how do you deal with the feeling of being stuck in your agab forever
it suffocates me so much. i wish i could go back to being a child
it suffocates me so much. i wish i could go back to being a child
with no disrecpect to anyone who's involved with the manga adaptation, i don't think erha manga is a viable project. why? because erha is too long.
from what I've seen, it will be published every two months and it will be faithful to the original text
erha's main story is 310 chapters.
let's say, at the best case scenario, a manga chapter equals a whole chapter in erha and we won't count any extras extras.
310 divided by 6 is 51.6
even if it's two book chapters in one manga chapter, it's still 25 years.
please correcr me if im wrong. i hope im wrong! id like a manga adaptation! but it's not looking so bright!
> I'm born in a non-arab conservative muslim family
> obviously they mostly recite quran in arabic even though 99% of them don't understand arabic or are not hafiz. they believe reading it in other languages does grant you lesser merits and its essence isn't translatable to other languages.
> went to a family wedding recently
> some guy walks up and starts reciting quran at some point
> we all listen to him
> ...but we don't know what it's saying at all?
imagine it's not quran or islam or arabic but just some random religion and a random language.
how absurd it is that it's supposed to be the only true religion, the holy book is the fundamental achor to and guide of life but language-locked! it's regarded as "untranslatable" and you "can only grasp its True meaning if you read it in a specific language."
and if you aren't a native speaker or willing/able to put tremendous amount of time and effort into learning it? have fun having a really big language barrier with your religion and your holy book that is supposed to be at the centre of your life!
how worried should i be?
soru yukarida
i should've been a theyfab maybe?
and "i can bear being a woman" but "the bearing" is just being an empty husk of myself wasting my time daydreaming being a man and not being aware of my surroundings. hahahaha
merhaba bildiğiniz üzere yks tercih dönemindeyiz. zaten işsizlik de fazlayken trans olup üniversite okumak ne kadar mantıklı? çünkü diplomayla girilen işlerden çoğu zaman reddediliyoruz gördüğüm kadarıyla ya da ünide özellikle kyk'da hormon kullanmak çok zor. üniye giden arkadaşlardan fikir alabilir miyim? ya da şu an tercih döneminde olan kişiler ne planlıyor?
90 tl bosa gitti
considering that they're rock hard is it normal that they were in the dish?
(for those who don't know, dapanji, according to wikipedia, is a chinese-uyghur chicken stew)
hani yapılabilecek insan gibi yaşatan ne iş kaldı? mühendisler işsiz öğretmenler işsiz yazılımcılar işsiz dişçiler iş bulamıyor. bir tıp işsiz bırakmaz diyorlar sadece o mu kaldı. bu sene sayısaldan yks'ye girdim ama ne yapacağımı bilmiyorum ve herhangi bir şey beni çekmiyor maalesef. etrafımdaki insanlar ise ne yapacağını çoktan seçmiş ve o yönde çalışıyorlar ve bu beni daha da zor bir duruma sokuyor ne bileyim derdini skeyim diyebilirsiniz haklı da olursunuz sadece ne yapacağını bilmemek benim içimi çok sıkıyor ve daha da düşünemez, karar veremez, uyuşuk bir hale geliyorum. bir hobiye başlasam onun da bir geleceği yokmuş, boşunaymış gibi geliyor. öyle yani
for context the high school is in the same city we live in (it's just a normal highschool but you can stay in their dormitories if available) while the uni I'm thinking of is in a different (yet close) city.
aside from that info, in both scenarios we would be living somewhat independently from our family. but as i said they're kinda in favour of my brother going yet against me going.
correct me if I'm wrong: if I'm immature and not-ready-for-outside, how am i going to change that when they don't allow me any actual freedom? won't that just make me even more isolated? depressing stuff.
I've considered "running away" but I don't have any economical security for that. I'm trying to change their minds but as I said, very very depressing stuff.
evde bir iş yapıyorum elimden geldiğince iyi yapmaya çalışıyorum illa yapmadığım bir şeyi bulup neden yapmadın niye yapmadın daha iyisini yap nutuğu çekiyorlar. her anımı irdeleyip yargılıyorlar gibi hissediyorum ve bu yüzden onların yanında bulunmaktan çok sıkıldım artık gitmek istiyorum. bunaldım