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▲ 1 r/pianolearning

Should I play these notes with 1,2 or 23? First lower A# is taken in right hand. First chord of last beat will be 14 in right hand.

Fugue in c# major wtc 2

u/CatchDramatic8114 — 1 month ago
▲ 3 r/Interstitialcystitis

Except for botox which I have never tried, everything failed on me. What to do now? Am i doomed forever?

I tried mirabegron, anticholinergics, SNM, bladder training, pentosan polysulfate sodium, cutting out bladder irritants. Vibegron is not in my country, and since SNM failed, PTNS also won't work. I am not trying botox due to fear that it will cause urinary retention. Edit - I also had bladder instillations.

At this point I deserve euthanasia

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u/CatchDramatic8114 — 1 month ago
▲ 0 r/classicalmusic

First this chord has A#, then it doesn't when it repeats. Why? Could it be a mistake by Liszt?

Hungarian Rhapsody 2. Henle edition.

u/CatchDramatic8114 — 1 month ago
▲ 19 r/depression_help

What's the point of going of going to mental health professional if they cannot solve your problem?

If you lost a loved one, if someone betrayed you, if you are sad because of poverty, if you are sad because of being talentless, etc what can a mental health professional do?

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u/CatchDramatic8114 — 2 months ago
▲ 1 r/AnxietyDepression

How do I keep going, live happily, and practice music for hours knowing that my life could turn bad any time in future and I would need to kill myself?

My life and luck is such that something bad can happen anytime. Right now it's not sad, not happy but in between. I have attempted sucidie before, and I wish I was successful. I live in fear all the time, about multiple things, all the time.

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u/CatchDramatic8114 — 2 months ago
▲ 2 r/depression_help

How do I keep going, live happily, and practice music for hours knowing that my life could turn bad any time in future and I would need to kill myself?

My life and luck is such that something bad can happen anytime. Right now it's not sad, not happy but in between. I have attempted sucidie before, and I wish I was successful. I live in fear all the time, about multiple things, all the time.

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u/CatchDramatic8114 — 2 months ago
▲ 8 r/Interstitialcystitis

I am one of the most extreme cases of severe oab/ic. Mirabegron, pentosan polusulfate sodium, snm, interavescial instillations, anticholinergics all failed on me. Don't want to do botox due to its retention and uti side effects. Please, please help me.

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Can I get better treatment in europe? I am from India.

Age - 21, weight 70kg, height 5'11

Inflammation was seen during Cystoscopy but should have been gone after pentosan polysulfate sodium and interavescial instillations for months. I don't want to do antichollinergics due to its cognitive side effects and anyway they cause hesitancy in me. Vibegron isnt available in this country. Please help me. This is ruining my life. I may end up killing myself if it stays like this.

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u/CatchDramatic8114 — 2 months ago
▲ 6 r/OveractiveBladder

I am one of the most extreme cases of severe frequency. Mirabegron, pentosan polusulfate sodium, snm, interavescial instillations, anticholinergics all failed on me. Don't want to do botox due to its retention and uti side effects. Please, please help me.

Can I get better treatment in europe? I am from India.

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u/CatchDramatic8114 — 2 months ago