Three in the morning , life

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My head is on your chest and I'm hearing your heart beating.its the best sound .your hand is holding mine and you are playing with my rings . It's the best feeling .it's so simple.so mundane.yet I can feel myself shaking.im also at your face and I can't belive I'm here

You tell me you associate me to night.calming , peaceful, beautiful.i do too. But not in the same way . I associate myself to the dark. The pitch blackness of my mind .the night storm. I scare myself and i can't tell you the number of times i have thought about the many way I might let that darkness consume you. Ruins you

I stopped believing I was deserving of this.this kind of undressing. Of letting someone find me in my lowest of lows and love me there . I'm glad you did. I'm glad that I pick up my rant journal less.im glad that i listen to my playlist and think that they're wag too sad .I'm glad that on most day I stays glad and on day I'm not , you' re still there

It's 3 in the morning and I love that I can still smell you and me . It's hard to not think of the end . The hurt .but I'm moments I'm not . I'm thinking of you. Just you.just us

u/Desi2099 — 15 hours ago

I wanna fall in love. But Monday to Friday is work. Saturday is laundry & Sunday is mental prep for Monday.

Abbbbbb bataaaa maii kyaa karu🥹⭐♥️💫🕊️🙈

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u/Desi2099 — 2 days ago

Has anyone else felt less interested in dating or marriage as they've gotten older? Like in late 20s

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The older I get, the more I feel like I don't need to date or get married. It's not because I'm bitter or heartbroken.i genuinely enjoy my own company and the peace that comes with being independent. I'm queer, and I recently came out to my family. Thankfully, they were accepting and supportive, so this isn't about family pressure anymore. If anything, I feel even less interested in pursuing a relationship. I'm happy focusing on my work, hobbies, friends, and personal growth. Sometimes I wonder if this is just a phase, or if I've simply realized that a relationship isn't something I need to feel fulfilled.

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u/Desi2099 — 6 days ago
▲ 15 r/wlwIndia+1 crossposts

I’ve fallen in love. I’m an ordinary woman. I didn’t think such violent things could happen to ordinary people.

u/Desi2099 — 10 days ago

I'm a lesbian/queer woman based in Delhi, currently in my late 20s, and I've been thinking a lot about coming out.

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For those of you who have come out to your family, friends, colleagues, or wider society how did your life change afterward?

Did you feel more free and authentic, or did it create new challenges? How did your relationships with family and friends evolve? Were there any unexpected positives or negatives?

I'd especially love to hear from people in India or similar cultural backgrounds, but all experiences are welcome.

Looking for honest stories both the good and the difficult parts. 🌈

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u/Desi2099 — 13 days ago

I'm a lesbian/queer woman based in Delhi, currently in my late 20s, and I've been thinking a lot about coming out.

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For those of you who have come out to your family, friends, colleagues, or wider society how did your life change afterward?

Did you feel more free and authentic, or did it create new challenges? How did your relationships with family and friends evolve? Were there any unexpected positives or negatives?

I'd especially love to hear from people in India or similar cultural backgrounds, but all experiences are welcome.

Looking for honest stories both the good and the difficult parts. 🌈

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u/Desi2099 — 13 days ago

Random thought: Why hasn't someone built a truly serious matrimonial platform on WhatsApp, Telegram, or Facebook?

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Not a dating app. Not endless swiping. Just verified people who are genuinely looking to get married within the next few years.Sometimes it feels like there are plenty of apps to find dates, but very few places to find sincere people who are actually ready to settle down.

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u/Desi2099 — 16 days ago

Does anyone here have a strong network or connection who could help me find an immediate work-from-home opportunity? My current work environment has become quite toxic, and I'm actively looking for a healthier workplace.

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u/Desi2099 — 19 days ago

Is it really this hard to find genuine love these days? As a femme who's interested in other femmes, sometimes it feels like the dating pool is tiny. Anyone else feeling discouraged, or is there still hope out there? ❤️

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u/Desi2099 — 19 days ago