u/ClassicNo9438

Is there anyway I can lower the amount I have to pay for calarts? Any advice on how I can? I'm currently in Campbell university with a free tuition and have scholarships that nocked down my payment to only 7 k a year, my dream school is calarts but was curious on how I can lower payments, if not Im not sure, I want to be an animator when I get to junior year of college but am not sure what speficially.

I feel like my teeth are rotting out of my skull, I have been skipping my meds for a while now, iron and b12 and I feel like crap, my mental health is plumiting, I started college 2 weeks ago and I just feel terrible, I lost 2 best friends, a cat I took cared of got put down the same day I moved in, Ive lost all passion for art unless I do it for art class and even then that's just if I need to, I'm always tired yet always eating and when I do it I eat like crap because I just don't feel like trying to go to the diner with people there when I look so dead inside, I feel like I have no one to talk to because the closest person to me threw an unexpected turn and treated me like I'm unwell, I just feel like a sick and unstable person from how people have talked to me, I'm really just tired now, I think I'm gonna put my phone on do not disturb for a while because with my friends venting to me and my closest friend pulling that terrible 180 on me I have 0 will to try to put a mask on anymore. I'm such a waste of money, what a waste to go to college when I'm still the miserable person I was in high school. On the bright side my panick attacks have stopped but I still get a terrible eye twitch and horrible chest pains when I feel stress, anger, or sadness, it's gone so bad my anger is out of control, I snap at my mom, I snap at my friends, I'm a terrible person and I don't know what to do anymore, I feel invisible to all my goods and only consumed by my bads, like no matter how good of a person I am, I'm just going to have everyone chew me out until I'm dried, I feel so lost

I plan to get a art and science bachlor because my core skills are art, theature, science, and choir. My question is, is this degree worth it? What job departments can I get into? Ive heard people talk about how an art degree is useless but I really love art and was curious what my options are other then museum, animation at Disney, and selling my own art pieces like the detailed oil pastel paintings of realism (which I definitely don't do lol).

Around 2:30 I had a weird thing happen, my chest felt like it got shot and my vision was black out for about 20 minutes with racing heart, shortness of breathe, crying, and very very VERY Bad shaking I dropped all of my mail, I had to walk around and sit outside to wait for my body to calm down, now here's where it hurts, after my thing (if someone can tell me what it was that would be amazing) I called my friend telling them what happened and all they said was oh and ok and nothing more! And my other friend which was on break for work said they couldn't call, noted, my friend from work said we could hang out yesterday and left me on read for 4 hours while reposting tiktoks, I feel like nobody cares, I feel like my mom is an imposter and. My friends are uncaring, what was that episode and what is going on, I feel like Im losing my mind at this point, I haven't been sleeping for a few days sonly for 3 hours because I've been on Dandys world for 8 hours a day lol, what the fuck

I'm kinda sad theyres no dialogue for waxwell to show more of his character, I know we got a small clip of him before the release but id like to see more of his personality, maybe they will add more later on??

I plan to buy the tickets for charolette NC in mid August but do you think the tickets will sell out?? I wanna get my college schedule before I buy them so I don't miss any important classes.

I tried to get on Minecraft a few minutes ago but my controller is fully like bricked or something.

The battery works

It works on another controller (which is also busted but not as busted as this one)

I tried putting it on cable, resetting the controller and system and everything, cleaned it, did the blow method, the popping joysticks method, is my controller just bricked? I bought it not to long ago maybe a few mornhs ago early this year like March or February, is they're anything I can do or should I just cut my loses and buy a new one. Buying a new one isn't an issue for me, its just really shitty because I play the game all the time and don't have a car to drive down to game stop and buy one rn.

I'm 18 f and for the past month and a half I stopped eating and taking care of myself besides brushing my teeth and showering due to not wanting to be a stinky chud, my episode started after my bsf said he didnt wanna be friends anymore, I don't want to get into that to much but some arguments happened and I've just given up sense. I tried to explain to me 3 friends and parents that I'm not planning to be stupid but I don't care anymore, I don't care about college or my license or getting a job any of it. Now they always ask me if I'm okay because I isolate myself in my room all the time and play dnd (never winter) in my room, I feel like everyone is going crazy because I snap at everyone and everyone just says they are about me and think I should get help and how they know Im hurting but can't keep doing "this". Sorry if this post is super short. I'm not feeling like pouring every detail in my life but I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to because everytime I do nobody listens to me, I'm just tired. Ive been tired for a month, and I just prefer to play dnd and be a knight saving people and earning rewards then doing "adult stuff", maybe i'm just a woman child, i'm not sure. I feel like nobody gets me or listens to me and I'm really tired of it, can someone talk to me and explain this better about why everyones treating me like I'm unstable, I'm getting more and more angry everyone's making em feel crazy and it's making me mad.

Early June me and my friend have been arguing for a month now and decided we wouldn't be friends anymore due to him lying to me and calling me really rough names. Then after some time from the arguments I cut two other people off bc they were into me and I'm not. As an already isolated person now I only have abt 3 online friends I talk to and I havent really been outside the house. My family is asking me if I need therapy or any form of help due to me lashing out at everyone and not eating for days on end because my mood has been shit sense my friend cut me off. To me this isnt about my friend but just the really bad timing of it all. I just dont care about eating or getting my drivers license or going to college or any of the adult stuff I've been preparing for, I'm not sure what this is or what to do but I've been snapping at everyone and being mad all the time cooped up in my room. What is going on with me? What should I do? Why am I being this way? Im always angry and doing basic chores and activity feels like hell to me.

Is Vee a computer, tv, or a mixture of both? Sorry if this is a silly question, but from the lore and way she works it feels like both, or maybe she just has a computer like asethetic to her maybe?

I have a crush on this guy, had one for about 2 months, I gave him my number from his work place and we've been talking sense but when we met in person again I really didn't like his voice, hes amazing in all ways but his voice, is there anyway I can over look that over time, I don't wanna stop talking to the guy.