u/Beautiful-State1046

I recently got some free samples for cbn & Cbg, I’m looking to get a full sized product, but they’re all super expensive. Does anybody know of a site that has CBN/CBG products that are good quality, but not overpriced? I just want CBN on its own & CBG on its own, I don’t mind if it’s bud/oil/pen/dab. Thank you!

I’m trans in ocean county NJ & it’s really fucking depressing tbh, there is like no community or life for me here & I’m young so there’s not an option of traveling or leaving yet. I did see they had pride in Barnegat & tons river which was actually really surprising to me. I’m interested to know if there’s anything exciting or interesting over here regarding lgbt nightlife or just life in general.

I tried taking Auvelity, but I felt so dizzy, dissociated & completely out of my body like I couldn’t even function properly or think straight. I really have the desire to continue taking it ( I still have 2 months worth) but I am so scared of experiencing that feeling. I see everybody saying how life changing it is & I’ve never seen any antidepressants work so well for so many people. For other people who experienced the dizzy dissociation & discomfort feeling. How long did it take for that to go away? Is there anything I can do to help mitigate that feeling?

I spend so much time & restrict myself so much because It’s essentially wired into my system to be scared of bullying & criticism. It’s genuinely sewn into the fabric of my being. I feel awkward moving, breathing, eating, drinking. My brain is just so conscious of everything I’m doing. Afraid of what people who I don’t know & never will, will think of me. I was so much more free when I was younger & then I started to have bad experiences with friends & withdrawal myself & eventually I transitioned (mtf) & now I’m just so terrified of being clocked or having someone do something to me in public bc of my identity or not fitting in with other girls that I’m genuinely limiting my potential severely. Is it even possible to stop being so conscious of my self? I’ve also gained a little bit of weight & I have always had body image issues even when I was thin & have always had gender dysphoria. I also live in a small town that’s pretty conservative & lacks diversity & there are basically no lgbtq+ people. If anybody has any suggestions or things that have helped them please help me with some tips.

I overdosed in December of 2025 & I’ve never taken it seriously or really understood the meaning & impact of it, & I also feel like others don’t understand how impactful it is to my life & how it changes the trajectory of everything. I am grateful for it in a sense, if it hadn’t happened I’d still be nodding out in my room everyday with no thoughts of progressing further. Sometimes I feel like I died & changed timelines my life is completely changed & I’ll never be the same person again & I truly am so grateful that I’m lucky enough to have survived & I feel like I have to do great things because how could I survive an overdose when millions of other people don’t. How could I play with my life like that when there’s so many people who would love to have a fairly normal simple life like I have now. Thank you for reading.