u/Better_Race_5673

Any remotely working person here from gb? Mat referral ek awajen🥲

My mind has stopped processing things because of too much exposure and confusion. Im a failureeeee the biggest failure im the world. Im a loooooooserrrrrrr a fknghhh looooserrr!!! Someone plsssss plss plss give me one final advice one final genuine suggestion. Im a fknn loooser graduat unable to get a job. Im jack of all the trades master of none. I have lost it all i have no motivation left apart from k-illlim-gh myselff!! I want to start content creation but im fkddd tooo introvert for that. Im confused if i should start with digital marketing? If yes then plss suggest a course or smrh where i could learn it. I wan to start content creation, ugc creator and then sometimes inwan to start a cooking channel and other times i wan to post photography or editing videos. Im losing my sh-iit my younger sister is a student yet she earns, my friends earn im the only loooser. Mind u i made their cvs i filled their online questionnaires and all i helped them get jobs but couldnt be able to get a job for myself. It hurtss soo muchhhh. Why cant i focus on just one thung like normal people why do i poke my nose in everything???? Why tf is life so hard mann i wanaaaa dueeeeeeeeee

My mind has stopped processing things because of too much exposure and confusion. My head feels foggy and vagueeee. Im a failureeeee the biggest failure im the world. Im a loooooooserrrrrrr a fknghhh looooserrr!!! Someone plsssss plss plss give me one final advice one final genuine suggestion. Im a fknn loooser graduat unable to get a job. Im jack of all the trades master of none. I have lost it all i have no motivation left apart from k-illlim-gh myselff!! I want to start content creation but im fkddd tooo introvert for that. Im confused if i should start with digital marketing? If yes then plss suggest a course or smrh where i could learn it. I wan to start content creation, ugc creator and then sometimes inwan to start a cooking channel and other times i wan to post photography or editing videos. Somedays i want to learn trading somedays i wan to
Learn dropshippinggg and somedays i wan to learn smthng elsewe. aIm losing my sh-iit my younger sister is a student yet she earns, my friends earn im the only loooser. Mind u i made their cvs i filled their online questionnaires and all i helped them get jobs but couldnt be able to get a job for myself. It hurtss soo muchhhh. Why cant i focus on just one thung like normal people why do i poke my nose in everything???? Why tf is life so hard mann i wanaaaa dueeeeeeeeee. I am unable too trackk the right path ot my lifeeeeeeee i wan tome kickkk omewe kick someoneee give me one chance show me one right path i will fknnnm do
It i kmowwww i cannnnnnnnnnnnn

How is this country’s job market rn? We are planning to move to Montenegro but really confused.

i just cant stare at my wishlists and saved shopping carts blankly no more. I cant even buy a perfume for myself on my own😭i neeeeedddd a jobbb pls i have been applying for so long but getting no response. pls show me a way or an authentic site to look for jobs(remote or onsite) that are authentic

i just cant stare at my wishlists and saved shopping carts blankly no more. I cant even buy a perfume for myself on my own😭i neeeeedddd a jobbb pls i have been applying for so long but getting no response. pls show me a way or an authentic site to look for jobs(remote or onsite) that are authentic

Is there really any way we could earn from vsco?

I completed my bachelors in 2024 and got married right after. Ever since then im on a complete break. Is it still possible for me to land a fully funded scholarship in Masters abroad? Also, pls suggest some trustworthy consultants based in Pakistan as well.

Just want to pour my heart here. Its 4am in the morning and im so tired of this life. Im a young married woman in her early 20s, yet I constantly feel like im not. Long story short, my husband barely touches me and months go by without any intimacy. And when it does happen its usually once a month barely. Even then it feels like its only about him. He finishes his thing, turns away and never once asks if im okay or if i was satisfied too?? Its as if my needs, my feelings and my existence as a wife dont even matter. Im a woman too and i have emotions, i have needs, i crave love affection, touch and closeness just like anyone else. And i dont think thats too much to ask from the person i married. Hes always busy with his own things and never has time for me. I try so hard to understand but how long am i supposed to keep understanding while my own heart is breaking? Sometimes i gather the courage to initiate intimacy myself even though its incredibly embarrassing because in our society its usually expected that the husband does. Every time i do i feel vulnerable, ashamed and terrified of being rejected. One day i simply tried to be affectionate and he looked at me and literally called me hawasi😭That word shattered something inside me and since then ive been scared to even express my feelings because i dont want to be humiliated again. Im starving for intimacy and not just physical intimacy but emotional intimacy too. I want to feel desired i, want to feel loved, i want to be held kissed hugged without having to beg for it. I want to feel like a wife not just someone who cooks cleans and waits for her husband to notice she exists. We live abroad and its just two of us. No family no friends, around me especially. The loneliness is killing me and his behavior is cold asf too. The hardest part is that what im longing for is completely halal. Im not asking for anything wrong yet im deprived of it to the point where i constantly have to suppress my feelings and desires. Every day i fight my own emotions because i dont want to fall into anything haram but its becoming so difficult and i keep asking myself how long can a person keep burying such a natural need? I dont even know who to talk to because this feels too embarrassing to share with anyone so i keep everything inside pretending Im okay when in reality Im slowly falling apart from the loneliness. My question is, if in this situation i do smth prohibited then who is responsible for it? If i will be held accountable then will Allah only see the sin or will he also see my pain my situation and everything I went through?

