I'm starting to lose heavy amounts of motivation and passion to draw because I'm not finding a franchise to fill a hole of fanarts I can do
So long story short, I recently quit a franchise thats called cookie run because I got frustrated how a favorite character of mine is no longer getting the attention from that community and drawing the same art of him and being the only fan killed my motivation for that franchise a lot, I used to do a lot of shipping art too and stuff but well, I ultimately gave up, I felt hopeless that day and the days after before
Well I got into limbus company and that game was amazing and the community cared for my favorite character and so on! It didn't have as much characters as cookie run but thats fine as well, but the thing is the community is so closed off, as in if you wanna get in on th things the community is doing, you have to play the game, you just can't be a fan of it without playing it
And oh my god the game, while the story and music is amazing, the gameplay is really tiring and honestly the fans of this gamed ridicule you if you didn't pay for a pass tell you that you are forced to grind, it killed my motivation entirely to draw for it and make stuff after like doing 5-6 fanarts
I can't find any other franchise that has no protagonist and has a high cast of characters I can draw fanart of and ship, I occasionally do one fanart of a game I like but thats it.
I wanna do tons of fanart for games with a high cast of characters, and maybe I'll still stick to limbus company but again that game is specifically more of something you just have to get into to be in the community and be far off in the game
Its demotivating, I feel like I lost my passion, I don't wanna do ocs because those are super tiring and give me zero motivation for anything, I want something like cookie run, I want something that has high amounts of characters with no "Main character self insert guy" And designs that are unique and not just bland fantasy slop
I don't know anymore, what do I do exactly do? All I Do now is draw dumb minecraft stuff that no one will probably care about.
I tried deadlock and that game's community is insufferable as fuck and nobody gaf about doorman anyways
Gosh its like everything is soooo boring nowadays, people aren't that creative anymore and nobody has a good franchise to make fanart for that has shitton of characters, I hate gacha games and I don't wanna do ocs because that will be painfully long and I don't have industry tier connections, and nowadays all types of my artist friends are just plain lazy or busy to help me brainstorm, Its genuine hell I hate this world and how boring it is
