Struggling academically due to depression
I used to be a very intelligent student but during covid witnessing adults fighting in home I used to get anxiety a lot, and after it whenever my brain somehow used to be peaceful it used to seek problems for what I should be worried about again.
Later on, I got religious OCD which ended last year(2022-2025).
I don't remember if I was ever happy after 2021 and it has affected my studies a lot.
In fact, I will be graduating 1 year later than my peers just because of this.
I have not taken medicines yet but I am going to start now.