Sales are down. Summers usually bad but im down three hundred quid on last july. I add new stuff, i promote where i xan. Its just dead :( i blame trumps tariffs and the eu regs for limiting my market so much. Trying to do more fairs but those are hit or miss too.
Anyone else?
But i atill get whatsapp and emails to my other old accounts. I winder if theyre still active but scared to log in in case they get banned based on ip address. I never got any emails saying i was banned eitger. Its just there when i log in. 😭 Banned. Not suspended. I did appeal. Ban ban
As i do every year i spend a silly amount on tkmaxx online. Mostly cat stuff. Last lot didnt have hook things to hang the art.
THIS LOT DOES
its a very small, very unintersting thing but it makes my life easier. 🤣 I can hang on a hook! No command strip silly stuff. Theyre also so beautiful.
Lost 7 stone, even grieving loss of my cat, i didnt binge. Then i fell apart. Put on four. I cant get it together again. Im depressed but it used to help with that as i felt in control of eating at least. Now i dont. (Depression is chronic, meds dont work. Therapy isnt either)
Thet often dont. And i have to report it as missed abd they come. This week was hot, i didnt go out so i difnt know bin was uncollected. Too late to report it. Im drowning in cardboard with no where to put it. 🤣
I have bpd, chronic depression, binge eating disorder as result, autism but functioning, peri menopausal.
And im so tired. I get therapy, doesnt help. Anti depressants dont help. Im tired of waking every day and just waiting to go to bed. Im self employed but barely functioning. Not talking to parents after they ignored my birthday, not that dad cares or mum notices. Banjed on fb for no reason so cut off from friends there. I spend way too much on crap. Been trying to move for 18 months and cant.
Cats are only thing i enjoy. And im so tired. Its not getting better, it gets worse. Dont know what to do. Waiting on support worker bla bla. Always waiting. Nothing xhanges.
Finishing rewatching resurrection. It and new blood feel so much sadder than original. The loss of everything, deb, his friends, family. Then he loses his once besty... permenantly.
The detective... Shes funnier second time, or just maybe when i pay more attention. Just one beejees song for her.
Dunmo what ill watch now!
Of original. Deb deserved better. She didnt have to be bunked off. I find everything after lumen a dull slog really tho season 8 had its moments. Id have prefered the, he goes with hannah, deb and quinn ending really. Sigh.
Yeah just suspended me. I dont know why. I doubt theyll let me have it back. So fing annoying and now im upset.
Was my birthday in may. I aaked for flowers as mum messes up gifts, (wrong address in past so ive had to go collect the damn tjing. Or wrong email for gift cards.) and i dont need anything, i buy my own stuff. But i like flowers. I even reminded her no lilies because i have cats.
I didnt get flowers. I got nothing. At all. She didnt even email or call. Dad did. He said he thought about sending flowers, but didnt. I told him i was upset at being ignored and getting nothing because i was. I have depression anyway and even my parents dont think im worth remembering. He then ignored that, as he always does.
Today i get a parcel, coffee and baklavas. Ive told mum multipul times to stop sending me stuff (she sends crap, oven cleaner, hair chalk, coffee, food.) im on mounjaro jab to lose weight, which is expensive. she knows this. I buy my own coffee on subscription. I told her that last time she sent coffee they ignore my birthday, igmore that im upset that they ignore my birthday, and now igmore when i say dont send me stuff i dont need. Im fed up that they never listen to me and will ignore my birthday for over a month to now send me stuff i cant eat cos im dieting! I just wanted some flowers and to feel like i mattered and this shows me i dont because they ignore me when i ask them to stop doing it
I asked dad to stop her, he drives, hes with her when she shops and posts. He made excuses. Im upset again and im done.
So pretty good but some english shows, on english servers, arent english. Can i fix?
I need some lunch recipes. I tend to eat same thing which is boring. Ive never been good at lunches.
It doesnt seem to have new from ep 😭 and its jot great. Hdo has gone, beetv got deleted by amazon. Need something good but easy cos im dumb 🤣
Someone recomend some good weighing scales please. Mine are awful
I have zelda, cant finish 🤣 i like layton cos i enjoy puzzles, and u can always complete it. I do cry tho. Any similiar good games more puzzle than skill?
Do i have to take any house on private rental svheme? Its a scheme where council finds uba private landlord, as theres shortage of council places, and guarantee the rent. Its private landlord, not council, but do same rules apply? Just curious cos im pretty desperate at this point anyway.
Private scheme is gor homeless and people on benefits. The council gets houses before they go public. I have been searching 18 months myself and am rejected vos disabled. (Editted to explain scheme and my situation)
Does her gane get better? Cos im so bored. The storyline is boring, the puzzles... It is tedious 🤣
Origjnal three after finishing the later three which i didnt have until now. And f me, pandoras box is harder than i thouht. Too much maths, and too many puzzles u have to do or ur stuck. Boo. Unwound is my fav, i cried