore from a horror movie kind of removes the satisfaction.

https://reddit.com/link/1te6f9p/video/j0tl091nqc1h1/player

I tried