u/Deep_Head4645

I envy; Feminine body anatomy(waist and shoulders) , imagine actually having a waist that resembles a feminine body

Good fat distribution (going to the thighs, and bottom), i literally have metabolism so fast that I don’t even know where mine goes because I never even gain weight but Its probably not going to my thighs or bottom at all if i ever gain weight

Less hair everywhere, i literally have to fight with my own body just to be smooth, thats another thing actually
Smooth skin, my skin isn’t smooth it has acne (that came from shaving) and the cut hair is visible, its killing me.

Softer voice, people tell me my voice is nice and all but its not because its feminine its just not that masculine or they like my accent or the way I speak, nothing regarding femininity

Feminine facial structure, small nose and less solid jaw

Basically I envy people who don’t have to try and they’ll still be better femboys than I ever will be even if I try alot. Im spoiled, if i dont get the best then I dont want it, but you can’t choose genetics in life so Im literally helpless

I would have honestly preferred to be born a woman. i dont believe I am a women but i would absolutely want to be one, and the fact that I can’t even be a good femboy is frustrating, all I can do is look at others and see how good genetics treated them and cope by daydreaming about being like them

And before anyone says it no I can’t stop looking at others, i hate avoidance. Im not even looking for comfort i dont know why I wrote this

Honestly I might just abandon the whole gist and become some alt boy instead of a femboy but honestly i’ll still feel unfulfilled like that

TLDR: wish i was pretty

I kinda stopped playing because I felt like the game was unpolished and not in an ideal condition to play. I want to wait until all the mechanics are polished and stuff

I see its improving rapidly and I love to hear it, do you think right now its in an ideal position to play a full game?

מה זה אומר בפרקטיות? איאפשר להשתמש בזה בשביל השתמטות?

this is like my 5th game , every single time I play, Carthage declares war on me after like 10 turns, I cant prevent it.

they are incredibly difficult to defeat, They have stacks of armies, a huge economy, and the logistics mechanic makes it so I need like 10 turns just to get a fully healed army after each battle (they have way more armies)

All of this is already annoying asf, but the worst part is THEY NEVER EVER STOP FIGHTING

no matter how many times i defeat them or how many times they screw me over Carthage doesn't accept any sort of peace, I tried to take their capital city, I did it, and they didn't accept peace

I took sicily in another save, and they didn't accept peace

I took Sardinia and they still didn't accept peace

WHAT DOES IT TAKE FOR THEM TO STOP FIGHTING??? its genuinely just ruining the experience for me its not even historically accurate why would they keep fighting if I take their capital, or sicily, or sardinia

Please help with this or at least tell me why its so slow to regenerate troops in this and how to fix it because I can't play beyond the 20th turn because of all of this and its just tiring atp

We know world leaders and national leaders have control and alot of them like control, but does this also translate to the bedroom? Like they like control in the bedroom too (dom) Or is there a possibility it actually leads to an opposite effect in the bedroom (Wanting to finally release some control/power aka sub)

So are these positions naturally filled by more doms or more subs? What do we think

I have a thing for getting the best possible outcome for countries I play so I want to get the biggest, most undisputedly dominant outcome for Germany

Big Germany, puppets all over the world, germanising everything and basically becoming the undisputed world hegamon, What path should I choose as Germany? (I prefer the SPD but let me know if the path matters) and also, I know there are paths in other countries that are related to german expansion, for example I believe the United Baltic Duchy has a path related to expanding german rule, so what country paths should I choose to get the best possible outcome for Germany?

Lab meat and lab animal-food products are somewhat of a recent invention, and are slowly becoming mainstream food, NO butchering is involved, the meat and milk are grown from growing cow cells iiirc

So my question is; do kosher laws still apply even if the animal wasn’t even butchered?

Can I mix meat and diary if its both lab food for example?

Alot of the times they describe the plot of the show down to details but why? Why be this specific instead of using a catchy title or a short one

And why am I seeing this mostly in Japanese animes and not in other shows?

17m Im a femboy and I recently got my own credit card with allowance money (meaning i can order in privacy). I took the opportunity to order a bunch of feminine clothing from Amazon (skirt, women shorts, thigh-highs, and cat ears but thats irrelevant) when I ordered it I knew I was taking a big risk because its gonna be on my name and if anyone picks it up before me and opens it (because fuck my privacy) im cooked. I thought i would just wait and pick it up discreetly when it reaches my home or just say its a package my sister ordered (she orders alot) but LITERALLY EVERYTHING IN MY PLAN WENT WRONG

Approximately during the time the delivery guy was gonna arrive my friends thought it was the PERFECT time to come to my house and drag me out of bed and into some stroll or something (It was spontaneous, they just got into my house and got me up and going, I live extremely close to school so they can just do that). Knowing i definitely dont want them in my house when the delivery guy arrives I just agreed to go out with them, and when I came back I saw a message saying that my package was delivered but I didn’t see it outside the door. So I entered my house and it was on a table and my mom asked me if I ordered anything. I was extremely fucking stressed and I tried to play it off and I said it was probably my sister’s package but then she said she read it and it says its for me. She then asked me to open it and see what I got, I tried to act like I didn’t hear her and I just said “i’ll just put it in the elevator until my sister picks it up” but then she called my sister and asked if she was expecting a package. My sister said “maybe” but then my mom asked why it has my name on it so my sister said “Maybe its his and he ordered something sexual and he doesn’t want you to know? Why do you insist on opening it? Let him have privacy” (THANK YOU SISTER OMG), but my mom insisted it was her house and that its mine and that I open it (i dont think she was expecting anything sexual tbh). After she said it for like the 5th time I conceded and was gonna open the package (thigh-highs inside) and I was gonna act surprised that I got something so feminine and that maybe its a mistake
I opened it and pulled out the thigh-highs in a small vacuum bag, and my mom said “Oh these are just socks? What was all the drama about” (the thigh-highs were densely packed and not spread out so they seemed like normal socks), I went along with it and said “oh maybe because im subscribed to amazon they sent me free socks as a gift!” And then I just took it to my room and it was all over

BUT I HAVE LITERALLY A SKIRT AND SHORT SHORTS AND CATTAIL AND CAT EARS AND ARMWARMERS AND LITERALLY FISHNET STOCKINGS ARRIVING IN A FEW DAYS AND I DONT KNOW HOW IM SUPPOSED TO GET IT WITHOUT MY MOM NOTICING

CLEARLY SHE DOESNT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT MY PRIVACY (and if I suddenly have a talk with her about my privacy it’ll ABSOLUTELY raise questions if she sees me with a bunch of packages a few days later) what do I do??

TLDR: my mom caught me ordering femboy stuff but she thought it was something else, but now there are gonna be a bunch of stuff that’ll arrive in my home in a few days that I CANT deny are feminine, and I dont know what to do help 😭

The Avatar is such a good show but it would be better if it wasn’t limited to non-killing.

Actually, if you have any shows that are similar to certain kids’ shows but are for adults it would be great

Why is Spotify ragebaiting me? It keeps recommending the same “505” song over and over again, no matter how many times I pressed “remove this recommendation” on the same playlist, istg it just doesn’t care, that “X” button literally means nothing to it. Does anyone know why this is happening or how to fix it?