u/DecentlySpaghetti

Found a guy who is selling a pristine v800x, but the catch is the psu is faulty. Guy knows his stuff. Do I go for it?

I'm terribly anxious. Throughout the day i tend to slip into these daydream delusion things where my brain makes me "witness" absolutely terrible things. Won't go into detail. I live with my family. And I have a brother. He has autism. However, because of his autism none of his terrible traits were pinned on him and were instead brushed off as autism and just disregarded entirely. This piece of shit hit me, shoved me, attempted to stab me numerous times, or tried to hit me with hammers and whatnot. I developed a reflex to touch that makes me flinch because he touched me in a specific way by lightly tugging on my arm when he needed to notify me. I live in constant fear. I hate him. I had terrible delusions about him. Terrible plans. It's all so disgusting and horrifying. People keep saying that it's just because he has autism. But no. I refuse to believe it. He has the traits of a maniac. Each time i hurt myself he laughed and took pride in it. He finds fun in my pain. He told me to off myself numerous times. When he found out about my attempts he just started using it as a way to make me feel like shit. I can't sleep because of him. I feel like he is going to do unspeakable things to me while I'm asleep. I only ever sleep when he is already deep asleep. It's 4:52 am for me as of writing this. Each random noise makes me flinch because i think that he is coming into the room where im in. I can't live with this. This is only a fraction of the bullshit i live through each day. Ive had dreams of sedating him and then ripping his tongue and vocal cords out simply due to the utterly disgusting shit he keeps saying each time i even see him, he has this cruel ability to just make me feel hurt for no reason. He is younger than me, too. And I can't retaliate. Because of his autism. I have severe depression, suicidal intentions, severe anxiety, and yet even though he hurts me on multiple layers i can't do shit. Each time i hit him and he caused a scene out of it things got even worse. This is only a fraction of the shit. A fraction. Can you imagine it? Each day i come home to this shithole. Exhausted from trying to focus or walking. I can't walk without feeling like im going to pass out. Just simply focusing on reality makes me feel like im going to die. Im tired. Painfully tired. They try to convince me its all in my head, that it's the meds im taking, but no. Its not it. But nobody believes me. Each day i have these "experiences" that bring me to the edge. Im sweating right now just because im writing this shit down. Do you imagine living through it? Ive had so much shit fed to me about how life is worth living bla bla bla but genuinely do you even believe yourself that after hearing a fraction of my average day being full of this shit that life is worth living? Im genuinely thinking that even drugs wont make me feel anything. Im so devoid of any feel that even physical feel is partially gone. I used to cut for the pain. I don't even feel pain from cutting anymore. I hear voices, sirens, screams calling my name, or straight up gibberish. Reality doesn't feel real. I see hallucinations of these pure darkness figures, i feel like theyre behind me, or that my brother is behind me, or that they're all around. Or that the doors that i locked didn't get locked.

I disassembled the entire thing and took apart the motor. However. Despite lubricating the well, it still has some sort of friction and cant move well. How do i do it? Who can do it?

Hello. I have a Super Famicom that works well, games work well and everything is good, however despite the audio from the games not being glitchy/corrupted, for some reason the audio itself can't work per se. It outputs a slight buzzing to the speakers on my Sony Trinitron KV-29FX64k, and when audio seeps through it does so with a very loud crackling, akin to when you plug in a cable to a guitar amp.

Can't remember what the song name or artist was.

Intro starts off with a synth melody alone, then guitars come on, then the first verse starts. First verse only has some sort of synthesized bass in the background and a key line i remember from the first verse is "don't. let. go."

Then it builds up to the chorus and the chorus begins with the singer yelling "TAKE EM OUT!"

The singer is a man with a pretty rough voice, as if he was singing with an uncleared throat.

Also during the chorus there is also some sort of "wooooah, wooooah!" sound, not sure whether vocal or instrumental.

It's one i really like too. I know that people dislike the feature packed walkmen but I just wanted decent recording on it to record from radio or speech. Of course the belts have gone to crap so I'll be replacing them soon, but there's another big issue. The one I have has the Japanese localisation. Meaning the radio is capped at 90 MHz FM. What do I do? How do I change it to be able to receive higher frequencies to be actually able to listen to the radio like the other localisations can? (All radio stations here are 90MHz+)

It's a sony walkman gx-622.

So. It's set in some sort of weird facility. Me and my brother live in a sector of the facility that is pretty much the apartment we live in irl.

However. Each day and night we are locked in a room and are forced to watch the TV (old one) in pitch black darkness. Only light available is from the TV. We can't turn it off and the only thing we can do is watch. And here's where it gets weird.

The TV displays very odd distorted images/videos, sometimes reminiscent of familiar places or things. Sometimes they show random images. Sometimes those images have subtitles, one i remember well is "Images shown to [my brother's name]"

We have never seen those images before and they were quite eerie. But then it hit us that those images were going to be shown to us in the future. And that's exactly what happened the next ?????

There were no days, just uncertain periods of time spent in mild fear i guess? But surely enough after some time passed my brother was shown the images that were said to be shown to him, yet even more distorted for some reason. The TV also showed straight up religious cartoons but they were very odd and cut to random places and sometimes odd images flashed through them along with odd voices and sounds of footsteps. I could also see my brother become slightly odd, not sure if that was the effect of the TV or something the members of the facility did to him. It's a recurring dream too I had it last night and this night, what the hell? Also in this facility are multiple other people and they led us one day to an incredibly beautiful place named "Montos Caro" and it was like a big forest thing with a nice oddly blue lake and a mountain to climb. All in all beautiful but i felt like i was lobotomised since anywhere i looked looked slightly different. But nevertheless people just did some random stuff and jumped in the freezing cold water or climbed the mountain, but for some reason i decided to go into the forest only to realise this place was fake.

It was like a floating island and looking down i could see the facility from outside and it was disguised as a normal oddly yellow and abandoned apartment complex and i got yelled at to get away and got injected with something i think? Some time passed and i am trying to climb the mountain but im oddly weak and cant do anything so in the end i end up falling onto some overweight guy. Yikes.

Then it's back to our pitch black apartment with me and my odd brother

And we're getting shown images again, but some of the images are of Montos Caro. My brother wasn't present there but he seemed to know exactly what the place was??? The images and voices and sounds of footsteps and the distortion on the tv got worse and worse and i began feeling like actual proper fear while my brother was unfazed

I can't even explain what exactly it was

It felt so so surreal

But like it made me feel incredible fear

Oh and during my visit to Montos Caro I had my phone and i tried texting a friend of mine images of the place but then my phone flashed red and started saying that photographing that place is strictly forbidden.