moving out from abusive home
Hi guys, this is going to be long, but I'd really like to get your opinion on my situation, which is quite serious. So I'll start with the fact that since I was little I saw my father beating my mother, he committed both verbal and physical abuse, after a while he started hitting me too, I remember when he punched me so many times that I bled, the physical violence continued, we had to move house because we were evicted and we moved into a studio apartment, very small, there are no rooms, it's all together, I think you've already understood what kind of house it is, the abuse continued here too, I sleep on the floor, now I'm 23 years old and the only thing that gives me "freedom" is the fact of working, because if I didn't work this man would frustrate me like there was no tomorrow, he doesn't pay the rent, the food, he doesn't do anything, my mother does everything, I can't go out with friends, go out to have fun, he even forbade me from going to the gym because he says it's for whores, (he always calls me a whore), I can't sit on the balcony because he calls me a whore, I would really like to move but I'm afraid for my mother, that she might blame her and maybe hurt her..., I honestly need some concrete and sincere advice please, i would appreciate