I think I might be a Bambi lesbian??

I think I might be a Bambi lesbian??

I enjoy cuddling and hugging and hand holding but only with women. I’m definitely more aromantic and asexual towards men. I still have some problems with anxiety and dating but I think that has more to do with trauma than anything else.

u/DepressedAnxious8868 — 7 days ago

14 years

I can’t believe this week it will be 14 years since it all happened. I’m 100 percent a complete different person. Which is okay at least I’m still alive and functioning somewhat better.

It’s not a sad thing and I already made peace with my whole existence. I also forgave the guys involved. (Watched and laughed)

It’s just crazy because it was so long ago and I can’t believe it.

reddit.com
u/DepressedAnxious8868 — 13 days ago

Awful morning

So I work a low income job at a grocery store. It works and I’m a flexible and responsible employee. My work completely blindsided me this morning so my 100 day streak is dead and gone.

I been doing a lot of extra work for my company because we have been having staffing shortages and I been doing a managers job or a leads job but still getting my low wages.
So I just completed lost my mind this morning and now all my progress is over and now I’m sad and I’m trying not to cry at work.

My stomach is in knots and I just want to go home.

reddit.com
u/DepressedAnxious8868 — 13 days ago

So sad

So I work a low income job at a grocery store. It works and I’m a flexible and responsible employee. My work completely blindsided me this morning so my 100 day streak (for SH) is dead and gone.

I been doing a lot of extra work for my company because we have been having staffing shortages and I been doing a managers job or a leads job but still getting my low wages.
So I just completed lost my mind this morning and now all my progress is over and now I’m sad and I’m trying not to cry at work.

reddit.com
u/DepressedAnxious8868 — 13 days ago

My horrible work as me mad

So I work a low income job at a grocery store. It works and I’m a flexible and responsible employee. My work completely blindsided me this morning so my 100 day streak is dead and gone.

I been doing a lot of extra work for my company because we have been having staffing shortages and I been doing a managers job or a leads job but still getting my low wages.
So I just completed lost my mind this morning and now all my progress is over and now I’m sad and I’m trying not to cry at work.

reddit.com
u/DepressedAnxious8868 — 13 days ago

100 plus days

So I’m 100 plus days SH free and it was amazing going to the beach and not feeling self conscious and awkward.

Still wearing layers bcc I’m cool lol but my legs were completely out the whole trip in skirts and shorts.

Also pineapple dole whip is really good.

u/DepressedAnxious8868 — 18 days ago
▲ 6 r/selfharm__recovery+1 crossposts

Milestone

I’m 100 days SH free and I have reached this milestone several times. I’m hopeful to go farther than before.
I hope I can look back in the future and know this time was finally the last time I reach 100 days.
I have a couple of ruff months ahead of me and I just hope I can get through it all.

reddit.com
u/DepressedAnxious8868 — 28 days ago

Kinda random but I know you will all understand

So I had this best friend since high school and we been friends for probably 16/17 years. I just lost that connection and friendship today. I never felt more isolated in my entire life.

I don’t have many friends, it’s hard for me to let people see the real me. The reason the friendship ended is pretty simple, they said I don’t reach out to them enough or are there for them enough as they go through something difficult in their life. They never explained the full situation and I never pushed them to.

So now I’m a lonely soul again and just going forward.

reddit.com
u/DepressedAnxious8868 — 2 months ago

I need this!

So today I learned there is an Aces WNBA team and they have so much Ace merch. I need need this soo bad and I don’t live anywhere near Vegas! I’m going to have dreams about that jacket. Also I’m now a fan of the Aces WNBA team if anyone ask.

u/DepressedAnxious8868 — 2 months ago

How do you cheer yourself back up after hateful comments

I been having issues with some managers at my work who make aphobic statements or comments about my sex life and me being unmarried and not having children so I don’t matter as much as people who do.

reddit.com
u/DepressedAnxious8868 — 3 months ago
▲ 4 r/ToxicWorkplace+1 crossposts

Question about my workplace. Can my employer change my shifts last minute? Pennsylvania and non union.