Just want to pour my heart here. Its 4am in the morning and im so tired of this life. Im a young married woman in her early 20s, yet I constantly feel like im not. Long story short, my husband barely touches me and months go by without any intimacy. And when it does happen its usually once a month barely. Even then it feels like its only about him. He finishes his thing, turns away and never once asks if im okay or if i was satisfied too?? Its as if my needs, my feelings and my existence as a wife dont even matter. Im a woman too and i have emotions, i have needs, i crave love affection, touch and closeness just like anyone else. And i dont think thats too much to ask from the person i married. Hes always busy with his own things and never has time for me. I try so hard to understand but how long am i supposed to keep understanding while my own heart is breaking? Sometimes i gather the courage to initiate intimacy myself even though its incredibly embarrassing because in our society its usually expected that the husband does. Every time i do i feel vulnerable, ashamed and terrified of being rejected. One day i simply tried to be affectionate and he looked at me and literally called me hawasi😭That word shattered something inside me and since then ive been scared to even express my feelings because i dont want to be humiliated again. Im starving for intimacy and not just physical intimacy but emotional intimacy too. I want to feel desired i, want to feel loved, i want to be held kissed hugged without having to beg for it. I want to feel like a wife not just someone who cooks cleans and waits for her husband to notice she exists. We live abroad and its just two of us. No family no friends, around me especially. The loneliness is killing me and his behavior is cold asf too. The hardest part is that what im longing for is completely halal. Im not asking for anything wrong yet im deprived of it to the point where i constantly have to suppress my feelings and desires. Every day i fight my own emotions because i dont want to fall into anything haram but its becoming so difficult and i keep asking myself how long can a person keep burying such a natural need? I dont even know who to talk to because this feels too embarrassing to share with anyone so i keep everything inside pretending Im okay when in reality Im slowly falling apart from the loneliness. My question is, if in this situation i do smth prohibited then who is responsible for it? If i will be held accountable then will Allah only see the sin or will he also see my pain my situation and everything I went through?

My husband always asks me to give him a foot massage(paoon dabana)and honestly I do it wholeheartedly. Everyday, when he comes back from the office I serve him dinner clean the entire house and take care of all the chores like washing clothes, ironing, cooking, cleaning etc. I am the unpaid massi he has. Today I was extremely tired of doing chores the entire day and my feet were hurting so much so I asked him to give me a foot massage but it triggered him so much. He started calling me khabees aurat and besharam and when I said I always massage your feet so what is the issue? he started calling me badtameez and badlehaz saying all the hurtful things. I genuinely don’t understand what I did wrong? If I do this for you out of love and care then why can’t you do the same for me when I need it? I don’t understand how to deal with this kind of behavior and toxicity

guys please help me find msk. does anyone remember him? he was a seriously underrated artist from Isb and his music was absolutely incredible. I miss his songs so much, but he completely disappeared and deleted all of his music from everywhere. Ive literally turned the internet upside down trying to find it but ive had no luck. Im genuinely craving his music so muchh so if anyone has his songs saved or knows where i can find them, please let me know.
Few of the titles i rmr are;
1)alive but barely
2)baat sun le aa
3)kyaa krun
4)cant sober up

guys please help me find msk. does anyone remember him? he was a seriously underrated artist from Isb and his music was absolutely incredible. I miss his songs so much, but he completely disappeared and deleted all of his music from everywhere. Ive literally turned the internet upside down trying to find it but ive had no luck. Im genuinely craving his music so muchh so if anyone has his songs saved or knows where i can find them, please let me know.
Few of the titles i rmr are;
1)alive but barely
2)baat sun le aa
3)kyaa krun
4)cant sober up

Im so s’!ck of constant allergies. I haven’t slept pe@cfully one single night in a year after moving to the uae. Pls ive been to drs and the meds doesnt work as well. What do i do my throat becomes so dry and it makes my entire body itchy. And its bc of AC. Its cleaned but still i cant seem to handle it. I cant sleep i cant sit like normal ppl i always wear a mask or cover my mouth and nose but its so stress!ngf atp. Help how to fix it

My so called best friend is such a pick me and idk how do i tell her. I dont hate her pls before anyone comes to me but her fake personality bothers me so much. Her entire life revolves around showoff. She will post others houses like its hers and she will flaunt others cars like its her own car on social media ofc. A lot of ppl who dont know her in reality will hype her so much that it encourages her to fake her life even more. I see her and then realise a lot of ppl are like her in our surroundings. For instance, i will never understand people who stage their namaz for social media or feel the need post every meal they eat. Idk about yall but thats the biggest ick for me. Imagine sitting on a prayer mat, setting up your camera, getting the angle right, taking a whole photoshoot and then posting it with captions like ‘tAhajUd’ and then posting stories of reading quean. Bro… what exactly are you trying to prove? Worship is between you and Allah, not your followers. And the constant food posts? How cheap does that look? You never know who’s watching? someone who can’t afford what you have might feel deprived and end up questioning their own blessings. Not everything needs an audience plsss ffs some things are better kept private.