i had a difficult childhood, and my teenage years were no better. i have a constant feeling that there is so much weight on my back. my social life is not good, and neither is my love life. will things be better for me in the future and when i get older
am i blue, hes red. we are not in the contact anymore, but i feel him
pitanje iz naslova, ja npr. neke specificne pjesme nadjem, sejvam ali nakon nekog vremena su izbrisane ili u potpunosti uklonjene
i was the one who broke up with him, not bc i wanted to, bc i had to.
i woke up to the messages that i would not be good enough for his parents, because i am not religious, on the other hand my ex is also not religious, but hes pretending to be in front of his parents.
its hard growing up in such environment, we bith cant be fully ourselfs because of it. its sad. i felt safe with him, being who i truly am. i know he felt the same with me.
later on i found out that his mom is okay with me, and his dad additionally called him to talk about this. he is okay to, but it seems my ex is not. when i found out for that i tried to communicate this with him, to continue relationship. but it seems he didnt wanted to, he didnt directly said it, but the energy was there.
two days later i get the message that he wants to focus on himself, and that he enjoys this additional freedom.
its been almost 6 weeks, i sae he has been following new girls. traveling too, while i am here.
my body aches, my heart is separating apart, i have to focus on ny studies but i cant that much. i miss our calls, convos, i miss us and what we used to be
despite being a leo, and having a lot of fire in my chart, i was never a social butterfly. i always feel stuck in social situations and i feel awkward sometimes. i feel thats the reason why me love life is also kind of harsh. i want to change that. any insight would help. thank you so much<33
despite being a leo, and having a lot of fire in my chart, i was never a social butterfly. i always feel stuck in social situations and i feel awkward sometimes. i feel thats the reason why me love life is also kind of harsh. i want to change that. any insight would help. thank you so much<33!
