I was SA-ed as a minor twice
and I have real trouble letting it all go
I spent a huge part of 20s Obsessing over how to come out about it and it consumed me.
I want out of this loop so bad,
Its seem forgiveness is the only way but I am not there yet
I am looking for some hope, some strength, some peace
Suggest me some books please
please please help me find this article
it was 2024 or before
written by a man I think
the part I best remember was like
As an adult I know that it is very easy to not hurt someone
as a teenager I thought it must be very hard...
looking for an article written around 2024 about the experience of being a child among people who sexualise you too early
maybe it was account of Epstein stuff but I dont think they specifically mention the people
it stayed with me because of a paragraph that went something like
I did not know this was bad, I just thought I was special and adults were giving me special attention....
It used to be bright pink.
Can’t believe I ever thought i was straight.