So my place of employment has been having problems with me since I started having leg issues and swelling.

I get a schedule weekly and the last couple of weeks I been showing up for shifts and they have been sending me home because they changed the schedule at the last minute and removed me from it.

I don’t know if it’s retaliation from me being slower because of my recent disability? I been working for this company for years now and I don’t know what to do?

Another manager has commented hateful things about my sexually.

Location: Pennsylvania

reddit.com
u/DepressedAnxious8868 — 3 months ago

DeLana

Growing up I was kinda obsessed (looked up to her as a girl) with DeLana Harvick. Her Instagram is private now and I was wondering if she lets fans follow her?? I know she has X but I never go on there so I don’t have an account anymore and I can’t find her on TikTok. I want to respect her privacy but also carious how she is doing(in a non stalker way) , if this makes any sense.

I appreciate any tea 🫖 because i haven’t been around for a while.

reddit.com
u/DepressedAnxious8868 — 3 months ago
▲ 17 r/GERD

I choke on all my food

I been mainly only having a liquid diet since my recent flare up. I would greatly appreciate any food recommendations that I won’t choke on or throw back up. Thank you.

reddit.com
u/DepressedAnxious8868 — 3 months ago
▲ 3 r/rant

Sooo done with my cardiologist

So I want to my cardiologist today because I have leg and feet and ankle swelling and a history of hypertension and high blood pressure.

He barely said the swelling and pain are normal I can just have to “rest” more and wear more compression socks but I’m already wearing two or three different compression socks and it does nothing. He also told me I shouldn’t be on my medicine. It was so weird and awkward. I can barely walk and I even limped into his office.
He even said I shouldn’t be on my GERD medication and only wanted to talk about the people/ celebrities that live in our area and come in to my workplace.
He left me waiting in the room for like a good half an hour.
He was like you can get dehydrated from hydrochlorothiazide and was like you shouldn’t be on that and then told me it was a small dosage so then way would dehydrated matter if it’s a small dosage?

reddit.com
u/DepressedAnxious8868 — 3 months ago
▲ 1 r/GERD

Throwing up, I had gluten free oatmeal with blueberries

I been throwing up a lot recently for some reason. I been feeling ok the least couple of weeks and today it has been really bad.
I haven’t been eating more or nothing at all recently and I’m just upset because I want to eat something for energy but nothing has been working.

reddit.com
u/DepressedAnxious8868 — 3 months ago
▲ 14 r/GERD

GERD story, medication is important sometimes

So I have been diagnosed with GERD from a GI doctor since I was in my last teens early 20s. I cut out a lot of trigging foods like dairy and greasy foods. I been living an active lifestyle.

Recently I’m in my mid thirties now and I been having a lot of upper stomach pain and upper back pain and my chest will look swollen/ itchy and sore around my esophagus/ chest I thought I was having heart problems. But with pantoprazole I have been feeling so much better. I even have my appetite back and I don’t feel like I’m going to collapsing at any moment.

It has been really helping me and I would greatly appreciate any advice on living with GERD because until a week ago I never know it was a chronic condition.

reddit.com
u/DepressedAnxious8868 — 3 months ago

So I been having edema in my legs for around 6/9 months, estimated. I have a high BNP and high blood pressure. I’m waiting to go to see a cardiologist but I have an appointment soon. I work at a job that requires a lot of standing and movement, high energy. I’m so exhausted I don’t know what to do anymore. It takes all of me not to just lay down on the floor. My chest is sore all the time and my legs and arms are aching all the time. I also have these wild sweating fits that just randomly happen and I get really really sore and tired.

My main point is I would appreciate any advice to help me get through my work day without feeling like I’m going to end up on the floor and being very hard to walk at the end of the day. My work is not very supportive of me sitting down.

reddit.com
u/DepressedAnxious8868 — 4 months ago